Losing It
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BtVS AU/AR › FemmeSlash - Female/Female › Buffy/Faith
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BtVS AU/AR › FemmeSlash - Female/Female › Buffy/Faith
Rating:
Adult ++
Chapters:
22
Views:
4,571
Reviews:
117
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
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I do not own Buffy the Vampire Slayer (BtVS), nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
Facing It
Faith’s POV
I gotta do a double take on that one.
I could swear I just heard Mrssay say that she wants to talk to B and me about sex. I look over at Buffy and she looks back at me. I raise my eyebrow and she just shrugs a little.
Mrs. S clears her throat for like the 100th time tonight.
“Buffy? Faith?”
We turn our heads in sync to look at her.
“Please, take a seat on the couch in the living room. I’ll be there in a second.”
Oh…fuck me.
That can not be any kind of good.
Buffy nods in a trance and stands up. She walks the short distance to me and takes my hand. I follow her into the living room silently.
We sit down on the couch, leaving a little room between us.
We ain’t gonna risk it tonight.
Buffy drops my hand and places hers in her lap. I place mine on my thighs, and we wait.
A few seconds later, Mrs. S walks into the living room. She slowly walks over and pulls the coffee table up real close to the couch. She sits down, folds her hands and places them in her lap.
Fuck.
My heart is nearly beatin’ outta my chest. My slayer hearing picks up the sound of Buffy’s too.
Even our hearts beat in the same rhythm.
I smile.
I really love my baby.
“I know that you are a mature young woman now.”
Buffy’s mom turns her head and looks at me.
“Both of you.”
I swallow hard and nod.
I’m piss scared.
She turns her head and locks her eyes with Buffy again.
“I know that with womanhood comes…needs.”
Ah, fuck. It’s one of those talks.
I try not to groan in frustration.
I’m already knee deepshitshit. I ain’t gonna make it worse.
Buffy opens her mouth to speak, but is stopped when her mom raises her hand.
“Just let me finish.”
B kinda sinks back a little.
“Buffy, I know that you are in love with Faith. I think that is wonderful, but…sex…sex is not something you just…jump into. There are consequences to all our actions and like I said before, I know that Faith is not a boy, and I know there is no risk of unwanted pregnancies, or “unsafex…tex…to an extent.”
Oh. My. God.
I musta got some vamp dust in my ears.
There ain’t no way these words are coming out of Joyce Summers’ mouth.
“Buffy, lesbian sex has it’s risks also.”
I start to cough uncontrollably. I think my heart just jumped into my throat.
I can’t fucking believe she just said that.
Buffy looks over at me and places a gentle hand on my back.
“Faith? You okay baby? Need some water?”
I shake my head and wave my hand at her.
“N…no. I’m…I’m good. I think I just sucked in too much air.”
Buffy studies me for a few more seconds before turning back to her mom “Mo “Mom, believe me when I say that I am not having sex of anyd. Id. I am well aware of the risks of…lesbian sex. I’ve been reading up on it on the internet.”
Oh, God B. Why’d ya haf to go and say that?
Mrs. Summers’ eyes get reig aig and she sits back a little. She folds her arms across her chest.
“Really?”
Buffy suddenly catches her mistake and her eyes get as wide as saucers.
“Ah…no…I mean…yes. I mean…it’s not what…you think. I was talking to Willow about it the other day and she was telling me what her and Kennedy have been…”
She catches herself suddenly.
I just close my eyes and hang my hand.
This night couldn’t get any worse.
Yeah. Right.
Mrs. Summers stands up and looks down at Buffy.
“Buffy, I think you should say goodnight to Faith. I’ll be waiting for you in your room.”
Then she turns to me.
“I am going upstairs to call your father. I think he has a right to know about tonight and hopefully he will talk to you as well. Goodnight.”
Then she turns and vanishes up the stairs.
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
I knew my over active groin was gonna get me in trouble one of these days. Atleast I ain’t gotta face Joyce.
Buffy stands up and pulls me up with her. She looks me in the eyes and tries to force a smile. I nod at her and release a deep breath.
“I know B. Just remember…”
I reach down and take her hands in mine.
“We’re in this together.”
The smile forces its way onto her face.
“Thanks Faith. I really needed to hear that. I love you.”
I return the smile and lift my hand to brush a stray strand of gold from her eye.
“I love you too.”
We lean into each other and share a chaste kiss.
I pull away and take a deep breath.
“Call me when it’s over okay?”
She nods.
“If we’re still breathing, I’ll come by tomorrow and we can spend the day together. Would you like that?”
She smiles and nods again. I lean forward and kiss her forehead.
“I’ll see you tomorrow baby. Love you.”
