He Made Us ......

A/N :- This chapter was hard for me to write and is very NC17.It contains very graphic sex scenes and torture etc.


Chapter Four. Tables Turn.


"Now let's have some fun my way for a change" Angelus said as he walked to the bed. He grabbed Spike by the hair and pulled him forwards. "Tell me Spike" he spat , "Does her quim taste as good as her blood?" When Spike refused to answer, Angelus threw him backwards and backhanded his face, making his lip bleed."I can't stand insolence boy, answer me!"

"Yes" Spike replied through gritted teeth .Angelus narrowed his eyes, "Not that I intend to get my mouth near it, it's defiled by you,now clean her up."

Buffy watched as Angelus threw a cloth onto the bed and fetched a bowl from his table.He placed the bowl beside the bed and indicated to it."Use that and make sure the cloth is wet". Spikes face told Buffy all she needed to know.Angelus had put holy water in the bowl."Don't do this to him, please, please", she couldn't hold back the tears that leaked from her eyes, "It was me, I made him do it to me, if you have to punish anyone, punish me, please"

Angelus laughed, he actually laughed at her. "Oh Buffy , sweet Buffy.You really don't get it do you? There is no him or you... only who is first and second." Angelus smelt the salt of her tears and growled, "You cry for him , tell me ,will you cry when he's dust by your stake?"

"Leave her alone,Angelus.I'll do it, just leave Buffy alone". Spike stretched his shaking hand out and sucked in an unneeded breath as his hand pushed the cloth into the holy water.Smoke rose and his skin sizzled as the water hit his flesh.He hissed and as the water burned further into his fingers, he yelled out against the pain.He let out the breath he had held and bought the cloth down to Buffy's pussy.The smell of bunt flesh made her gag and she tensed against the cold cloth as Spike laid it against her. Her tears still fell as Spike set his jaw and did as Angelus had ordered him to.

Once Angelus was satisfied that Spike had done a good job, it was Buffy's turn. "Suck his cock until he no longer has your scent on it". Buffy's mouth opened to protest but thought better of it. It was disgusting, the way Angelus had worded it , but it could have been so much worse. She looked down at Spikes flacid cock and swallowed . She had already seen how the thought of her doing it effected Angelus, he was hard, his erection jutting proudly from his body. She really wished Angelus had asked her to suck his cock instead, so that she could bite his off. She settled between Spikes thighs and looked into his eyes. "I'm sorry" she mouthed, before sweeping her hair back and licking the head.Angelus sat beside them and grabbed her hair tightly with one hand. The other was wrapped around the base of his own cock.

Spike felt the heat from her tongue caress him to hardness before her lips engulfed the head.Slowly she took more of his huge member in and used her tongue to stimulate him. Spike glanced sideways and saw the look of lust and revenge in the elder vampires eyes. He closed his eyes and focussed on Buffy and her ministrations. Spike tried to remain quiet, to not let Angelus know how much he was enjoying the blow job he was receiving,but when Buffy took him all the way in and swallowed around the head, he couldn't hold back. His gasps angered Angelus and he wrenched her head from Spikes cock to prevent him from coming. He sneered at Spike as he forced Buffy down and then forced his cock into her mouth.He knelt up, still clutching her head in his hands and thrust deep into her mouth.Buffy fought for air between each thrust. It was harder to do as he approached completion and when he finally came, he held her head on his cock so that she had no choice but to swallow. He dragged the ring across her cheek and marked her with a cross.The hidden spike on it cut deep and she hissed as her tears ran into the wound.

