Life (or Unlife) Goes On

A/N: That's right, this is it, the last chapter. I hope you enjoy. I will post other stuff it might take me a while though. Thankyou to everyone who has supported this. I am still looking for a beta, anyone interested?
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Chapter Forty-Three - Home

Xander’s POV

I watch feeling powerless and useless as Spike starts to respond to the blood in his mouth and the words whispered in his ear. I watch as his clear blue eyes flicker open and focus on me. I watch as tears leak out of his eyes and I can’t help but laying on him giving him a hug. This time it is Angel and I who are giving Spike the comfort and support he needs instead of them giving me the support. I’m sure that at some point it will be Angel who will need the comfort and I am suddenly struck with the surety that I will be there to give it to him. After a companionable and comforting silence I hear Angel speak up.

“Come on Will. We all stink lets have a shower before we show you exactly what you mean to us.” Spike just nods but doesn’t let go of his grip on either of us as he continues to sob silently. Slowly, without discussion Angel and myself manoeuvre him first off the bed and then into the bathroom. Angel holds onto him while I mechanically strip. Spike is like a rag doll he will move if you physically direct him but if Angel let him go Spike would slide down onto the floor. I take Spike and attempt to hold him up while Angel strips and then we work together quickly to divest him off his clothes. He hasn’t said a word since waking but tears have been steadily leaking out of his eyes. I would do anything to take this pain from him, so that he would never have to feel anything like this again but that’s not going to work. I get the shower going and then we get Spike in before Angel joins us. It’s a bit squishy with three of us in the shower but this time it’s comforting always touching at least one of them. Still without talking we get to work cleaning the filth off all of our bodies. Swiping the grime off their pale bodies, watching the suds and droplets slowly run down their abs rubbing up against all that glorious silky skin that goes on for miles and I can’t help but become aroused. Spike starts to sob more frequently and harder and I am scared that it’s because of my reaction to his close proximity. Then he starts to talk in between the sobs.

“Sire…Xan…please, make me feel…show me that this is where I belong…I need to feel you.” This is one thing I can do to help him, show him that he did the right thing that his place is here. Angel immediately starts sweeping his hands across Spike’s chest.

“Don’t worry childe. You’ll soon see that this is where you belong.” He grabs the shower gel and proceeds to slick some on his fingers while I caress Spike’s cheek before holding his head still while I lower my mouth to him. This encounter is all about comfort and love so I gently lick across his lips encouraging him to respond and open up under my ministrations. As he does I quickly claim his mouth, mapping out every part of it, laying claim to it. I eventually let his mouth go and start lapping up the salt tears that splatter his face along from the water from the shower.

“More,” I hear Spike moan and I look behind him to see a couple of Angel’s fingers disappearing inside of Spike. The sight is so erotic I can’t help but groan myself. Quickly I fall onto my knees right in front of Spike’s cock. Another moan escapes me as I take in the sight.

“Spike, brace yourself on the wall,” I hear Angel command. I quickly get to work on my prize with the water falling on my head plastering my hair to my head. Soon their moans mingle and Spike keeps being pushed forward into my mouth. This loss of control is turning me on something fierce and I can’t help but snake a hand down between my legs. I need some relief. Feeling that hard cock sliding over my tongue and down my throat. Tasting Spikes precome, feeling the tremors run through his body is amazing.

“Oh yeah, more, that’s it Xander, suck me…Oh fuck Sire, harder, make me yours again. Oh fuck yeah.”

“Xander, Spike…so good…. can’t last too much longer, too tight, too good. O yes.” Their words make my hand speed up more while my other snakes around to where the two vampires are joined and I squirm my finger in so that it’s inside him next to Angel’s cock.

“Oh bloody hell yes.” Spike calls out and then he looks down at me, I can see his movements out of the corner of my eye. “Oh yeah Xan that’s it. Jerk yourself off for me.”

“He’s…? Oh shit, too good, I’m cumming. SPIKE. XANDER.” I barely maintain control listening to Angel when Spike slams into my face and then screams out his release. Swallowing his salty offering and listening to his screams I let my self fall over the edge and scream my release around the cock still down my throat. I sit back against the wall and watch my release flow down the plughole after a while I straighten up and first of all steal a kiss from Spike and then Angel.

“Come on let’s get out of the cold shower before the human catches pneumonia.” We quickly help each other out of the bathroom and dry each other off with towels.

*****

Spike’s POV

I’m feeling better now. That’s not to say I’m totally over Drusilla but I realise that at some point I will be. She will always have a place in my heart, after all she was the one who turned me and for that I am grateful otherwise I would never have come to this point or met my lovers. I smile at them as Xander leads us into the bedroom. Right now I want my Sire’s cock within in me, pinning me, centring me to here and now. I also have an idea about what I want to do with Xander. I slide up the middle of the bed on my side and look over at Angel while one on my hands slip behind me and I wriggle a couple of fingers into my stretched hole.

