Healing

Part 44

Spike and Xander entered their apartment while kissing madly and pulling at each other's clothes. They somehow managed to get the door closed and locked before they were completely naked.

"Xander, want you luv."

"Yes, Gods yes."

Spike pushed his lover to the floor and covered his warm body with his own. This was all he ever wanted, for eternity. The fact that Xander would be his, warm and alive for ever was almost his undoing.

"Tonight, luv. I want to mate you to me tonight."

"I thought we needed Wills or Tara?"

"No, just us. I got Tara to teach me the spell already. Can we luv?"

"Yes, yes please. Want to be yours, Spike. Always."

Spike groaned and got to his feet. He picked Xander up and carried him to their bedroom. He placed him gently on the bed and gathered the few things he would need to complete the bonding, as well as getting the lube from the bedside table.

Xander watched Spike walking around all naked and hard. He was desperate to have Spike inside of him. He clenched his jaw and gripped the sides of the bed in anticipation.

Spike came back to the bed as soon as he had everything they would need. He placed a vial of green liquid on the nightstand and lit several candles. He then placed the candles around the bed before laying down beside Xander.

"Are you certain, luv? It can't be undone after this."

"I'm sure, Spike I love you. I want to be with you forever."

"Good, 'cause I love you too, an' I don't ever want to lose you."

Spike rolled on top of Xander and began kissing him slowly. He felt Xander thrust up toward him and he grinned. He lifted away slightly, denying Xander the friction he was so desperately seeking. Xander whined and thrashed his head from side to side.

"Spike, please! I need you. Now!"

"Shh, luv. You'll have me, just wait."

Spike quickly lubed his erection and then pushed one of his slippery fingers inside Xander’s hole. He added a second and third finger shortly after. When he was sure that Xander was ready he removed his fingers and entered his lover in one smooth stroke.

Xander arched off the bed and moaned loudly. He was already so close to cumming, if Spike would just hit that spot a couple more times...

"Not yet luv, you have to wait 'til I tell you."

Spike clamped one hand around the base of Xander’s cock, preventing him from orgasm. Xander shook underneath him and tried to calm himself. He knew he had to do what Spike said, he wanted this to work so badly.

Spike picked up his thrusts and began chanting. He stopped briefly to bite into his wrist and press the wound to Xander’s mouth. When he felt Xander begin to draw on his blood he resumed his thrusting, going faster as he finished the chant. He pulled his wrist away from Xander’s mouth and embedded his fangs in Xander’s throat. He swallowed a mouthful of Xander’s blood and then sucked a little more into his mouth. He then pressed his lips to Xander’s and pushed the blood into his lover's mouth.

"Don't swallow yet."

Spike picked up the vial of greenish liquid and dribbled some onto the wound in Xander’s throat. He then drank half of the remaining liquid. He lifted Xander’s head and poured the rest into his mouth.

"Swallow it luv, almost finished."

Xander swallowed and then lay back on the pillow. Spike kissed him possessively, licking every trace of blood from his mouth before pulling away. Xander smiled up at him and wiggled a bit.

"Right. Now we finish this."

Spike pressed his wrist back to Xander’s mouth.

"When you cum, bite hard and drink."

Xander nodded and Spike grabbed a hold of his cock and began stroking it as he pounded into him relentlessly. As soon as Spike felt Xander’s teeth in his wrist, he sped up his pace and sank his fangs into Xander’s neck again. As they both climaxed a faint green glow enveloped them both and then dissipated.

Spike collapsed on top of his mate. He was utterly exhausted, Tara had warned him that the spell would take a lot of energy and might leave him feeling weak afterwards. She was right. Spike could barely move but he did manage to lift his head long enough to kiss Xander.

"Mine."

"Yours. Forever."

Spike growled softly and rolled off of Xander, pulling him into his arms. He held his mate close, purring softly and drifted off to sleep.

Xander lay awake for some time afterwards. He was still trying to decide if he felt any different. Spike had told him that they would both benefit from the bond, but other than the not aging ever, Xander didn't think anything was different. He wondered what sort of benefits Spike would get. Not turning into Spike flambé in the sunlight would be great. But hey, even if it just gave him the ability to withstand crosses and holy water it would be a big improvement.

Figuring that he wasn't going to get any answers tonight anyway, Xander snuggled into his mate's arms and fell asleep. Answers could wait for morning.