Despite his fury and disgust at Angelus, Spike was turned on , already close to coming from having Buffy's mouth work his cock to the point of exploding. When Angelus growled out his release, Spike came too. His cold seed coated his cock, balls and stomach. Angelus ran his finger through the fluid and up Spikes still rigid member, it twitched from the contact. Angelus ran his hand through Spike come and then held the coated finger up , "Lick it clean, bitch". Spikes eyes shot back to Buffy and watched as the tip of her tongue took some of his come from the proffered finger. She closed her eyes as she swallowed and surprised both vampires by taking the finger deep into her mouth and enjoying the taste. There was something about his flavor, something deep and profound. Buffy shuddered and then pushed whatever it was to the back of her mind until later, if she survived that is. The sight made both vampires harder than ever."Clean him up" Angelus barked as he threw her into Spikes lap.Without thinking, Spikes hands came up to catch her and he cried out drawing forth his demon. Yellow eyes watched as the slayer moved down his body, lapping up his spendings as she did. Buffy felt her womb pulse with need and a flood of moisture pool between her thighs at the sight of Spikes demon.His low rumbling snarl felt as though it was echoed through her being and settled on her clit.She panted as she ran her tongue over his balls and up the length of his cock.As her mouth engulfed him ,Angelus moved behind her and spread her secretions over her quim and ass. Buffy paused momentarily ,waiting to see what he planned to do.Angelus stretched the length of her back and forced her to take Spike back into her mouth.Slowly she moved her mouth and tongue to bring Spike as much pleasure as she could.Angelus nudged at her opening once and then thrust deep into her.Buffy cried out, his invasion was forceful bu and caused her pain.Only the fact that Angelus was the one that pounding into her and not Spike , that prevented her from enjoying any of it.The cock she desperately wanted was currently in her mouth.

Angelus pulled out and got off the bed.Spike watched as he opened a drawer in the table and pulled out some toys.He returned to the bed and his last position.Again, he used her juices to lubricate her ass.This time though, Angelus filled her quim with a warm rubber cock.It stretched her further than he had and the vibrations felt so good.As she became used to it's girth and length,Angelus poised himself at her virgin hole.With no thought and feeling, he plunged deep into her ass, making her scream out. Spike scented her blood and growled at his elder.

"Whats the matter ,Willy? Did you fancy this for yourself?" Angelus laughed, his hand came down hard on her bare ass cheek, causing her to gasp.She had never felt such conflicting sensations before.The rubber cock inside her pussy felt so good it was verging on sinful and yet she felt pain as Angelus fucked her ass without reprieve.Her body was her enemy as she felt the first flutterings of orgasm.Her eyes remained locked with Spikes as she pictured him behind her, slowly fucking her.Her mouth worked his cock harder as she drew closer to release, taking him deeper into her throat and swallowing around the head in time with the pulse of her womb.Her pussy tightened around the vibrator and Angelus' member and at the same moment, they all came, Angelus roared and fell forwards,making Buffy take Spikes cock even deeper than before.Spikes hips thrust up and his come shot from his cock and down her throat.All three collapsed, gasping for breath .

Spike smirked inwardly, if this was their punishment for having sex without his permission, then he and Buffy would have to do it a lot more.

Angelus rose up, resting on his elbows and looked at the other occupants lying on the bed. That had been the best fuck of his life yet he knew it could be better. With weak legs , he got up and pulled Buffy onto all fours again, and motioned for Spike to turn around and lie beneath Buffy. He complied and watched as Angelus forced his semi hard cock back into her soaked core.Again , he pushed Buffy's head down to take Spike back into her mouth. Spike knew what he wanted him to do. Without pause, Spike nuzzled the slayers quim and lapped at the fluid there. Her clit was hard and distended and he worried it with his teeth and tongue, making her cry out for more.His tongue slipped further back and he sucked at her entrance and licked Angelus' cock as it pumped in and out, getting as much of her come from his cock as he could, as well as pleasing his sire.Angelus let out a loud groan of pleasure and quickened his pace.Spike knew it wasn't going to be long before Angelus shot his load if he carried on. Hoping that it would end afterwards,Spike worked Buffy's clit and Angelus cock mercilessly.He drew his demon to the fore and sliced at her clitoris and lips,lapping up the mix of fluids . Buffy shuddered and her legs shook from the build up of an intense orgasm, her mouth and hands were making short work of Spikes cock and he too, was shaking as his orgasm built up momentum.Angelus withdrew his cock and aimed lower, forcing it into Spikes mouth as he come, his hand clasped his head still as he pumped out the last of his spendings. As soon as he was done, he pulled Buffy away and left the two of them high and dry. He denied them the release that he had gotten.

