Nobody Loves Me

When William went to school the next day he immediately looked for Buffy, he just had to tell her. She was the only person that could know, but he trusted her.

“Buffy, Buffy, Buffy, I have to tell you something very important. Well it’s not really important just exciting, Well not really that exciting for you, but for me it‘s wonderful!”

Buffy stared at her babbling friend and laughed, he looked happy for once which was a shock.

“Ok Will calm down and tell me.”

“He kissed me and we are sort of together!”

“Who?”

“Angel.”

“Isn’t that your therapist?”

“Yes, but I really like him and I think he likes me too!”

“That’s great Will I’m happy for you, just be careful ok. I would like to meet him sometime.”

“Well I was going to call him today to see if he wanted to go out so maybe if he can um pick me up at your house you can.”

“What does he look like?”

“Dark eyes and hair, handsome, tall and oh the body, he looks like a god.”

“Sounds sexy, I hope you have a good time if you go on your date,

“Thanks and I’ll call you later so maybe you can see him.”

“Alright let me know what’s going on, I got to go to class now I’ll talk to you later.”

Buffy ran off and Will went to his own class. It was a long boring day and he spent it daydreaming about Angel. He found himself writing a poem about the man. When school was over he read it again and decided to keep it and maybe someday show Angel.

Once Will got home he ran into his room and dialed Angel’s cell phone, then he began thinking. Was he being needy and pushy? What if Angel doesn’t want to see him anymore? He felt his stomach knot up and pressed talk. It only rang two times.

“Hello”

“H- hi um Angel it- it’s me Will uh I was wondering if you wanted to hang out today? If your busy it’s ok I understand, but I wanted to see you maybe, I don’t know.”

“Of course, I just have a patient coming in soon but after that I’m free.”

“Really?”

“Yeah, so what do you want to do tonight?”

“Um maybe get something to eat, movies or the Bronze.”

“Sounds great, I’ll pick you up at five.”

“Um you don’t know where I live.”

“Yes I do, I have your home address and number in the office.”

“Oh but I will be at Buffy’s house.”

“Where does she live?”

“Around the block on 152 Rivello Dr.”

“I’ll find it, see you then.”

“Bye”

Will was so happy he immediately called Buffy and told her. She was excited to meet the man that William had obviously fallen for.

At a quarter to five William showed up at her house, looking as sexy as ever. He always looked good in no matter what he wore. She reminder herself that they were only friends now and cursed that she had treated him so badly. Every day she still felt guilty for what she had done to this sweet young man.

“Do I look alright? I mean it’s our first date and all. I wanted to look good but not too dressy, so did I pull it off?”

“You look great Will I can’t wait to see this guy.”

“You will, don’t worry.”

Will sat down in her living room, while Buffy went to the bathroom and her little sister Dawn came in. She was a sweet little girl and at the same time a mature young woman. Her and Will were pretty close ever since he met the Summer’s family.

“Hey niblet.”

“Hey what’s up? I heard you had a date.”

“Yep, he’s coming at five to get me.”

“Great, I have to go to Janice’s but I want you to tell me in great detail how it went.”

“Deal, have fun Bit.”

Dawn left and Buffy came out and sat down with him. She smiled because she could tell he was nervous. His foot tapping and his fiddling hands gave him away.

“Relax Will, I know it’s your first date but all you really have to do is be yourself and make sure you have fun.”

He was about to thank her when the doorbell rang, Buffy jumped up and ran to the door. When she opened it she almost fell over at the hot piece of man meat that was on her stoop. Before she realized it she opened her mouth and said the first thing that came to her mind.

“Will said you were sexy, but damn. Too bad your gay. . . oh sorry, I’m Buffy.”

Angel laughed and blushed a little at the compliment and shook her hand. He introduced himself and she brought him in the house, where William was waiting.

William smiled at Buffy and she winked, Angel didn’t seem to notice. Instead he moved towards Will and gave him a quick peck on the lips.

