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BtVS AU/AR › Het - Male/Female › Buffy/Spike(William)
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5
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Four
Thanks for the reviews, here are the final two parts. Feedback still welcomed. Luv Louise
Chapter Four:
After their acts with one and other they laid in the sun wrapped in each other's bodies. They both wanted to stay there forever, stroking each other's skin but the sun slowly set and their stomachs demanded more food and their bodies needed to cool down again.
They walked through the meadows and the country lanes arm in arm and talked about unimportant things. When they made it back to the castle, the receptionist who had gained William's scorn on their first night stopped them as they walked into the foyer
"Mr Robertson" she asked
"Yeah" William sighed and walked over to the desk.
Buffy held tightly onto his hand and he looked to her, his eyes promised he wouldn't cause a scene and she relaxed looking around and hearing voices from the dinning room flitter around. She could hear distinct London accents. She herself was born in London but her family had moved to California and then to New York over 14 years ago. She hated how she spoke and hearing these accents engrained in her memory and grated at her, loud and brash at times she considered. She turned her attention back to William.
"You be pleased to know that there is a premier suite available for you as off now"
"Your not kidding are you?" William found himself smile
"Yes Sir, you can move in straight away" she handed William a key
"Fucking great" he yelled in approval and brought Buffy in for a hug
"Thank you" Buffy said to the woman, oh she knew why William wanted this suite so much, she could guarantee it had something to do with a kings size four poster bed. This vacation was fast turning into a sex feast, but she didn't mind, why would she complain at sleeping next to him all the time? They began to walk off, William was hyper but she thought this was a good thing, she loved to see him happy.
"Oh one last thing" The female stated
"Yep" William beamed
"There is a garden party buffet tonight if you are interested" she said going back to her paperwork
William looked to Buffy, and smirked "we see if we can make it"
"Enjoy the rest of your stay"
"We will" Buffy called back
********
"How do I look?" She asked twirling around in her dress, definitely a rare item of clothing to see her in
"Wonderful darling, wonderful" William said in a faux posh accent as he grabbed her round the waist and kissed her forehead softly
"Think it's going to be too posh for us?" Buffy quizzed brushing his shirt down, though he wasn't wearing a suit, he still looked kinda smart in his best jeans aka ones without a rip in them and his black shirt.
"Nope, and if it is we will eat the food then run" he joked freeing her from his hands so she could continue combing her hair, the room was spectacular, they had both had to restrain themselves from trying out the enormous bed. They wanted to, really did but they were starving and the garden party seemed like a cool idea, get some food into them then they could work it off.
"I'm ready" she stated picking her jacket up and slipping her hand into his.
********
They walked into the garden, it was pretty busy, but the smell of food called the pair. Buffy found a spare table and sat down as William dutifully went to find provisions. She was just sitting around watching him dodge pass people, it was still pretty warm outside and the garden looked pretty with little lanterns lighting the pathways up, and the maze that dominated the greenery looked magical.
She hadn't been sitting long when she heard her name being called, she looked away from William and gazed around, maybe she misheard. But no she heard it again
"Buffy" the voice called again in a London accent. This time she registered a) where it was coming from and b) who it sounded like. Her reaction to both these realisations was bad, she immediately froze, oh fuck.
"Buffy have you gone deaf girl?" the man said coming over to her and embracing her in a bone crunching hug
"Billy what are you doing here?" Buffy stammered, her heart beat faster, oh fuck, oh fucking fuck, her cousin, of all the things to happen on her week away with her frigging secret boyfriend would be her cousin to turn up! She found herself panicking and looked fleetingly at William whose back was turned to her, god she needed to run away.
"Got a few days of work, me and Lauren decided to go away, you're a long way from New York" He remarked
"Yeah, here with a friend" she cursed herself she couldn't say who it was, she wanted to tell Billy she was her with her boyfriend, her lover, but she found it impossible, Billy was a cool man, older than her, kinda relaxed but he would more than likely tell his mum about it and once she knew, all her relatives in America would find out and she would be done for. She had promised herself that she would tell them, but she hadn't expected this.