He reached down and picked something up from under the bed. He moved over Spike with a speed that surprised Buffy and bit his neck and claimed him.He then retrieved a small bottle and unscrewed the cap. The smell was pungent and sickly sweet, it reminded Buffy of marzipan, she wondered what it was and how was Angelus going to use it? What did it do? Was it a poison?.

"This is a hormone",Angelus said as if he could read her mind , "It effects vampires and humans in much the same way.It's highly addictive and renders the addict helpless to whoever has it. It's side effects on slayers is unknown, but to vampires, it releases their demons and suppresses the humanity in them."

Buffy sneered at Angelus ,"Most vamps , like you, don't have any humanity in them".

Angelus shook his head and smirked, "That's not true, if I had no humanity in me you would be torn apart and bled to death by now, and I certainly wouldn't have fucked you so sweetly.But now it's time for you both to be punished correctly.No more playing ." Angelus stood up and placed a drop on his finger . "Oh, and it doesn't need to be taken orally, one drop on your skin near your heart and it's done". He rubbed his finger around Buffy's nipple and smiled before repeating the action on Spike.He then recapped the bottle and sat back down in his chair. This was going to be priceless and unmissable. He only hoped that Spike took his time to slaughter Buffy.

Angelus had overlooked one detail in his quest for revenge, his own response.As he sat and waited for them to become drugged, the hormone worked it's way through his system.If only he had listened to his own speech.

Buffy panted as the effects took over her body and mind.She laid still in a hope that it would prevent her from throwing up.Her head pounded and she could feel a burning sensation building up in her gut. Whatever Angelus had done , it was working. She felt lighter somehow, like a weight had been lifted from her soul ,yet she felt strong.Stronger than she had ever felt.Buffy laughed internally.Had Angelus unknowingly given her a drug that could help her escape? She looked across the room and straight at the vampire and she felt her anger grow.It consumed her being and she felt her face contort.Angelus lost the smile on his face and was now looking somewhat worried.Why though? She glanced across at Spike.

Angelus watched as they each went through the transformations, happy that it seemed to affect the slayer in a similar way to vampires.'This should be very interesting.I wonder what a slayers demon looks like?' Angelus would not have to wait long to find out.

Spike had felt the effects burn away his humanity and was now growling at her. He crouched up and leaned towards her,sniffing the air around her like a dog, he snarled and snapped his jaws at her, scenting another males scent on her angered him. She was his equal, magnificent , she had protected him from Angelus ,even after his failed attempt to do that with the claim. Trust Angelus to still want the chit as his.He hadn't been counting on that.He felt bonded to her though, somehow ,his demon had accepted her and saw her as a worthy mate.Maybe it was because of what had happened in this darkened room.His last thought was of killing Angelus and getting away from here,with the slayer.

Buffy tried to fight the effects of the drug but it was useless.It was almost as if Spike was calling to her demon.Each time he growled , she felt her demon grow stronger.Too weak to fight it, Buffy gave in and allowed the slayer within full reign.She only hoped that the drug wore off soon. Spike moved forward, his face was his demon, the human features that were normally still visible on a vampire in game face were gone.His nose was now that of a bat, small and yet wide across his cheeks, his lips curled up to meet the underside of his nose and his eyes were black with a hint of gold around the edges.Only the peroxide blond hair remained the same and told Buffy that it was him.His burnt hands were now elongated claws, which he tried to grab her with.

Her demon burst through her last will to hold back, scared that it would kill Spike. She was feral Buffy now and yet her thoughts still remained hers.She smiled ,flashing her tiny pointed teeth.Her gold flecked eyes roamed over the being in front of her and she growled.Spike answered her with a snarl and he came forward, his head sought out her neck as Buffy extended it for him.He roared as he smelt another demons mark there and Buffy whimpered.Spike held her still as his buried his head back into her neck and shoulder.His snarl was a warning to her, to keep still and to not fight him, she did .