She pulls me into a hug before walking me to the door. We share one last good-bye kiss and she gently closes the door. I’m suddenly aware that my jacket is still on Buffy’s bedroom floor, but I ain’t about to go get it.
I kinda like breathing.
I just wrap my arms around myself and head home.
I gotta do a double take on that one.
I could swear I just heard Mrssay say that she wants to talk to B and me about sex. I look over at Buffy and she looks back at me. I raise my eyebrow and she just shrugs a little.
Mrs. S clears her throat for like the 100th time tonight.
“Buffy? Faith?”
We turn our heads in sync to look at her.
“Please, take a seat on the couch in the living room. I’ll be there in a second.”
Oh…fuck me.
That can not be any kind of good.
Buffy nods in a trance and stands up. She walks the short distance to me and takes my hand. I follow her into the living room silently.
We sit down on the couch, leaving a little room between us.
We ain’t gonna risk it tonight.
Buffy drops my hand and places hers in her lap. I place mine on my thighs, and we wait.
A few seconds later, Mrs. S walks into the living room. She slowly walks over and pulls the coffee table up real close to the couch. She sits down, folds her hands and places them in her lap.
Fuck.
My heart is nearly beatin’ outta my chest. My slayer hearing picks up the sound of Buffy’s too.
Even our hearts beat in the same rhythm.
I smile.
I really love my baby.
“I know that you are a mature young woman now.”
Buffy’s mom turns her head and looks at me.
“Both of you.”
I swallow hard and nod.
I’m piss scared.
She turns her head and locks her eyes with Buffy again.
“I know that with womanhood comes…needs.”
Ah, fuck. It’s one of those talks.
I try not to groan in frustration.
I’m already knee deepshitshit. I ain’t gonna make it worse.
Buffy opens her mouth to speak, but is stopped when her mom raises her hand.
“Just let me finish.”
B kinda sinks back a little.
“Buffy, I know that you are in love with Faith. I think that is wonderful, but…sex…sex is not something you just…jump into. There are consequences to all our actions and like I said before, I know that Faith is not a boy, and I know there is no risk of unwanted pregnancies, or “unsafex…tex…to an extent.”
Oh. My. God.
I musta got some vamp dust in my ears.
There ain’t no way these words are coming out of Joyce Summers’ mouth.
“Buffy, lesbian sex has it’s risks also.”
I start to cough uncontrollably. I think my heart just jumped into my throat.
I can’t fucking believe she just said that.
Buffy looks over at me and places a gentle hand on my back.
“Faith? You okay baby? Need some water?”
I shake my head and wave my hand at her.
“N…no. I’m…I’m good. I think I just sucked in too much air.”
Buffy studies me for a few more seconds before turning back to her mom “Mo “Mom, believe me when I say that I am not having sex of anyd. Id. I am well aware of the risks of…lesbian sex. I’ve been reading up on it on the internet.”
Oh, God B. Why’d ya haf to go and say that?
Mrs. Summers’ eyes get reig aig and she sits back a little. She folds her arms across her chest.
“Really?”
Buffy suddenly catches her mistake and her eyes get as wide as saucers.
“Ah…no…I mean…yes. I mean…it’s not what…you think. I was talking to Willow about it the other day and she was telling me what her and Kennedy have been…”
She catches herself suddenly.
I just close my eyes and hang my hand.
This night couldn’t get any worse.
Yeah. Right.
Mrs. Summers stands up and looks down at Buffy.
“Buffy, I think you should say goodnight to Faith. I’ll be waiting for you in your room.”
Then she turns to me.
“I am going upstairs to call your father. I think he has a right to know about tonight and hopefully he will talk to you as well. Goodnight.”
Then she turns and vanishes up the stairs.
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
I knew my over active groin was gonna get me in trouble one of these days. Atleast I ain’t gotta face Joyce.
Buffy stands up and pulls me up with her. She looks me in the eyes and tries to force a smile. I nod at her and release a deep breath.
“I know B. Just remember…”
I reach down and take her hands in mine.
“We’re in this together.”
The smile forces its way onto her face.
“Thanks Faith. I really needed to hear that. I love you.”
I return the smile and lift my hand to brush a stray strand of gold from her eye.
“I love you too.”
We lean into each other and share a chaste kiss.
I pull away and take a deep breath.
“Call me when it’s over okay?”
She nods.
“If we’re still breathing, I’ll come by tomorrow and we can spend the day together. Would you like that?”
She smiles and nods again. I lean forward and kiss her forehead.
“I’ll see you tomorrow baby. Love you.”
She pulls me into a hug before walking me to the door. We share one last good-bye kiss and she gently closes the door. I’m suddenly aware that my jacket is still on Buffy’s bedroom floor, but I ain’t about to go get it.
I kinda like breathing.
I just wrap my arms around myself and head home.