"Yeah, cool, where is she?"
"Why do you presume it's a female fiend?" She responded
"Hah good one, I know Aunt Joyce wouldn't be too pleased if it was a guy" Billy half warned, half laughed.
"Yeah" she laughed nervously, and looked to William he was walking back over, carrying drinks and plates of food, looking innocent and naïve of the situation he was about to walk into. She did what her damn logical brain told her too and got up quickly.
"Buffy" Billy quizzed
"Erm, erm, have to go, I feel a bit sick" Buffy said and that wasn't a lie she felt sick to the stomach at what was going on.
"Are you okay?" He asked again, completely confused as a stranger walked over to the table smiling at his younger cousin.
"Buffy, honey, is he bothering you love?" William enquired, he felt his rage build, how dare this stranger harass his girlfriend.
"Who are you?" Billy stated
"Billy, this, is, this is" Buffy stared to William, her heart dropped at what she was about to say she gave him a pained look "this, I have no idea who this is, been following me and Willow round all week, a bit of a weirdo"
"Stalking my cousin!" Billy accused pointing his finger
"Ey? Buffy, what, no" William frowned, and put the food down on the table, he went to touch her arm but she pulled away
"Its okay, sorry, have to go" Buffy ran down the pathway and into the maze, she it it was over between her and William, he would hate her for this, despise her, after everything had been going so well, she was going to lose him, her first and only boyfriend.
William stood there and watched as this 'Billy' dude walked off after Buffy. His heart dropped, that was her cousin, and, and she had acted like he didn't exist, so she was ashamed of him, she really was. He didn't feel sadness like he did the other night when he thought she didn't love him, no he felt anger towards her, how could she, act like she didn't know him, after all the things they done together!
He ran after her, fuck it if her cousin was around, this was bullshit, he ne ans answers, he, he, loved her and she obviously didn't love him.
****
Buffy found herself in a maze, and as you would be in such a situation she was lost, alone and in the dark. She had tears rolling down her face. Her William, what had she done? She recalled how he had looked at her on their first night together, even though he was experienced, even though he could have someone who was more outgoing he had wanted her, and had been sweet and kind, but now, the last thing she could see was his pained look caused by her, by her inability to simply introduce him to her cousin. She was awful, she found a little bench and sat down letting the water roll down her cheeks. Most people when they found someone would tell the world, all she could do was hide him from everyone and why? Just because they wouldn't approve. After all the conclusions she came to bei being with him for the last few nights, after saying yes she would tell them, she had walked away, like the bitch she felt like.
"Buffy where the hell are you?" she heard his low husky voice, it sent tingles down her spine, she should stand up and hide but she continued sitting. She wanted to see him again.
"Over here" she called, sighing, she wiped her tears away and looked for him to arrive.
William turned the corner and saw her looking at him, she looked remorseful at least and his anger slipped pretty quickly into sadness. He slowed his stride down and eventually made it to the bench "May I" he scowled bitterly
"Please" she answered turning to him "Oh William, I'm going to miss you, what we had" she began crying again
"You're dumping me? I, you, just because of your fucking family, your dumping me!" he shouted in disbelief
Buffy shook her head no "No, but you must hate me now, I know you want to end it, I understand why, I disowned you, maybe deep down we weren't meant to be together, like this was wrong from the start, why would you ever want me in the first place, you could have anyone" she stated
"I don't hate you and I don't want anyone else" he reassured resting his hand on her thigh, he continued "its just, fucking hell Billy is that his name?"
She nodded yes "My cousin, he lives in Britain still, I, I wanted to tell him but he took me by surprise, I, I'm sorry, its not you, if it was any other man I would be the same, I just couldn't, I" she stuttered nervously "Your not a weirdo, I love you"
William sighed heavily, he still loved her, he did, they were meant for each other he thought, really were but he needed her to understand how she hurt him "You walked away from me, that hurts deeply, I need you to fucking get that, the pain in my chest"
She moved closer to him placed her hand over his chest and looked up to him "Its breaking, have I broken your heart?"