His razor sharp, elongated fangs tore into Angelus' mark and he drank . He pulled her body closer to his,causing his fangs to bury deeper into her neck.She growled and scratched at his arms in a futile attempt to get away. He let out a loud possessive roar and lapped at his mark to seal it. Before he could back away or attack her, Buffy felt something primevil rise up in her and she reached out for Spike, holding him to her still and she breathed in the earthiness of his scent. She mewled and nestled her head against his shoulder. Spike clawed at her back to hold her to him, causing her back to bleed , he tilted his head and offered her access to his neck.Buffy focused on the mark that already marred his skin there and growled deeply.This was her mate, no other mark should be there.Without warning she bit down hard over Drusilla and Angelus' mark and obliterated them with her own, she drank deep, pulling on the skin to shred any last trace of the old wound. Spike cried out and tried to push the slayer off of him, his claws tore more of her flesh and she did the same.Finally Buffy let go and they fell to the mattress,Spike forced her onto her stomach and knelt behind her, he ran his hands over her back, smearing her blood all over and then he rubbed his hand through his. Spike took his cock into his hand and smeared their blood over it.Buffy arched her back up,raising her ass and snarled at him.His cold black eyes met hers and he plunged into her core, marking her insides with their joined blood, she was his. Buffy mewled her pleasure and pushed back against his cock as he fucked her wildly.His teeth scrapped down her back and he lapped at the blood that ran down in rivulets.He pulled her up against him and his tongue sought his mark.He caressed it and then bit down again, drawing another mouthful and then kissing her.He pushed her blood into her mouth and they swallowed .His roar echoed around the room as he shot his cold seed into her hot depths. Trembling limbs no longer held them upright and the fell back down on the bed.

Angelus was fighting the last effects of the drug himself and finally felt his restraint snap.He rushed forwards,his anger at Spike carrying him to the demon in question,and he attacked. Buffy rose up and caught the claws that was meant to rip into her mate.Angelus roared at her and raised his other fisted claw to beat her back.Spike caught it and the two captive demons sliced Angelus open,from breast to groin.They released their hold and let Angelus fall from the bed.He looked down at his wound and ran his clawed hand down it.He licked the blood from it and got to his feet.He leaped at the bed and landed heavily onto Spike.He clawed at his chest and neck, making the younger demon bleed severely.Buffy punched Angelus until he was dazed.Angelus retreated from the bed but still postured at them in a threatening way. Spike sat up and roared , his anger fueling the need to kill. He strained against the chains and roared again as he felt them give.Buffy tilted her head and watched her mate as he struggled to get free.She pulled against the chains too, and with a final growl, the chains broke, freeing them.

Before Angelus could escape, they leaped at him, taking him down to the floor .His head smashed against the concrete around a drainage grate.He felt dazed again and his struggles were in vain, as was his attempt to break free of Buffy and Spike. Buffy held him down whilst Spike beat upon his face and body,wearing down Angelus' strength. When Spike growled , Buffy did too and then , as one, they lowered themselves to Angelus' neck .

Angelus lay in a pool of his own blood.His neck wounds bled slower now and his other wounds had crusted over.His eyes watched helplessly as his attackers reveled in the bloodshed and violence.Their fucking was wild and passionate and yet it was gentle, unlike the coupling that had taken place before. Angelus still burned with his hatred and jealousy.He vowed to avenge all that they had done to him, if he made it out of this room alive.

Buffy stood and walked to where Angelus lay. The effects of the drug were wearing off and she could feel her demon withdrawing. Coherent thoughts broke through her haze and she looked over the broken body before her. She lowered her face to Angelus' neck and mock bit him, laughing as she saw him flinch away from her. Spike watched on as she moved over to the chair and table that Angelus had frequently sat in. Buffy checked the drawer and found nothing. She picked up the leather pants that Angelus was so keen to wear and rifled through the pockets,finally finding the object of her desires. She walked to Spike and unlocked his wrists and then handed him the key so he could return the favor.Once freed, they sat silently, both feeling the drug wearing off.Slowly Buffy's features smoothed out and became human again.She watched as Spike returned to his human guise and his blue eyes met hers.