“You guys have fun tonight, Angel it was nice meeting you.”

“You too Buffy”

Will said goodbye also and they were off on their date. Angel had a beautiful car and William was instantly in love with it. It was a Chrysler Crossfire with a convertible top. It wasn’t too flashy but it was still awesome.

“Great car you got.”

“Thank you, I just got it a few weeks ago.”

“So what do you want to do today?”

“Well like you said on the phone maybe dinner and a movie or did you want to go to the bronze?”

“Nah, I’m not in my clubbing clothes, so movies it is.”

Angel turned towards Will and almost swerved off the road, he hadn’t realized how sexy the younger man was tonight. Will looked over at him with curios eyes and asked Angel what was wrong.

“I- I don’t know if I should tell you this so soon, but I have never wanted any one more than I want you. Your just s-so fucking beautiful and the fact you don’t even realize it turns me on so much. I just want to fuck you here and now, oh god. . “

Angel realized what he was saying, but it was to late he had spilled his secret. When he looked over again he noticed William had a shocked expression and lust filled eyes.

“You really want me that much?”

“Oh fuck yeah, more than you know.”

“Wow, well what would you say if I wanted you to um uh fuck me?”

“Oh don’t tempt a man like that. I can resist anything, but temptation. Let’s just get through our date and then maybe if you still want to we can. . .you know”

“Sounds good to me.”

They arrived at the restaurant and sat down at a table. Angel was mesmerized by William’s beautiful blue eyes. And William was just plain amazed by Angel. He was sweet, attractive and very considerate. They spent about two hours eating and talking before they left for the movies.

When they arrived at the theater William and Angel picked “The Grudge” because it was scary. They loaded up on pop corn and Will got about three lbs. of candy.

“How are you going to eat all of that?” Angel said while looking at William’s stash

“Easily, I love candy, popcorn is a must when at the movies and the soda is to wash it all down.”

“In interesting theory you have there.”

“Yep, I live by it.”

“God your so cute and incredibly sexy all at the same time it amazes me.”

William blushed and said a quiet thank you as they took their seats . Every time they tried to watch the movie they wound up making out. At first Will was a little hesitant but then he got into it. They kissed passionately for what seemed like forever.

William was filled with need, he wanted to feel and to be touched. His body felt tingly all over and couldn’t control his desire for the other man.

“Oh god Angel, I- I need you now. Please take me somewhere I really need you, please.”

“No need to beg pretty one, come on we can go back to my place.”

They left the movie early and Angel raced to his place and they hurried into the house groping and kissing the whole way. When they finally got into Angel’s bedroom Angel was panting and moaning, while William was completely lost to the sensations running through his body.

Angel moved towards William and stripped of his clothes until he was only in his boxers. Angel was staring at the young mans well muscled body and whispered the word beautiful. Will turned pink and went to take off Angel’s clothes, but his hands were shaking. Angel noticed and he saw the fear in the blondes eyes.

“What’s wrong beautiful?”

William looked down shyly and stuttered out a soft response.

“I- I guess I’m j- just um scared. T- this is my um . . .first time and uh I- I don’t really know what to do.”

“Let me take care of you baby.”

“O- ok.”

Angel disrobed and gently pushed William down onto the soft bed. He kissed William feverishly as he let his hands explore the pale, smooth , trembling and almost hairless body.

“Are you ok? I mean if your not ready I’ll understand.”

“Yes, I’m fine an- and I want this, oh god I want it so bad it hurts.”

“Alright baby, but if you change your mind tell me.”

“Ok.”

Angel kissed and licked Will’s neck, he bit down softly and listened to him moan. Angel moved lower towards the soft pink nipples, and licked the tiny nubs until they were hardened. William whimpered and writhed on the sheets, the pleasure was unbearable and they had only just started. Nobody had ever taken so much time making sure he felt good, usually he was there for the other persons convenience.
Angel looked up at the beautiful face as he kissed Will’s flat stomach, once he reached William’s hipbone he bit down again. William arched slightly off the bed and let out a deep moan.