"You, I love you still, one little argument won't change that but" he held his tears back and looked at her imploringly
"We argued before, always the same thing" she finished for him and how that was true.
"Yeah" he answered
They sat in silence for what seemed like forever. His hand gently squeezed her thigh, she absent mindly rested her head against his shoulder. Neither of them wanted this to end, their relationship was special, really was.
"William" she broke the hush
"What?" He replied
"I do love you, I really do, if I do it, tell them, I think I'm going to be homeless" she was being truthful
William smiled and his heart perked up "No you won't, move in with me" he said sincerely
"I don't want to pressurise you, really don't" she panicked, god what she said wasn't a cry for help, it was just a statement.
"I would love you to move in, I mean that baby, come here" he gestured for her to remove her head form his shoulder, she did and found him embracing her in a deep kiss
"I'm gonna tell them" she tore away briefly before he grabbed her round the waist and kissed her again, oh he had missed those lips and it hadn't even been a hour since he last kissed them
"I love you" William groaned into her mouth, his hands tightened round her waist, so much passion in so little actions
"Mmm, I want you" Buffy stated as he trailed butterfly kisses up her neck
"Me too" he told her, that close to pushing her down on the bench, he needed her, he did, he was honest with her he wanted her to move in with him, fuck her family, fuck it all
"Bedroom?" she suggested
"Yes" he growled grabbing her and trying to make his way through the maze.
"Wait" she said stopping as they turned another corner, close to the exit
"Wait?" he grimaced, was she going to regret this?
"I need to find Billy, need to tell him about us" she informed him smiling.
"You sure love?" He commented
"Yes, have to, I'm not ashamed of you honey, I'm really not, if I tell him there's no going back" Buffy stared up at him and bit her lower lip, why she hadn't done this earlier she had no idea, with William by her side she could do anything, really could.
"I know" He squeezed her hand and they began to walk again
"So I think you should start thinking about where I'm going to put all my stuff" she said hesitantly.
"I will" he promised
"Okay, hmm let's do it" Buffy kissed him on the cheek and pointed towards where Billy stood with his wife looking confused at her whereabouts.
Chapter Four:
After their acts with one and other they laid in the sun wrapped in each other's bodies. They both wanted to stay there forever, stroking each other's skin but the sun slowly set and their stomachs demanded more food and their bodies needed to cool down again.
They walked through the meadows and the country lanes arm in arm and talked about unimportant things. When they made it back to the castle, the receptionist who had gained William's scorn on their first night stopped them as they walked into the foyer
"Mr Robertson" she asked
"Yeah" William sighed and walked over to the desk.
Buffy held tightly onto his hand and he looked to her, his eyes promised he wouldn't cause a scene and she relaxed looking around and hearing voices from the dinning room flitter around. She could hear distinct London accents. She herself was born in London but her family had moved to California and then to New York over 14 years ago. She hated how she spoke and hearing these accents engrained in her memory and grated at her, loud and brash at times she considered. She turned her attention back to William.
"You be pleased to know that there is a premier suite available for you as off now"
"Your not kidding are you?" William found himself smile
"Yes Sir, you can move in straight away" she handed William a key
"Fucking great" he yelled in approval and brought Buffy in for a hug
"Thank you" Buffy said to the woman, oh she knew why William wanted this suite so much, she could guarantee it had something to do with a kings size four poster bed. This vacation was fast turning into a sex feast, but she didn't mind, why would she complain at sleeping next to him all the time? They began to walk off, William was hyper but she thought this was a good thing, she loved to see him happy.
"Oh one last thing" The female stated
"Yep" William beamed
"There is a garden party buffet tonight if you are interested" she said going back to her paperwork
William looked to Buffy, and smirked "we see if we can make it"
"Enjoy the rest of your stay"
"We will" Buffy called back
********
"How do I look?" She asked twirling around in her dress, definitely a rare item of clothing to see her in
"Wonderful darling, wonderful" William said in a faux posh accent as he grabbed her round the waist and kissed her forehead softly
"Think it's going to be too posh for us?" Buffy quizzed brushing his shirt down, though he wasn't wearing a suit, he still looked kinda smart in his best jeans aka ones without a rip in them and his black shirt.