A groan from across the room drew their attention .They looked at the fallen and prone figure and then stared at each other.Her voice, croaked at first from lack of use and from her growls, "We can't let him live".

"I know pet, can't say I'll miss the wanker personally." Spike walked to the bed and paused.The stains that marked the bed repulsed him and bought back the memories attached to each one.He reached out to the head board and snapped off a piece of wood. Hesitantly, he handed the rough stake to Buffy.Would she stake him too? Spike stood back and watched as the slayer stalked towards Angelus.She crouched beside the beaten and bloodied vampire and held the stake over his chest.Her hand shook violently as each act he had done against her,ran through her.

" What you did to me, to us, was worse than what we did to you.I only hope that there is justice in hell for you and that you suffer". Buffy plunged the stake through his ribcage and watched as her tormentor crumbled to ashes and dust. She fell back on her ass and dropped the stake.Tears fell as the relief set in.He was dead, Angelus was no longer able to hurt her or her friends. His soft voice broke through the silence. "Love, we best get going.Once Dru feels the link to Angelus fade, she'll come after us and we're not up for taking on her army of minions just yet.Let's get you home and get our strength back first".

Buffy looked up into his eyes and realized what he had said.Was he choosing her over his precious Dru? Did he mean what he said? "Do you mean ....." Spike took in a deep breath and exhaled, "Buffy, I'm yours , I don't know how or why, but I can't leave you now.Do you know what we did?"

"When?" she whispered.Tears ran down her cheeks as he declared his oath to her.

"Buffy, we mated.It's a vampire ritual performed during sex.They bite each other, normally over the sires mark and drink each others blood.The male will smear blood from them both onto his ..... I smeared our blood on my cock before we ..."

"Before you fucked me, that's what you were going to say."

"Yes. Buffy, I'm sorry if it's not what you want,but it can only be undone by an elder of the same clan"

"Dru. Spike, if you want to go, if you want Dru to break the mating or whatever you call it,I'll understand." Even as she spoke the words ,she hoped that he wouldn't want it ,that he'd choose her over his insane sire.Her heart fell as he closed his eyes and sighed. Buffy bent down and picked up Angelus' leather pants and shirt.She shrugged on the black silk shirt and grimaced as his scent surrounded her.She held the leather pants out for Spike to wear.He growled low in his chest and pulled her to him.

"Even though I know he's dust, his scent on you angers me"
"I'm only wearing them so we can get out of here,once we go home I'll shower and then you can rub your scent all over me". Spike chuckled and licked at his mark on her neck, causing her to sigh and melt into him.Spike lifted her and she wrapped her legs around his waist.His hard cock nudged at her entrance and she lowered herself onto him.Spike carried her to the chair and sat down, causing his cock to sink deeper into her.Buffy moaned at the connection and swiveled her hips,eliciting an appreciative purr from him.Spike leaned into her neck and sucked at his mark, making Buffy ride him faster,his hips rose and she thrust down onto his cock.

Sweat coated her skin, her nipples strained against the silk,sending more sensations rushing to her core.Spike held her around the waist and tilted her back while his other hand worked at her clit.Buffy was drowning in feelings that she had never felt before.She doubted that anyone but Spike could make her feel this.

" Never felt like this, you're so hot.... " he whispered , making her moan .His cool tongue on her heated skin felt so good.Her pussy grew impossibly tight around his hard cock and fluttered as she felt his face shift against her neck.The anticipation of his bite was driving her crazy, she needed to feel his fangs in her neck, to feel him pull her blood into his mouth.When he finally gave her what she needed, Buffy fell apart and screamed out her release.Her pussy fluttered around his cock and the pulsing pulled him over the edge.He cried out as his come shot from him with a force he had never known before.

