Healing

Part 34

Spike was quiet the entire walk back to the apartment, Xander knew his lover was still upset over the incident with Angelus earlier and Giles finding out their secret wasn't helping matters. He wished that the entire world could just be put on hold so he could spend time with Spike alone. Unfortunately, they had spells to break and patrols to do. Sleep would be good as well.

Spike apparently had other ideas. No sooner were they in the door when Xander found himself being pressed into the door with soft lips attached to his neck. He couldn't suppress the moan that escaped his mouth as Spike kissed and licked at his mark. It was a very erotic feeling, Xander had no idea that a bite could be so pleasurable. It was no wonder Buffy had a thing for vamps.

"God yes, Spike that feels so good."

"Want you luv, want to be in you. Can I?"

"Please."

Spike continued his oral assault on Xander’s neck as they stumbled toward the bedroom. It was a good thing they both knew how to get around the apartment with their eyes closed as they were too wrapped up in each other to pay attention to anything as trivial as watching where they were going.

When they reached the bedroom, Spike began undressing Xander with trembling hands. It was taking all his control not to simply shred the offending garments. Xander returned the gesture, undressing Spike as quick as he could while taking time to touch and kiss each new piece of flesh as it was revealed.

By the time the last articles of clothing were removed, both men were kissing and touching with wild abandon. How they managed to actually get to the bed was beyond them. Xander pulled Spike down on top of him and began thrusting upward in desperation. Spike got caught up in the rhythm and gave himself over to it. Within moments the apartment rang with the sounds of their passion as each found release simultaneously.

Spike collapsed on top of Xander as strong arms wrapped around him. He nuzzled into the crook of his lovers neck and licked over his mark once more. He felt Xander shudder beneath him.

"Keep that up, and sleep will be a long way off."

"Told you luv, I want to be in you."

"Oh."

Spike crushed his lips to Xander’s and drew him into a slow, sweet kiss.

"Did I tell you how hot you looked storming off to defend me, pet? How I wanted to throw myself at you right there in the watcher's front room?"

Xander moaned and made an incomprehensible sound.

"No? Did I forget to tell you that I got hard just hearing what you did to him? What you did to him for me? Made me want to climb onto your lap and impale myself, ride you hard and fast. Make you scream for me."

Spike lifted Xander’s legs, as he teased him with his words, he ran his fingers over his puckered entrance. Xander thrust back toward the questing digit. Spike grabbed up the lube from the table beside the bed and slowly began to prepare Xander for entry.

Xander was going insane. He couldn't believe how turned on he was getting by Spike's words. Then, when he started touching him, so damn gently, he was ready to scream. He wanted Spike to hurry, to get inside him.

"Spiiike."

"Yeah luv? You want something?"

"You. Fuck me, Spike. Now. Please?"

"No, not gonna fuck you Xan. I'm going to make love to you."

Spike withdrew his fingers and positioned his shaft at Xander’s opening. He slowly pressed forward as the man beneath him wrapped his legs around his waist and drew him closer. Once fully sheathed Spike stilled. He looked Xander in the eye and spoke.

"I do love you Xander. I want you, for as long as I can have you. How long that is, is up to you. But think about an eternity of feeling me inside you, filling you, loving you. Think about an eternity of me enveloping you, taking you into myself, feeling your heat warm me from the inside. That's how much I want you Xander, that's how much I love you."

Spike slowly withdrew and then pushed forward again. Xander stared at his lover with wide eyes that reflected love and desire. He pulled Spike's head down and kissed him passionately, as the vampire quickened his pace. He could feel the orgasm building within himself, he wanted to hold back forever, just live in this moment, where he knew without a doubt that his life was complete. But his body could not stand the assault from his lover, as his climax was ripped from his body, Xander cried out.

"Spike! God yes, forever yours, always. Please!"

And then Spike was pounding into him lost in his own climax, he reared his head back and howled, yellow eyes wide and vacant. Xander felt the razor sharp teeth in his neck before he realized the vampire had moved. He was overwhelmed with sensation as Spike marked him again.

Spike withdrew his fangs from Xander’s neck and punctured his own wrist. He held it out toward Xander who suckled at it without question. He knew sharing blood was the most intimate of acts for a vampire and the fact that Spike wanted to share this with him was further proof of his love.

Xander let his head fall back on the pillow with a satisfied smile on his face. Spike curled himself around Xander, laid his head on the mortals chest and began purring. The last thing he felt was the touch of his lovers lips on the top of his head before he drifted off into a deep contented sleep. Xander wasn't far behind him.