Xander's Diary
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-Buffy the Vampire Slayer › Slash - Male/Male › Spike(William)/Xander
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
8
Views:
4,615
Reviews:
15
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
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Entry 3
Looks like my muse loves to inspire me at work.
Everything still without spellchecker and dictionary.
Just try to guess what I meant. LOL
Entry 3
„Home“ again.
At least I don’t have to wear the
embarrassing hospital gown anymore.
I just had to stay for one night there
“to make sure your brain isn’t damaged
or in any danger to get damaged by the concussion”.
Something about water and pressure in my head.
Kinda too late for preventing brain damage.
I can’t have an intact brain or much of it.
I am married to an ex-vengeance demon
and
lusting after a master vampire.
Two witches, a slayer as my
–no not anymore best, just –
friends, a watcher as a pseudo Daddy.
Pffft.
Anya visited me at the hospital.
As I’ve foreseen she was pretty angry
with me.
“Did you do it on purpose or where you drunk?” was her greeting.
I shook my head no to both her assumptions,
stunned by her aggressive approach.
You should think, she would be worried
about my health or something.
She nodded,
a hard jerking motion,
then:
“I will not support these little games you are playing.
You can have a new car when *you* saved enough money
to buy one by yourself.”
Huh? Games? Playing? Me?
Crazy much, my ‘lovely’ wife?
I tried to say something against her accusations
but manage only a sound like “Hugrguh?”
She took that as a clue
that I actually relied on her
buying me a new car and
stomped out of the hospital room,
slamming the door.
Alone again after her sudden retreat.
No more visitors for me the whole day.
Just after sunset,
the nurse comes with the papers to sign
and I am allowed to go.
Well, allowed to being pushed to the exit in a wheelchair.
One of the most humiliating moments
in a man’s life.
Being wheeled by a elderly woman
when you are actually able to go.
Followed closely by the moment
you look up
and realize,
a beautiful master vampire,
leaning relaxed against something
reassembling to a DeSoto
is watching you
being wheeled by said elderly woman.
And it is not the
humiliating moment #1
because it was one of
the best moments in my life too.
I just couldn’t stop the
face splitting grin,
as blinding as my face allows,
from emerging.
The effect is ... marvelous.
Spike’s cool smirk
melted into a
warm smile.
A pure “welcome” smile.
Like the sun coming up.
And who thought,
I would ever associate
Spike and the sun?
My stomach did the funny
flopping thing
when he comes towards me
and I think, I blushed
a nice shape of purple
when I took his outstretched hand.
I stumbled a little,
being my clumsy self,
when he pulled me out of the wheelchair.
The pres of of
his cool hand on mine
increased,
making me feel
safe,
wanted.
And if I block out all the memories
and all my doubts,
I even felt loved.
Anya is back from work in a few.
Have to stop.
X
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Everything still without spellchecker and dictionary.
Just try to guess what I meant. LOL
Entry 3
„Home“ again.
At least I don’t have to wear the
embarrassing hospital gown anymore.
I just had to stay for one night there
“to make sure your brain isn’t damaged
or in any danger to get damaged by the concussion”.
Something about water and pressure in my head.
Kinda too late for preventing brain damage.
I can’t have an intact brain or much of it.
I am married to an ex-vengeance demon
and
lusting after a master vampire.
Two witches, a slayer as my
–no not anymore best, just –
friends, a watcher as a pseudo Daddy.
Pffft.
Anya visited me at the hospital.
As I’ve foreseen she was pretty angry
with me.
“Did you do it on purpose or where you drunk?” was her greeting.
I shook my head no to both her assumptions,
stunned by her aggressive approach.
You should think, she would be worried
about my health or something.
She nodded,
a hard jerking motion,
then:
“I will not support these little games you are playing.
You can have a new car when *you* saved enough money
to buy one by yourself.”
Huh? Games? Playing? Me?
Crazy much, my ‘lovely’ wife?
I tried to say something against her accusations
but manage only a sound like “Hugrguh?”
She took that as a clue
that I actually relied on her
buying me a new car and
stomped out of the hospital room,
slamming the door.
Alone again after her sudden retreat.
No more visitors for me the whole day.
Just after sunset,
the nurse comes with the papers to sign
and I am allowed to go.
Well, allowed to being pushed to the exit in a wheelchair.
One of the most humiliating moments
in a man’s life.
Being wheeled by a elderly woman
when you are actually able to go.
Followed closely by the moment
you look up
and realize,
a beautiful master vampire,
leaning relaxed against something
reassembling to a DeSoto
is watching you
being wheeled by said elderly woman.
And it is not the
humiliating moment #1
because it was one of
the best moments in my life too.
I just couldn’t stop the
face splitting grin,
as blinding as my face allows,
from emerging.
The effect is ... marvelous.
Spike’s cool smirk
melted into a
warm smile.
A pure “welcome” smile.
Like the sun coming up.
And who thought,
I would ever associate
Spike and the sun?
My stomach did the funny
flopping thing
when he comes towards me
and I think, I blushed
a nice shape of purple
when I took his outstretched hand.
I stumbled a little,
being my clumsy self,
when he pulled me out of the wheelchair.
The pres of of
his cool hand on mine
increased,
making me feel
safe,
wanted.
And if I block out all the memories
and all my doubts,
I even felt loved.
Anya is back from work in a few.
Have to stop.
X
User panel:
You have a total of 3 stories published.
You have a total of 100 reviews.
I love you, readers and reviewers! Thank you.