"Buffy...."

She swallowed between harsh pants, "What?"

He didn't answer her though.

Buffy fell against his chest and nuzzled her mark, moaning her agreement.She kissed the scar before biting down , hard enough to draw blood.She swallowed down the bitter blood and gasped at the strength she felt course through her.

"Buffy?" She laid a hand on his cheek and kissed him, gentle at first but then built up the passion until she needed a breath. "Buffy? You know that your watcher won't accept this, don't you?"

"I guess, but why not? I mean, Giles accepted Angel". He smiled ,"Pet, he had a soul and I haven't.As far as the council are concerned ,I'm evil.Always will be .They would rather stake me than be forced to accept this".

"And what is this?" she asked.
He took a deep breath and looked her in the eyes ,"It's forever.Couldn't leave you even if I wanted to".

"And do you? Want to leave?", Buffy needed to know that he was staying because he wanted to rather than had to.

"No, I'm here with you for the long haul now "

"Forever?" she questioned.
"Forever"

"How about we get out of here,love.I can feel Dru ,which means she's close and pissed off". Spike stood and placed Buffy on her feet.He kissed her once and then drew Angelus' leather pants on and did up the belt.The thought of wearing them made him baulk, but they could hardly run through Sunnydale naked. Once dressed, Spike broke off another crude stake from the bed and then,on three, they burst from the room and out into the warehouse.

One by one the minions attacked and each one hit the ground before they dusted.The main door was in sight when Buffy saw Dru glide in front of it. Spike stepped beside Buffy and growled loudly.

"This is wrong , all wrong" Dru chanted in a scared and shaken voice. "Daddy was meant to break her and give her to me , now princess has no toy to play with". Dru hissed at Buffy and took a step closer, forcing Spike to step in front of Buffy.As he did, he wondered when and how,the slayer had taken the place of his dark princess in his heart. Dru laughed ,"Oh my poor boy, burning you she is, until you're nothing but cinders and ashes.I can taste it from here.He'll come back and he won't be happy.Daddy will spark and burn and he won't be mine either.Princess will be all alone", Dru's voice tapered of like a scared and lonely little girls.She looked down and toyed with a frill on her dress,sobbing at her own losses.

"Dru? How does Daddy come back?" Spike asked softly, knowing that her moods could change within a second.Her head snapped up quickly and again Dru laughed, "Hell doesn't want him yet,his soul is too pure, can't hold what isn't theirs silly".

Buffy frowned, "Angelus has his soul?"

"Hell doesn't want him, too pure , too clean, Heaven doesn't want him, too bad, bad ,bad Daddy.No harps and wings for my Angel". Dru exclaimed.Spike crossed his arms before he asked her, "So the only place left is here.Dru? When does he come back, pet?"

" The stars won't say, they whisper so I can't hear.She was meant for him, her light has burned you now my William and Daddy will be lost, so lost."

Buffy had had enough of the insane vampire and stepped out from behind Spike, Dru growled and morphed into her game face while she advanced on the slayer. "Your fault ,you changed everything and now you will pay". Dru leaped towards Buffy , her hands extended so that she could claw at her flesh and bleed her slowly.Spike caught Dru around the waist just as she reached Buffy.Her sharpened nails caught the slayers face and blood rose to the surface quickly.Spike caught the scent of slayers blood and felt his demon rise up for vengeance on the one that caused the wound on it's mate.His gold eyes settled on the cut and he roared, throwing Dru away from Buffy and then leaping after Dru.He landed on her, his legs either side of her hips,trapping her arms against her sides. His punches reigned down on her face and she laughed.His fists connected time and again until finally, Dru grew silent and was on the verge of unconsciousness. Buffy walked to where the two vampires were and rested her hand on Spikes shoulder.He looked up at Buffy, tears ran down his cheeks and he made a half hearted attempt at wiping them on his sleeve before he spoke.Buffy knelt down and sneered at Dru ,"Where are my watcher and friends?"

