Losing It
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BtVS AU/AR › FemmeSlash - Female/Female › Buffy/Faith
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Adult ++
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BtVS AU/AR › FemmeSlash - Female/Female › Buffy/Faith
Rating:
Adult ++
Chapters:
22
Views:
4,570
Reviews:
117
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
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I do not own Buffy the Vampire Slayer (BtVS), nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
Hearing It
Buffy’s POV
This is not good.
This is soooo not good.
Faith hasn’t taken her hand out of my pants yet. Not helping.
I try to regain my composure as best I can. I take a deep breath and turn my head to look up at Faith.
“Baby?”
Faith turns her head and looks down at me in an instant.
I smile nervously.
“Ah, I think you should take your hand out of my pants now.”
Faith’s eyes widen and she withdraws her hand instantly. She pulls her hand out of my shirt and lifts herself off of me. She stands beside the bed and stares down at her boots as I try to straighten my clothes. I take a deep breath and stand up next to her.
Mom clears her throat and I look over at her.
“Buffy. Kitchen. Now.”
Oh…crap.
Mom turns and walks away. Faith looks up at me with this terrified look on her face. It almost looks like she’s gonna cry.
Almost.
“God, Buffy! I am so, so sorry. I didn’t mean for you to get in trouble.”
She reaches out and takes my hand. I’m about to open my mouth to tell her it’s gonna be okay when something else dawns on her and her eyes widen again.
“Oh shit! Your mom is gonna tell my dad and he’s gonna rip me a new one. God! I’m in the deepest of shit.”
I grab her hand firmly and look directly into her eyes.
“Faith?”
She meets my eyes and calms a little.
“It’s gonna be okay. We’ll get through this together. Just like we always do. Besides, it’s not like we did anything wrong.”
“Buffy Anne Summers!”
I wince as mom’s voice echoes up the stairs. She never yells unless she’s really mad.
I take a deep breath and Faith mirrors my actions. I take her hand and squeeze it tightly as I start to lead her out of my room and down the stairs.
Out of the frying pan and into the fire.
**
Mom’s standing by the island we when walk into the kitchen. She gives me this death glare and I drop Faith’s hand like it scorched me. She looks over at me and rolls her eyes.
“Faith?”
My mom says her name with an icy chill. It almost looks like Faith shudders.
“Ye…yes Mrs. Summers?”
Mom turns her head to the side and locks eyes with her.
“I would like you to stay for this. I want you to hear what I have to say.”
Uh…oh.
Faith nods her head and swallows. She stands there with her hands against her sides, not daring to move.
“Buffy?”
I look at my mom and take in a breath.
“Yes, ma’am?”
She points to the stool in front of her.
“Sit.”
I drop down onto it in an instant.
Mom takes a deep breath and closes her eyes and opens them again.
“Are you having sex?”
My eyes widen a little and I have to blink back my surprise. I didn’t expect her toso fso forward. I shake my head as best I can.
“No ma’am.”
Mom leans forward over the island. She looks me in the eyes and the anger I was saw there has turned into compassion.
“Please don’t lie to me Buffy. This is a big step in your life and even though it is not sith ith a boy, there are still risks.”
Okay. Wow again.
I shake my head again and try to sound as honest as I can. It is the truth.
“Mom, I swear to you, Faith and I are not having sex. What you walked in on, well, I don’t really know what that was…but, it most definitely WAS NOT sex.”
I see mom smile, but just a little.
She lets out a deep breath.
“I believe you.”
I smile back. I love my mom. She’s so…my mom.
“Thank you mom. I can’t tell you how much that means to me.”
We both hear a cough. We turn to stare at Faith.
She gets this horrified look on her face, like she just broke the vase or something.
“I’m sorry. I had a ah…frog in my throat.”
Mom’s smile fades and she meets Faith’s eyes.
“Faith. I didn’t call your father. I wanted to hear you girls’ side of the story first, but I want you to know that what happened tonight…won’t happen again.”
Well, that didn’t sound too good.
Faith shakes her head.
“No, Mrs. Summers. It won’t.”
Mom smiles.
“Good. I’m glad we agree.”
