Lust

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Resignation

“Ok, I’ve drawn my ci and and I am ready to break the spell.” Willow said nervously.

“Ok…” Xander said.

Willow closed her eyes and concentrated. “Let the healing power begin. Let my will be safe again. As these words of peace are spoken, let this harmful spell be broken.”

Thunder crashed and lightning flashed.

~ Oh….oh I am starting to be able to see again. ~ Gilhoughought blinking into the barley visible light.
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Spike broke the kiss to stare deep into her eyes. “I feel so drawn to you Buffy…your body, your blood they call to me Luv. I’ll never be able to let you go.” He said sincerely looking deep into her hazel eyes.

“You’ll never have to Spike, we’re engaged and we’ve claimed each other. What we have is special.” She rocked her hips faster. “Spike…please.” She whimpered grinding against him, clenching her walls around him as she came.

Thunder crashed and lightning flashed as Spike spilled his seed. They instantly pulled away from each other both of them stunned.

“What the hell is going on?” Buffy asked. “Why are we…and… with the naked?” Buffy said pushing him off and jumping up to find her clothes.

“Come on back to bed Luv…Where you going?”

“Never Spike…and…we are not responsible for anything we do while we’re under a spell…” She said. ~ This can’t happen. What would they say? ~ “Hurry up.” Buffy said as she straitened her skirt.

Spike grinned at her from the bed slowly pulling the sheet down his body, exposing it to her eyes inch by inch.

“Spike…get dressed.” She said in exasperation and threw his clothes at him. She turned on her heal and bolted up the stairs.

Spike hurriedly got dressed and followed her. “Buffy….”
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“Giles…Giles are you Ok?” Willow asked as she stepped in front of the blind watcher.

“I…I’m starting to see….I can see you Willow…” Giles stammered.

“Oh Giles…I’m so sorry…” Willow said

“Willow…you acted very irresponsibly.” Giles scolded. “Especially after I told you not to use magic.” He murmured.

“I know Giles but I”

“I don’t want to hear excuses Willow. I want you to seriously consider what you have done.” Giles fumed. He took off his glasses and polished them furiously.
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“Bloody hell Slayer… would you just wait a minute?” Spike asked grabbing her arm.

“NO! No waiting.” She said punching him and landing the hit right in the nose.

“Owww. What the hell was that for Slayer?” Spike questioned.

“Spike…let’s just go…no talking.” She replied.

“Sod off. I’m not going anywhere.” Spike growled.

“Yes. You are. We have to go to Giles place and find out what the hell happened.” Buffy said angrily.

“I know what bloody well happened. Red decided to play a little game and make us fall in love. Really wish she’d stop doin mojo on me.” He said just as angrily.

“Spike…you have to come back until we know what those commando’s”

“I am *not* going to be tied to the tub again. Come on Slayer…You know I can’t hurt humans.” Spike softly.
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“Where is Spike?” Giles asked as Buffy walked in alone.

“He stayed at his crypt.” Buffy shrugged.

“Buffy do you realize…”

“Giles…I have had enough of him for one day…he wanted to stay and I let him. I know he can’t hurt anyone…is there a problem with that?” She asked quietly.

“No…No we can check up on him I suppose…” Giles said

“I’m so sorry Buffy…Have a cookie ease my guilt?” Willow said coming in from the kitchen and offering her a plate heaped with home made cookies.
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Buffy took one of the offered treats and sighed. She felt restless. Like a caged animal. She paced the floor and nibbled on the still warm cookie.

“I’m going out to patrol. I can’t just sit here. I’m just too tense from Willow’s spell making Spike and I fall in love.” Buffy said looking directly at Willow.

“Buffy…my spell didn’t say anything about love.” Willow said softly.

“Yeah she said ‘If Spike’s so important why doesn’t she marry him?’” Xander piped in.

Buffy rolled her eyes. “Yeah whatever. I’ll see you guys later.”

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It was well after midnight when Buffy returned home. She had dusted sixteen vamps that night and she was pumped. ~ Felt so good to stretch my muscles. ~ She thought stepping under the hot spray of the shower.

Buffy finished her shower and quickly got into bed. She tried to ignore the mark on her neck calling to him. ~ If I ignore it it’ll go away. Eventually. ~ She thought miserably.

Buffy fell into a deep restless sleep.
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Spike lay lethargically in bed. Every few minutes he would lift the sheet and inhale their mixed scent.

~ Made love to her right here. ~ He thought sadly. ~ Wish she was here in my arms right now. ~
His body was unconsciously calling out to hers. Spike closed his eyes and fell into a fitful sleep.
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Buffy awoke when she was half way out of bed. ~ What the hell am I doing? ~ She wondered. She crawled back under the covers and closed her eyes.

Buffy tried to get back to sleep but images of Spike kept flashing through her brain. Spike on top of her. Spike giving her the best orgasms of her young inexperienced life. “UHHH.” She moaned and rolled over, smoothing out her sheets. “Get out of my head you stupid vampire. I don’t want you.” She murmured through gritted teeth.
Her body told a different story than her head, calling out for her vampire.

She closed her eyes and sighed. Buffy eventually drifted off to sleep.
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After patrol Buffy returned home. She felt and sluggish, hungry and sad. So sad moments later she felt tears running down her face.
~ What the hell is wrong with me? ~ Buffy wondered silently.

She went into the kitchen and made herself a sandwich. Buffy ate it quickly and found she was still hungry. She opened the cupboard and saw the hot chocolate. ~ Yes. That will satisfy this stupid craving. ~

She went to the cupboard and got a cup, she poured milk inside and heated it in the microwave. When it dinged she removed the cup and added the hot chocolate.

Buffy lifted the cup to her mouth and had a taste. ~ Something’s missing. ~ Buffy thought peering into the cupboard. ~ Perfect. ~
She thought spying the bag of miniature marshmallows. She greedily grabbed the bag and dropped a handful into her cup.
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Spike awoke with tears streaming down his face. ~ She’ll never want me. ~ He thought sadly. ~ I will always be a monster in her eyes. ~

Spike stood and quickly threw on his jeans. He wrapped the sheet around himself and maed his way to the upper level of his Crypt.

Spike grabbed a pen, paper and an envelope. He sat down and composed the first letter he had written in over a hundred years.
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Buffy tossed and turned. She couldn’t get comfortable. ~ Why can’t I sleep? And why am I still crying? ~ She thought angrily wiping the tears from her face.

She closed her eyes and fell into a restless sleep.
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~ Ok. I’m ready. ~ Spike sighed. He was resigned to his fate.

He placed the envelope on his chair. ~ Hope she finds it one day. ~ Spike thought sadly.

He stepped outside into the crisp night air and inhaled deeply. ~ Gonna see my first sunrise in well over a hundred years. ~

Spike walked out of his Crypt trailing the sheet behind himself.
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