Dru moaned,"Gone... the boy tasted like oatmeal, got stuck in my teeth.The wolf attacked and got away,he killed the old man, fangs full of blood he had". Buffy returned to her place at Spikes back and tried hard to hold back the tears.

"She was my salvation, one hundred and twenty years and she never stopped showing me the world and all it's wonders."

Buffy said nothing but her hand stayed on his shoulder.Spike reached back and drew the crude stake from the back of the leather pants and,with a shaking hand, held it over Dru's chest.

"I'm sorry Dru". Spike hovered the stake a little lower and he thought he couldn't do it, but Dru snarled at Buffy as her eyes focused on her.She struggled to get up and attack her again,almost oblivious to Spike holding her down. It was enough to force him to act and he plunged the stake through her chest.Dru locked hatefull eyes on him as she crumbled to dust below him.

Spike remained still and minutes passed, the stake in his hand where it had fallen after staking his sire, her dust lay beneath him. Buffy could feel his sadness radiating from him and sat behind him, her arms wrapped around his waist, her head rested on his cool back. He released a shuddering breath and patted her hand.Buffy let him go and watched as he rose up.He reached out for her hand and helped Buffy up,pulling her into his arms.He laid a kiss in her hair.Her closeness soothed his demon and filled the gap that Dru and Angels deaths had caused.Spike pulled her into a room and started to look through armoires and trunks.

"What are you doing?" she asked. Spike looked over at her as if she was daft. "Looking for clothes, pet.Don't know about you but I'm sick of having the poofs scent all over me.Out of all the minions they had here, one of them must of had something decent to wear."

"I quite like the leather pants on you, they accentuate your.... assets" she purred. Spike raised a brow at her and tucked his tongue over his teeth."That so.... then I'll have to get myself a pair,won't I.Got to keep my girl happy, now haven't I?"

Buffy nodded and watched as he threw clothes haphazardly around the room. Finally he held up a t-shirt and pulled it on.Buffy walked out of the room and into the next.It had a box of make up on the dresser and so she opened the closet and browsed the contents.She pulled out a short skirt and fishnet top and cast them aside, deeming them too slutty .A pair of tight jeans and low cut top was chosen ,and she put them on before going to find Spike.By now Spike was wearing jeans and the t-shirt he had found. The only thing he lacked was his leather coat, without it he still felt naked and so, they set about searching the warehouse for it.They found it in Angelus' room, along with his safe,left open, filled with money and jewels. Spike filled his pockets with the cash and jewelery without a thought and then picked up the keys to his beloved Desoto. With one last look around,hand in hand, Buffy and Spike walked out of the place they had been held captive in.Once in his car,Spike leaned against the steering wheel and gripped it with a strength he thought would break it.

"How can we do this ,love?" he asked in a weak voice.Buffy frowned. "You must know that your new watcher won't allow this.If anything they'll believe that I turned you or at the very least, that I corrupted you".

Buffy sat quietly ,watching her vampire as he explained why they couldn't be together. Her anger rose as she felt him pull away from her and the bond weakened."I won't let them hurt you and I can't go back without you.Spike, listen to me",she demanded, "While Angelus had me ,did they try and rescue me?"

Spike shook his head, "I didn't hear any fighting while we were in that room and I couldn't smell any one else there."

"If the council cared that much for me, don't you think they would have tried to get me out of there?" Spike looked at her the, the truth of what she had said hurt her.Tears fell and she took a deep breath to calm herself."They left me for dead,Spike.You were the only one that helped me get out alive.I have no plans to ever go back to 'them'."

"But the hellmouth....Buffy you can't quit.It's not in your nature as a slayer, to quit your calling"

"I'm not the only slayer,Spike.There's another one that must have been called when Dru killed Kendra.She can take my place here." She raised her hand to Spikes cheek and brushed the last of his tears away. "I'm tired of being chased, of fighting for my life and endangering everyone I love.I can't say that I won't slay anymore, but I won't be the active slayer." Buffy paused and looked down into her lap. "Do you ... Don't you still want me now?"

