Moving On

The whole weekend, Buffy kept to herself and didn’t leave the house. She couldn’t believe that she’d slept with Spike after only two days in a new school. It just wasn’t like her to do something like that, especially when she had a loving boyfriend waiting on her. She’d called him last night and talked to him for over an hour. She’d almost slipped in telling him twice, but she’d pushed it away. On Monday morning, Buffy was seriously thinking about ditching. She didn’t want to face Spike and his friends. She was sure that he’d told his friends, why wouldn’t he? He didn’t know her, he could completely destroy her in this school if he wanted. “Check Buffy guys, she’s a real easy lay.” Just thinking about it gave Buffy belly rumblings. When Buffy and Dawn walked into the front door, they were greeted by Willow and Xander. They were being animated in telling them about their weekend. Buffy found herself really liking Willow, she was very nice and funny. Once she stepped into the English class, Buffy took a deep breath and took her seat. Cordelia leaned forward in her seat with a big smile, and Buffy almost bolted right then.

“Hi Buffy! How was your weekend? I am so glad that you went to the Bronze with us, it was so much fun.” Buffy stared at the sincerity on her face and returned the smile.

“Thanks, Cordy, I had a great time. I don’t know what I was expecting, but it really surpassed all of my expectations.” Cordy grinned again and sat back in her chair when the teacher started talking. The entire time, she could feel Spike’s eyes on her. She was really dreading Science, because she was his lab partner.

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The day went by pretty fast and uneventful, and Buffy was relaxing. It appeared that Spike had kept his word and hadn’t told anyone about their little rendezvous. At the lunch table, the conversation swirled around her, but she kept her head down. Spike was sitting beside her and she felt him lower his head to her ear. She stiffened, feeling the close contact with him.

“You better start cheering up around me, luv, or they’re gonna figure it out.” Buffy raised her head to look at him and found him smirking at her. Buffy felt her mouth go dry as she looked at him. He was looking damn sexy, she hadn’t noticed what he was wearing in the previous classes of the day. His smirk only got wider as he looked at her.

“Penny for your thoughts, pet?” Buffy blushed and turned away from him, but she did respond.

“Maybe, but that doesn’t mean anything at all.” Spike groaned and leaned closer to her.

“Buffy, I went crazy all weekend, thinking about you. As soon as I thought about your nipples in my mouth and you riding me like you did, I’d get hard all over again.” Buffy Felt her nipples harden and panties go moist. She jerked her head towards him with an alarmed expression.

“Spike, keep your voice down!” He chuckled at her response, making her get angry.

“Relax, Buffy, they aren’t paying attention to us. Meet me after school today.” Buffy hesitated because she really wanted to feel him inside of her again.

“Spike, we can’t do it again. It’s not that I don’t want to, but I am in a serious relationship with someone.” Spike scowled at her.

“So what, Buffy? He’s 250 miles away from us, why can’t we enjoy each other’s company while you’re here? I’ve got to have you again, I’ll go crazy.” Buffy glanced around the table and found that they were alone. She looked around the cafeteria and saw that it was emptying. Standing, she looked over at him again.

“Spike, it’s not right to keep doing it if I have a boyfriend. How would you feel if your girlfriend constantly had sex with someone else?” Spike snickered at her words.

“I’ve never really cared about a bird that much, pet. However, if that bird was you, yeah, I’d go a little crazy. He doesn’t have to know, no one does. We can just keep it to ourselves and make each other feel good. Tell me you don’t me to fuck you again.” Buffy turned completely to face him.

“Of course I want you to fuck me, Spike. That was the best sex I have ever had, is that what you want to hear? Regardless of how good it is though, we can’t do it again.” She walked away from him, leaving him staring after her. He had to figure out how to make her melt for him.

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Sitting at the same table with Spike, was causing hectic things to happen to her nerves. She really wanted to tell him that they could keep having sex with each other, but she knew she shouldn’t. It was an internal battle that she had for the whole rest of the day. Spike detained her at the end of the class and took her down to the janitors closet. He’d promised that he wasn’t going to do anything, he just wanted to talk some more. Buffy was nervous because she didn’t know if she could say no if he tried something. She followed him into the dark room and when he closed the door, she felt him come closer to her. He sighed as he placed his hands on her hips.

“I just wanted to say that I’m sorry for pressuring you, Buffy. It was stupid of me to have that conversation with you at the lunch table. I know that no one heard us, but they could have very easily. I just can’t stop thinking about your beautiful tits in my face. The look on your face when you riding my cock, keeps me up at night. How about we settle for just getting to know each other? We don’t have to fuck or anything, lets just be friends, okay?” The whole time he was saying this, he’d somehow got his hands under her shirt and was cupping her breasts and kneading her nipples. Buffy leaned into his touch sighed because it felt so good.

“I’d like to be friends with you, Spike, but I don’t know if we can. Every time we get near each other, we both want to take our clothes off. Look where your hands are now, that proves it.” Spike instantly removed his hands from her shirt and Buffy hid her disappointment. Spike stepped away from her and chuckled.

“Sorry about that, pet, won’t happen again.” Buffy looked at his face and saw that he meant what he was saying. He just wanted to be friends with her.

“If you think we can be friends and friends only, Spike, I’d really like that.” Spike nodded.

“I think we can do it. We just shouldn’t touch each other…ever.” This caused Buffy to giggle.

“Okay, then it’s a deal, we’ll be friends.” Spike sighed and stepped forward once more. He bent his head and captured her mouth with his very briefly.

“Okay, no more touch after that. I have to get out of this bloody closet.” Buffy watched him walk away and knew that she’d made the right choice. They would be friends and nothing else. It was going to be difficult though, because just being able to see him, made her pussy start dripping.

Buffy left the closet and started walking down the hallway to the front entrance. Her sister was waiting for her when she got there. The parking lot was completely deserted and they walked to their car. When they pulled into the driveway of their new house, there was a familiar car parked there. Happiness washed through her when she saw that Riley was sitting on her porch with a smile. Buffy jumped out of the car and ran into his open arms.