"Nope, and if it is we will eat the food then run" he joked freeing her from his hands so she could continue combing her hair, the room was spectacular, they had both had to restrain themselves from trying out the enormous bed. They wanted to, really did but they were starving and the garden party seemed like a cool idea, get some food into them then they could work it off.
"I'm ready" she stated picking her jacket up and slipping her hand into his.
********
They walked into the garden, it was pretty busy, but the smell of food called the pair. Buffy found a spare table and sat down as William dutifully went to find provisions. She was just sitting around watching him dodge pass people, it was still pretty warm outside and the garden looked pretty with little lanterns lighting the pathways up, and the maze that dominated the greenery looked magical.
She hadn't been sitting long when she heard her name being called, she looked away from William and gazed around, maybe she misheard. But no she heard it again
"Buffy" the voice called again in a London accent. This time she registered a) where it was coming from and b) who it sounded like. Her reaction to both these realisations was bad, she immediately froze, oh fuck.
"Buffy have you gone deaf girl?" the man said coming over to her and embracing her in a bone crunching hug
"Billy what are you doing here?" Buffy stammered, her heart beat faster, oh fuck, oh fucking fuck, her cousin, of all the things to happen on her week away with her frigging secret boyfriend would be her cousin to turn up! She found herself panicking and looked fleetingly at William whose back was turned to her, god she needed to run away.
"Got a few days of work, me and Lauren decided to go away, you're a long way from New York" He remarked
"Yeah, here with a friend" she cursed herself she couldn't say who it was, she wanted to tell Billy she was her with her boyfriend, her lover, but she found it impossible, Billy was a cool man, older than her, kinda relaxed but he would more than likely tell his mum about it and once she knew, all her relatives in America would find out and she would be done for. She had promised herself that she would tell them, but she hadn't expected this.
"Yeah, cool, where is she?"
"Why do you presume it's a female fiend?" She responded
"Hah good one, I know Aunt Joyce wouldn't be too pleased if it was a guy" Billy half warned, half laughed.
"Yeah" she laughed nervously, and looked to William he was walking back over, carrying drinks and plates of food, looking innocent and naïve of the situation he was about to walk into. She did what her damn logical brain told her too and got up quickly.
"Buffy" Billy quizzed
"Erm, erm, have to go, I feel a bit sick" Buffy said and that wasn't a lie she felt sick to the stomach at what was going on.
"Are you okay?" He asked again, completely confused as a stranger walked over to the table smiling at his younger cousin.
"Buffy, honey, is he bothering you love?" William enquired, he felt his rage build, how dare this stranger harass his girlfriend.
"Who are you?" Billy stated
"Billy, this, is, this is" Buffy stared to William, her heart dropped at what she was about to say she gave him a pained look "this, I have no idea who this is, been following me and Willow round all week, a bit of a weirdo"
"Stalking my cousin!" Billy accused pointing his finger
"Ey? Buffy, what, no" William frowned, and put the food down on the table, he went to touch her arm but she pulled away
"Its okay, sorry, have to go" Buffy ran down the pathway and into the maze, she it it was over between her and William, he would hate her for this, despise her, after everything had been going so well, she was going to lose him, her first and only boyfriend.
William stood there and watched as this 'Billy' dude walked off after Buffy. His heart dropped, that was her cousin, and, and she had acted like he didn't exist, so she was ashamed of him, she really was. He didn't feel sadness like he did the other night when he thought she didn't love him, no he felt anger towards her, how could she, act like she didn't know him, after all the things they done together!
He ran after her, fuck it if her cousin was around, this was bullshit, he ne ans answers, he, he, loved her and she obviously didn't love him.
