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Forgive Me

By: Ellixer
folder BtVS AU/AR › FemmeSlash - Female/Female › Buffy/Faith
Rating: Adult +
Chapters: 8
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Disclaimer: I do not own Buffy the Vampire Slayer (BtVS), nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
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Title: Forgive Me (3/8)
Author: Justchicky2bme
Rating: PG 13
Disclaimer: Show and characters belong to J.W. and those other people.
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Notes: Lyrics from India Arie ‘Nature.’ I’m sorry if you feel the songs are too much, if you think they’d be better without lyrics let me know.



‘Wait we cant do this, it isn’t right.’ Buffy pushed Faith away and jumped off the bed. ‘I mean your you and I’m me and were…… and we cant…. but I……..’ Buffy was pacing back and forth before stopping, and sliding to the floor, her back against the door. Her eyes seemed to search the floor as her mind raced. Faith sighed and laid back on the bed. The muffled sounds of crying soon drifted towards her ears. Sitting up she saw Buffy with her face in her hands. Faith ran her hand through her hair before getting up off the bed. Crouching down in front of the blonde, Faith grabbed Buffy’s face gently in her hands.

‘Don’t cry B.’

‘Why did you come back? Why you you tell me all this? When did you love me?’ Tears streamed down Buffy’s reddened cheeks. Truthfully Faith didn’t know how to respond.

‘I came back because I had to see you. I don’t know why, there was just something wrong. Even with all the things I’ve done, and the things you’ve done……….. I had to see you. I had to tell you, take a chance, otherwise I would always be left wondering. I didnt realize I really loved you until I saw you there tonight. You’re so beautiful, and God…… I just know I need you.’ Faith looked away, ashamed of her confession and obvious weakness. ‘Look, we can take this slow, all I want is to be with you. Unless of course you don’t want this, you don’t want me.’

*Hey baby

Why you rushing

Let's sit back and watch the flowers grow

Why you want

To swim against the tide

Let's lay and watch the river flow

Here in god's creation

There is always a reason

I know, that love is there for us

Yeah

Where we'll go, baby I don't know

Maybe we should just let nature run the show

Where we'll go, baby I don't know

Maybe we should just let nature run the show



‘I want this, I want you, but I’m confused. I don’t understand these feelings, I shouldn’t feel this way about you.’ Buffy’s eyes seemed to be pleading with Faith’s.

‘I know, I understand. I promise, we’ll take this as slow as you need to take it. Ok?’

*I don't wanna watch no movie

Let's sit and watch the stars put on a show

If you want to win my favor

Be creative, and show me your flavor

Cause here in god's creation

For everything there is a season

Let go Let life

Let love let god

Where we'll go, baby I don't know

Maybe we should just let nature run the show

Where we'll go, baby I don't know

Maybe we should just let nature run the show



Buffy shook her head in agreement. Faith sat down beside her letting the blonde rest her head against her shoulder. She pulled the smaller slayer into her arms, closer to her body. They sat in the darkness, quiet. Faith ran her fingers through Buffy’s hair, every once in awhile kissing the top of her head.

*Like the sun shines and

The wind blows

Like the birds fly

And the moon glows

If I am meant for you and

You are meant for me

Then we will flow together

Everlastly

Where we'll go, baby I don't know

Maybe we should just let nature run the show

Where we'll go, baby I don't know

Maybe we should just let nature run the show



Buffy sighed and felt her troubles drift away as Faith drew her close. She could never have imagined that she could be this sweet and caring, but maybe they had all underestimated Faith. She deserved better than what Buffy could give her, she deserved so much more.

*Baby we should sit, watch the flowers grow

Baby we should sit, back and watch the moon glow

Baby, we should feel the wind blow

First you plant a seed

And then it grows and

Then it blooms

And it dies

That the cycle of life

Same goes for you and I

Maybe this time we'll get it right

Go with the flow

Maybe we'll get it right..

They fell asleep sitting there against the door, Faith holding Buffy as close as she could manage, her head resting on top of the blonde’s. The sun rose upon their faces, casting away the shadows of doubt that may have plagued their thoughts earlier. The new path they chose together may be plagued with problems but they would be able to handle them together. All that they had to deal with for the time being was tell everyone about Faith.
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