His eyes shot to hers and he pulled her onto his lap.His lips found his mark and he held her to him tightly."Of course I want you, you bloody stupid bint.How could you think otherwise?" Buffy kissed his lips gently and sniffed back another sob. "I thought that maybe you had changed your mind". He smiled at her and kissed her back,"Never, you're mine."

"How about we get out of here and find somewhere a little more private to talk. There's a lot we have to sort out and talk over.Plus I'm kind of hungry." Buffy kissed Spike once more before she settled herself next to him.Spike nodded and started the engine.He drove to an all night diner and they took the furthest booth from the other diners.


Spike watched as she devoured her way through a full breakfast and a pile of maple pancakes.Her mouth was full and syrup dripped off her chin .She looked delicious and he groaned as his erection throbbed against the tight denim.

"We can make it work you know", she said with a mouth full of pancake goodness."I'll only slay if I have to and you can blood bag it."

He smiled at her , "Blood bags? Not bloody happening!But if it keeps you happy and stops you from bloody staking me, I'll only kill the evil wankers out there .What about the violence pet? Vampires don't just kill to feed,the violence of a good kill is just as important."

"Then fight me",she stated. "That should keep your demon happy and give you the violence you need and it will keep me fighting fit". He had to admit ,it was worth considerable thought,but the idea of drinking bagged blood repulsed him.As if she had read his mind,Buffy leaned forward and whispered,"You can drink from me,surely that has to be an incentive,and like you said, you can kill the bad guys."

Oh it was, Spike had felt his erection harden even more and his fangs itched at the thought, but there was still the watchers council to consider. They were the one thing that scared him more than any other enemy they could face. He looked at her again and saw the mischievousness twinkle in her eyes. "Oh Spike" she said huskily , "Look at my neck ....." She stretched it and turned her head to the side, ....."all tender and bare, all that blood just pumping away....." Her finger tapped at the vein in time with her pulse just under the surface . "Wouldn't you just love to sink your teeth into my throat and taste me right now?"

He growled out in frustration and grabbed her hand,pulling her closer and across the table. They got a few stares from the other patrons and staff, not that they cared."Listen to me, and listen to me good Buffy.Teasing my demon isn't a bloody good idea,regardless of being it's mate.It's not just your precious new watcher we have to worry about,it's the rest of the wankers 'he' works for.They won't stand for having a rogue slayer,one that's mated to a master vamp. They'll come after us with the intent on killing us both."

Buffy pulled her hand back and rubbed her wrist where he had gripped it. "I'm not a fool ,Spike.I know what they'll do.We can beat them, how hard can a bunch of tweed wearing old men be?.If we move around it will be harder for them, or anyone for that matter, to find us.""You're sure you want that?Could you kill them if you had to? You want that life? What about your Mum?"He asked

"I'll send her letters ,but only when we are moving from one area to a new one.As for the watchers, if they try and kill me first,then it's self defence." She stared at him with hardened eyes.

"You have it all worked out in that slayer brain of yours ,don't you?"He said. Buffy put her fork down and wiped her mouth and chin clean of the maple syrup, then shrugged. "I won't say that I have it all planned, who knows what will happen next week or the week after.... But we'll deal, because I'm not going anywhere without you", she replied.

Spike held his hand up for the bill and picked it up once the waitress had placed it on the table.He took a wad of notes out of his pocket and placed a twenty on the plate."Well then, no point wasting time here if we have places to go". He stood up and waited for Buffy to rise from the table.He put his arm around her waist and hugged her close to him and kissed her neck."So, where to first then pet?"

Buffy sighed. Sunnydale would always remind her of Angelus and what had happened .She couldn't move on if she stayed, she knew that.Buffy was numb,but she knew that the hurt,the anger and the humiliation were boiling just under the surface. Looking across at her 'mate' ,Buffy knew he would be there when the dam broke, to soothe her and give her the strength to go on, as she would him. No doubt in her mind.... this was crazy and it would be rocky to start with.Where would they go?

"I always wanted to go to New York "............


The End?