“Slip back into me please Sire. I need to feel you.” He nods and quickly gets on the bed before removing my hand and replacing it with his cock. I can’t help but groan at the feeling of being full, of being home. I look up at Xander standing at the bottom of the bed pouting at us but also obviously aroused. “Don’t look like that pet, I have plans for you. Why don’t you grab the slick and a cockring then join us on the bed.” He goes to open his mouth to complain but I speak first. “Don’t start you’ll be glad for it by the time we’ve finished.” Angel starts nibbling on my neck but he doesn’t move within me as we admire Xander’s form finding what we need. I think Angel is curious about what I have planned. He will find out soon enough. Xander quickly joins us on the bed and I quickly bring him to full hardness but before he can get fully into it I slip on the ring and then manoeuvre him into the right position. In the end he is laying crossways from us so that his delectable ass is in front of me. There are several pillows under his hips so that his ass is in the air and his legs are bent up in front of me, his toes occasionally rubbing my torso. I just drink in the sight before I speak again. “Xander luv, display yourself to our gaze.”

“Yes,” he moans out and his hands come around to pull his butt cheeks open to our perusal.

“See Sire, have you ever seen such a beautiful sight,” I ask the person behind me.

“No Spike, I have not. You are absolutely gorgeous spread out for our pleasure like this Xander.”

“That’s fine, good even but do you think you could hurry up and do something,” he demands.

“Don’t worry whelp you are definitely not going to be left wanting.” I grab the lube and as it has one of those nozzle tops I push the tip inside Xander before squeezing.

“Fuck yes!” he exclaims bucking up into the lube. You could have fun with this but not tonight, I’ve got a specific idea and I want to see if he can take it. I make sure he has plenty of lube coating his insides before I take it out. “Noooooo.”

“Don’t worry, you’ll soon be full.” I reply and I start running one hand up and down his back. “Angel can you please slick my hand up.” I feel him tense up as he realises what it is I’m intending to do.

“You’re going to…? Oh fuck.” He still manages to do what I say and soon my finger is pushing into Xander.

“That’s it baby, fuck yourself back onto his hand. I want to see you enjoy getting fingered.” Angel demands

“Aorah,” I moan which turns into a shriek when I feel Angel thrust into me a tiny bit hitting my prostrate head on. I need to concentrate on Xander. I add a second finger quickly watching his hole swallows up my fingers. I scissor my fingers attempting to loosen him up more and then I search for his prostrate.

“Shit yes more please,” I comply and quickly push a third finger into him. Angel is gently rocking in and out of me and I know he is watching this wanton display over my shoulder. Xander is now bucking up into my hand demanding more with his body as he babbles nonsense words trying to get more of my hand into his body.

“Oh look at him Will, you’ve made him as demanding and wanton as a slut but do you know what makes this sight even better?” I don’t know how he can be so coherent at this point. With my prostrate being massaged with every second thrust and feeling my hand being swallowed by that incredibly warm sheath I can only answer Angel with.

“Mgerfugswam.” He chuckles in my ear before continuing.

“This sight is so good because he’s ours and from now on only ours. Nobody else is ever going to see him like this again.” I ease a fourth finger into Xander carefully; I don’t want to cause him damage.

“You okay pet,” I ask him as he starts to pant and I find my voice. He groans at my question and takes a little while to reply.

“Yeah feels good. Never had this before never let anyone… Please put the last finger in, I’m ready.”

‘You sure,” I ask silently pleased that he is enjoying this.

‘Spike! Please!” He growls out in frustration. I start to ease my thumb into him and Angel’s hand sneaks round me to rub the bottom of Xander’s back.

“That’s it just breathe through the stretch Xan, it will soon start to feel amazing baby.” I slowly wriggle my hand inside watching his hole becoming bigger and bigger, I have to go very slowly here to prevent tearing and sometimes it doesn’t matter how slowly you go the tissue will still tear but Xander seems to be able to take it all. Suddenly the broadest part of my hand is in and then the rest is easy to slide in. Soon his muscle is snapped tight around my wrist. He is so tight and feels so soft and hot. I stop moving for a minute hoping he can get used to the feeling.

“How do you feel love? Tell me.”

“Gah,” he responds and Angel chuckles again. If I didn’t know better I’d think he was Angelus with all the laughing he is doing lately.

“Come on baby, do you like it or do you want to stop, have Spike remove his hand. I’ve got to say from here you look magnificent swallowing Spike’s entire fist.”

“Full so full. I could bust. Any second,” he starts between pants. “Incredible. So many feelings, I need to come so bad, please. So intense pleasure, move please.” Angel’s hand worms its way under Xander and releases him while I gently flex my fingers revelling in his moans. I can’t tear my eyes away from the view in front of me and Angel starts to thrust into me again. I am not going to last long. My fingers then brush against Xander’s prostrate and he is gone. Angel pumps into me a couple more times and we come together. I carefully pull my hand out of Xander and he moves to lay spread on top of us.

“How you feeling Xander, you might be a little sore for a while but it shouldn’t be too bad.” I really hope I didn’t hurt him.

‘I’m fine Spike. Thankyou for such an incredible experience.” Angel rolls onto his back and I go with him so that I’m lying half on him with him still in me. Xander spreads over the two of us. Lucky for us we don’t need to breathe. I kiss them both then pull back.

“Thankyou Angel. I think we are going to be okay now.”

“As okay as we ever are,” he replies. They both fall asleep fairly quickly and I watch my lovers feeling content. When we took on the Black Thorn I didn’t expect to end up here but I’m glad that this has happened. I feel like we can face anything we come up against now. I snuggle down when I hear a yell from downstairs.

“Spike, Angel, Xander, quick.” Well we will never have a dull moment.

THE END.