Losing It
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BtVS AU/AR › FemmeSlash - Female/Female › Buffy/Faith
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Adult ++
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BtVS AU/AR › FemmeSlash - Female/Female › Buffy/Faith
Rating:
Adult ++
Chapters:
22
Views:
4,572
Reviews:
117
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
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I do not own Buffy the Vampire Slayer (BtVS), nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
Discussing It
Buffy’s POV
I walk into my room just in time to see my mom hanging up the phone. I guess she really did call Mr. Spencer. I hope he’s not too hard on Faith. We didn’t do anything.
So why do I feel like I just got caught with my hand in the cookie jar?
Mom looks over at me and pats the bed beside her.
“Come and siffy.ffy.”
I walk over hesitantly and sit next to her. I place my hands nervously on the bed beside me and I fix my eyes onto the floor.
I hear mom let out a deep breath.
“When you told me that you were in love with Faith, I admit that I was a little shocked and I may have been less than…supive,ive, but I want you to know that it didn’t change the fact that I love you.”
I look up to see that mom is staring straight ahead of her.
“I was a little worried about what the other kids might say or do to you that may hurt you very deeply and I think that is why I was a little less than approving…at first.”
She turns to look at me and I can see the tears starting to form behind her eyes.
“But once I saw how much you love Faith and how much she loves you, I knew that it wouldn’t matter what everyone else said or did. Because it didn’t matter to you. I respect you more than you know for being strong enough to fight for what and who you love.”
I think I’m gonna cry now.
Mom reaches over and takes my hand and brings it into her lap. She lightly runs her thumb over the back of it as she looks me in the eyes.
“Buffy, I am so proud of you for not being afraid to be who you are. That is what every parent wants for their child, to be loved and to be happy. I can see that Faith does that for you. I just want you to know that even though you may think you’re ready…sex is a big step and it changes everything.”
I choke back the sob in my throat and place my other hand over hers. I smile through my tears.
“I know mom. That’s why I’ve been doing some research on it and that’s why I asked Willow what exactly it’s about. I know how major it is and so does Faith. Mom, she has been so respectful and so understanding…and she hasn’t pressured me at all. But, I think that I may be ready sooner than I thought.”
Mom returns my smile and lets out a breath.
“I know it’s scary. I remember the first time I…”
I turn my head away and raise my hand.
“Mom, if you finish that sentence, you won’t have to worry about me having sex…ever.”
Mom just laughs and shakes her head. I turn my head and smile at her.
“No, Buffy. This isn’t a “sex” story. I was just going to tell you about the first time I got…those feelings.”
My smile widens.
“Joyce Elisabeth Summers.”
She shakes her head.
“I was young once too.”
She looks off into the distance as if rberibering.
“Young and very horny.”
That was wrong on so many levels.
I let out a groan and fall back onto the bed, pulling Mr. Gordo over my face.
Mom laughs and slaps me on the knee.
“Just kidding dear. I think I’ll save that one for Dawn.”
Good. The little snail trout is long over due.
I hear footsteps as mom walks to the door.
“Buffy?”
I pull Mr. Gordo off my face and turn my head to look at her.
“Whenever you feel that you are 100% ready, I would appreciate you coming to me so we can discuss it before you decide. Okay?”
I smile and nod.
“Okay mom.”
She puts her finger on her nose and smiles.
“Love you Buffy Bear.”
I put my finger on my nose and smile.
“Love you too Mom. Goodnight.”
“Goodnight.”
Mom leaves closing the door gently behind her.
I sigh out and put Mr. Gordo on my chest. I look up at him and start to play with his ears as my mind wonders to earlier tonight and Faith’s hand on my breast. That felt really good.
But not as good as her hand on my pussy.
I feel it ache a little at the memory, but I would never, you know…touch down there. I never have. I want Faith to be to the first.
Sappy? Stupid?
Maybe.
I guess that’s what love does to you.
I suddenly wonder how Faith is doing and what her dad is saying to her. I wonder if I should call her or if I should wait?
I turn my head and stare at the phone.
I feel my eyelids start to get heavy and before I know it, I’m fast asleep.