****
Buffy found herself in a maze, and as you would be in such a situation she was lost, alone and in the dark. She had tears rolling down her face. Her William, what had she done? She recalled how he had looked at her on their first night together, even though he was experienced, even though he could have someone who was more outgoing he had wanted her, and had been sweet and kind, but now, the last thing she could see was his pained look caused by her, by her inability to simply introduce him to her cousin. She was awful, she found a little bench and sat down letting the water roll down her cheeks. Most people when they found someone would tell the world, all she could do was hide him from everyone and why? Just because they wouldn't approve. After all the conclusions she came to bei being with him for the last few nights, after saying yes she would tell them, she had walked away, like the bitch she felt like.
"Buffy where the hell are you?" she heard his low husky voice, it sent tingles down her spine, she should stand up and hide but she continued sitting. She wanted to see him again.
"Over here" she called, sighing, she wiped her tears away and looked for him to arrive.
William turned the corner and saw her looking at him, she looked remorseful at least and his anger slipped pretty quickly into sadness. He slowed his stride down and eventually made it to the bench "May I" he scowled bitterly
"Please" she answered turning to him "Oh William, I'm going to miss you, what we had" she began crying again
"You're dumping me? I, you, just because of your fucking family, your dumping me!" he shouted in disbelief
Buffy shook her head no "No, but you must hate me now, I know you want to end it, I understand why, I disowned you, maybe deep down we weren't meant to be together, like this was wrong from the start, why would you ever want me in the first place, you could have anyone" she stated
"I don't hate you and I don't want anyone else" he reassured resting his hand on her thigh, he continued "its just, fucking hell Billy is that his name?"
She nodded yes "My cousin, he lives in Britain still, I, I wanted to tell him but he took me by surprise, I, I'm sorry, its not you, if it was any other man I would be the same, I just couldn't, I" she stuttered nervously "Your not a weirdo, I love you"
William sighed heavily, he still loved her, he did, they were meant for each other he thought, really were but he needed her to understand how she hurt him "You walked away from me, that hurts deeply, I need you to fucking get that, the pain in my chest"
She moved closer to him placed her hand over his chest and looked up to him "Its breaking, have I broken your heart?"
"You, I love you still, one little argument won't change that but" he held his tears back and looked at her imploringly
"We argued before, always the same thing" she finished for him and how that was true.
"Yeah" he answered
They sat in silence for what seemed like forever. His hand gently squeezed her thigh, she absent mindly rested her head against his shoulder. Neither of them wanted this to end, their relationship was special, really was.
"William" she broke the hush
"What?" He replied
"I do love you, I really do, if I do it, tell them, I think I'm going to be homeless" she was being truthful
William smiled and his heart perked up "No you won't, move in with me" he said sincerely
"I don't want to pressurise you, really don't" she panicked, god what she said wasn't a cry for help, it was just a statement.
"I would love you to move in, I mean that baby, come here" he gestured for her to remove her head form his shoulder, she did and found him embracing her in a deep kiss
"I'm gonna tell them" she tore away briefly before he grabbed her round the waist and kissed her again, oh he had missed those lips and it hadn't even been a hour since he last kissed them
"I love you" William groaned into her mouth, his hands tightened round her waist, so much passion in so little actions
"Mmm, I want you" Buffy stated as he trailed butterfly kisses up her neck
"Me too" he told her, that close to pushing her down on the bench, he needed her, he did, he was honest with her he wanted her to move in with him, fuck her family, fuck it all
"Bedroom?" she suggested
"Yes" he growled grabbing her and trying to make his way through the maze.
"Wait" she said stopping as they turned another corner, close to the exit
"Wait?" he grimaced, was she going to regret this?
"I need to find Billy, need to tell him about us" she informed him smiling.
"You sure love?" He commented
"Yes, have to, I'm not ashamed of you honey, I'm really not, if I tell him there's no going back" Buffy stared up at him and bit her lower lip, why she hadn't done this earlier she had no idea, with William by her side she could do anything, really could.
"I know" He squeezed her hand and they began to walk again
"So I think you should start thinking about where I'm going to put all my stuff" she said hesitantly.
"I will" he promised
"Okay, hmm let's do it" Buffy kissed him on the cheek and pointed towards where Billy stood with his wife looking confused at her whereabouts.