She leans back against the sink and gives us each a look.
“Now, lets talk about sex.”
**
This is just a little teaser chapter that sets up the next, longer chapter. I hope to have it up a little later tonight. Please, let me know what you think so far.
This is not good.
This is soooo not good.
Faith hasn’t taken her hand out of my pants yet. Not helping.
I try to regain my composure as best I can. I take a deep breath and turn my head to look up at Faith.
“Baby?”
Faith turns her head and looks down at me in an instant.
I smile nervously.
“Ah, I think you should take your hand out of my pants now.”
Faith’s eyes widen and she withdraws her hand instantly. She pulls her hand out of my shirt and lifts herself off of me. She stands beside the bed and stares down at her boots as I try to straighten my clothes. I take a deep breath and stand up next to her.
Mom clears her throat and I look over at her.
“Buffy. Kitchen. Now.”
Oh…crap.
Mom turns and walks away. Faith looks up at me with this terrified look on her face. It almost looks like she’s gonna cry.
Almost.
“God, Buffy! I am so, so sorry. I didn’t mean for you to get in trouble.”
She reaches out and takes my hand. I’m about to open my mouth to tell her it’s gonna be okay when something else dawns on her and her eyes widen again.
“Oh shit! Your mom is gonna tell my dad and he’s gonna rip me a new one. God! I’m in the deepest of shit.”
I grab her hand firmly and look directly into her eyes.
“Faith?”
She meets my eyes and calms a little.
“It’s gonna be okay. We’ll get through this together. Just like we always do. Besides, it’s not like we did anything wrong.”
“Buffy Anne Summers!”
I wince as mom’s voice echoes up the stairs. She never yells unless she’s really mad.
I take a deep breath and Faith mirrors my actions. I take her hand and squeeze it tightly as I start to lead her out of my room and down the stairs.
Out of the frying pan and into the fire.
**
Mom’s standing by the island we when walk into the kitchen. She gives me this death glare and I drop Faith’s hand like it scorched me. She looks over at me and rolls her eyes.
“Faith?”
My mom says her name with an icy chill. It almost looks like Faith shudders.
“Ye…yes Mrs. Summers?”
Mom turns her head to the side and locks eyes with her.
“I would like you to stay for this. I want you to hear what I have to say.”
Uh…oh.
Faith nods her head and swallows. She stands there with her hands against her sides, not daring to move.
“Buffy?”
I look at my mom and take in a breath.
“Yes, ma’am?”
She points to the stool in front of her.
“Sit.”
I drop down onto it in an instant.
Mom takes a deep breath and closes her eyes and opens them again.
“Are you having sex?”
My eyes widen a little and I have to blink back my surprise. I didn’t expect her toso fso forward. I shake my head as best I can.
“No ma’am.”
Mom leans forward over the island. She looks me in the eyes and the anger I was saw there has turned into compassion.
“Please don’t lie to me Buffy. This is a big step in your life and even though it is not sith ith a boy, there are still risks.”
Okay. Wow again.
I shake my head again and try to sound as honest as I can. It is the truth.
“Mom, I swear to you, Faith and I are not having sex. What you walked in on, well, I don’t really know what that was…but, it most definitely WAS NOT sex.”
I see mom smile, but just a little.
She lets out a deep breath.
“I believe you.”
I smile back. I love my mom. She’s so…my mom.
“Thank you mom. I can’t tell you how much that means to me.”
We both hear a cough. We turn to stare at Faith.
She gets this horrified look on her face, like she just broke the vase or something.
“I’m sorry. I had a ah…frog in my throat.”
Mom’s smile fades and she meets Faith’s eyes.
“Faith. I didn’t call your father. I wanted to hear you girls’ side of the story first, but I want you to know that what happened tonight…won’t happen again.”
Well, that didn’t sound too good.
Faith shakes her head.
“No, Mrs. Summers. It won’t.”
Mom smiles.
“Good. I’m glad we agree.”
She leans back against the sink and gives us each a look.
“Now, lets talk about sex.”
**
This is just a little teaser chapter that sets up the next, longer chapter. I hope to have it up a little later tonight. Please, let me know what you think so far.