**
I know these first chapters haven't been real...juicy. I just wanted to work a little romance into it. But I promise, I feel the smut a comin' on. Good things come to those who wait. I hope you will!
I walk into my room just in time to see my mom hanging up the phone. I guess she really did call Mr. Spencer. I hope he’s not too hard on Faith. We didn’t do anything.
So why do I feel like I just got caught with my hand in the cookie jar?
Mom looks over at me and pats the bed beside her.
“Come and siffy.ffy.”
I walk over hesitantly and sit next to her. I place my hands nervously on the bed beside me and I fix my eyes onto the floor.
I hear mom let out a deep breath.
“When you told me that you were in love with Faith, I admit that I was a little shocked and I may have been less than…supive,ive, but I want you to know that it didn’t change the fact that I love you.”
I look up to see that mom is staring straight ahead of her.
“I was a little worried about what the other kids might say or do to you that may hurt you very deeply and I think that is why I was a little less than approving…at first.”
She turns to look at me and I can see the tears starting to form behind her eyes.
“But once I saw how much you love Faith and how much she loves you, I knew that it wouldn’t matter what everyone else said or did. Because it didn’t matter to you. I respect you more than you know for being strong enough to fight for what and who you love.”
I think I’m gonna cry now.
Mom reaches over and takes my hand and brings it into her lap. She lightly runs her thumb over the back of it as she looks me in the eyes.
“Buffy, I am so proud of you for not being afraid to be who you are. That is what every parent wants for their child, to be loved and to be happy. I can see that Faith does that for you. I just want you to know that even though you may think you’re ready…sex is a big step and it changes everything.”
I choke back the sob in my throat and place my other hand over hers. I smile through my tears.
“I know mom. That’s why I’ve been doing some research on it and that’s why I asked Willow what exactly it’s about. I know how major it is and so does Faith. Mom, she has been so respectful and so understanding…and she hasn’t pressured me at all. But, I think that I may be ready sooner than I thought.”
Mom returns my smile and lets out a breath.
“I know it’s scary. I remember the first time I…”
I turn my head away and raise my hand.
“Mom, if you finish that sentence, you won’t have to worry about me having sex…ever.”
Mom just laughs and shakes her head. I turn my head and smile at her.
“No, Buffy. This isn’t a “sex” story. I was just going to tell you about the first time I got…those feelings.”
My smile widens.
“Joyce Elisabeth Summers.”
She shakes her head.
“I was young once too.”
She looks off into the distance as if rberibering.
“Young and very horny.”
That was wrong on so many levels.
I let out a groan and fall back onto the bed, pulling Mr. Gordo over my face.
Mom laughs and slaps me on the knee.
“Just kidding dear. I think I’ll save that one for Dawn.”
Good. The little snail trout is long over due.
I hear footsteps as mom walks to the door.
“Buffy?”
I pull Mr. Gordo off my face and turn my head to look at her.
“Whenever you feel that you are 100% ready, I would appreciate you coming to me so we can discuss it before you decide. Okay?”
I smile and nod.
“Okay mom.”
She puts her finger on her nose and smiles.
“Love you Buffy Bear.”
I put my finger on my nose and smile.
“Love you too Mom. Goodnight.”
“Goodnight.”
Mom leaves closing the door gently behind her.
I sigh out and put Mr. Gordo on my chest. I look up at him and start to play with his ears as my mind wonders to earlier tonight and Faith’s hand on my breast. That felt really good.
But not as good as her hand on my pussy.
I feel it ache a little at the memory, but I would never, you know…touch down there. I never have. I want Faith to be to the first.
Sappy? Stupid?
Maybe.
I guess that’s what love does to you.
I suddenly wonder how Faith is doing and what her dad is saying to her. I wonder if I should call her or if I should wait?
I turn my head and stare at the phone.
I feel my eyelids start to get heavy and before I know it, I’m fast asleep.
**
I know these first chapters haven't been real...juicy. I just wanted to work a little romance into it. But I promise, I feel the smut a comin' on. Good things come to those who wait. I hope you will!