“Ok baby calm down.”

“Please, please, please, please, please, oh god please Angel!”

The pitiful cries pushed Angel to hurry up with the foreplay. He licked the head of William’s reddened cock, which was impossibly hard and leaking. Angel let the head touch the back of his throat and sucked as hard as he could. He moved up and down licking and sucking, all of a sudden there was a screechy cry and hiss mouth was filled with salty fluid. When he peered up at William, he noticed the blonde looked as if he might weep

“What’s wrong?”

“I- I ruined everything! I couldn’t even wait until you were inside me, I’m bloody pathetic. I’m s- sorry I didn’t mean to.”

Angel saw tears fill those beautiful blue eyes and almost cried himself. This precious creature was nearly crying because he came, at that moment Angel felt his heart swell and a warm feeling spread through his body. Some people would call it love, but Angel was clueless as usual.

“Oh baby, don’t be sad. I wanted to taste you, I plan on making you cum again and again, until you can’t anymore.”

Will couldn’t help but gasp as his cock hardened at Angel’s words, all of the upset feelings melted away, replaced with desire.

“Oh” was all he could say. Angel moved off the bed and got lubricant from the bedside draw. He was glad he bought it, he had gotten it so he could masturbate, but now he had a beautiful young man to fill his sexual needs.

“Are you ready precious?”

“Y- yes, I think so.”

“Tell me if you want to stop.”

Angel placed a pillow under Will’s hips and placed his legs over his shoulders, so he had complete access to his backside. Angel put the slick on his fingers and he spread William’s pale cheeks and rubbed a finger up and down, over the tiny puckered hole until it was twitching. Ever so slowly he pressed the tip of his digit against it and pushed in until it was in all the way. He moved it in a circular motion and slid it in and out loosening Will‘s entry. He pushed another finger in and did the same thing.

“Oh, oh, Mmmmmmmm, uh g- god that‘s- so good. Please more!”

“Shh I got you just relax.”

Angel pulled his fingers out and put lubricant on his hard cock and placed it at the boys entry. William looked at it in horror and took deep breathes to calm himself. When he looked up Angel was staring into his eyes.

“It’s big.”

“Are you ready baby?”

“Y-yes, I need you inside me.”

Angel slowly pushed in, watching William’s face the whole time. He saw tears brimming and heard him whimper in pain. William grabbed Angel’s upper arms in a vice like grip and tried not to scream. He bit his lower lip and whimpered a few times. Once Angel was all the way inside he kissed William’s face. He started with his forehead and ended on Will’s lush pink lips.

“It’s ok baby, I’m in just tell me when your ready ok. It’s alright baby.”

“I- I’m o- ok”

Angel moved out slowly letting William get used to the feeling. He thrust in and out gently until Will cried out.

“What’s wrong precious? Oh god y- your so, you feel so good”

“Oh again, again oh god it felt oh god! AGAIN ANGEL! Please fuck me I need it!”

Angel started moving faster and harder, making his cock go deeper into Will’s virginal ass. William was moaning loudly and thrashing around on the bed. Angel’s cock hit his prostate every time and it was too much for him. He felt his balls tighten and he screamed at the top of his lungs, while shooting his cum all over his and Angel’s chests.

“Oh that’s it baby, oh god so tight, so beautiful.”

Angel thrust in and out a few more times until William started clenching around him. He groaned as he felt his orgasm spread through his body and came inside of William. Once the aftershocks passed he looked down at him and saw a beautiful young man that deserved to be loved.

“Wow, t- that was amazing. I didn’t know I- it would feel that good.”

“It was wonderful baby, you were perfect.”

Angel saw the most adorable smile before William’s eyes slowly drifted closed and fell asleep. Angel watched him for a few minutes before he too fell into a deep slumber.

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