Goodbye William
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BtVS AU/AR › Het - Male/Female › Buffy/Spike(William)
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Adult +
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11
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Spike I need your help.
Chapter 3
Lyrics in this chapter belong to Sheryl Crow.
Spike I need your help.
Dawn opened the door suddenly surprising Buffy. “You were so cruel to him Buffy. I heard some of the things you said to him, and he is still your willing slave. He’d do anything you asked of him. He loves you. He really does and you’re throwing it all away? You are the biggest bitch I have ever met. I. Hate. You.” Dawn said through clenched teeth. “You hurt him bad Buffy and you can’t even see it.”
Buffy slapped Dawn across the face. “Don’t- Oh Dawnie I’m sorry…” Buffy sobbed as Dawn slammed the door in her face.
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Willow sounded serious. “I mean it Buffy don’t patrol alone, we don’t know what the big bad is but we know it’s bad. I’ll come with you or Xander…”
“Nah, I’ll ask Spike…he isn’t as breakable as you guys are.” Buffy said softly. I miss him. I can’t believe he still hasn’t tried to see me. I’m so screwed up worried that my ex stalker boyfriend who isn’t even stalking me anymore after I told him to leave me alone. God I AM a bitch. Buffy shook her head to clear it when she heard Willow talking
“What Will?” She questioned.
“Do you know where he is?”
“No But … I did do some checking and he’s always at Willy’s on Tuesdays. With her, his beautiful new girlfriend. Oh well. Too bad, so sad.
I have to disturb their date. I need him to patrol.
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“Spike?” She said stopping at their table. She had one hand in her Jacket pocket gently holding her steak. The other hand hung loosely at her side
“Buffy? Is…Do you need something? Kinda on a date her luv.” Spike said tilting his head towards Jasmine.
Buffy looked directly at Jasmine “This is private, would you mind going to get yourself a drink or something?” Buffy asked.
“Oh…Uh sure. I’ll be back in a few.” Jasmine said giving Spike a light peck on the cheek. She hid her smile until her back was to Buffy. HMMM let the green-eyed monster is coming out to play already huh?
~~~~`
“Spike I need your help. Would you help me patrol? Just for a few days something Big is supposed to be coming and everyone is freaked. They want me to take a partner.” Buffy said shyly.
“What about your friends? They not up to helpin?” Spike asked calmly.
“I…just don’t want to have to take care of them, I’m not up to it. You are an excellent fighter. I don’t have to …protect you.” Buffy said “But you know if you’re busy…”
“Well…if we can walk Jasmine home…I’ll come patrol with you.” Spike said again with the calm.
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They walked at a leisurely pace Spike and Jasmine holding hands and Buffy, while seething inside tried to make polite conversation. “So what do you do Jasmine?”
“I am a counselor. I help people.” Jasmine said smiling at Buffy
“Oh that’s interesting.” Buffy said trying to smile Bitch you stole my boyfriend. What? Where did that come from?
“What do you do Buffy?” Jasmine asked politely.
“I…uh…help people too. I’m kinda like a counselor too.”
“Oh…well cool. And you need Spike’s help?” She asked innocently.
“Yeah, it’s my sister. She listens to Spike, and she’s not listening to me.” Buffy said. Well partially the truth. I can’t believe he’s holding hands with her is he trying to piss me off?
They arrived at Jasmine’s place. Spike placed a chaste kiss on Jasmine’s cheek. “See you later luv.” He said
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Buffy and Spike were patrolling in Restfield Cemetery. Spike’s old place. Buffy thought to herself as She watched out out of the corner of her eye.
Both Buffy and Spike got a weird feeling at the same time. Something shifted somewhere. Like something was coming. The graveyard suddenly had 30 vampires encircling Buffy and Spike.
She’s Bloody poetry in motion. Spike thought as he watched her dust 4 opponents in the time it took him to turn and dust his closest two.
“Luv?” Spike questioned. She nodded once, they were back to back, kicking, punching what ever it took. All of their opponents were dust. Buffy looked at Spike who was 15 feet away through the dust. “Wow Spike that was amazing…” Buffy started to say.
A Mohra demon chose that moment to attack. His sword cut through the back of Buffy’s Shoulder. Buffy cried out in pain and fell to the ground. Spike was on the demon fangs ripping through flesh. Spike fiercely ripped the sword out of his hand and cut off his head. Spike was instantly by her side, checking the wound. “Buffy? Luv I …this is really deep…we have nothing to bandage you up…my saliva has healing properties Buffy is that ok? Can I?” Spike pleaded with her. He was really scared.
“Yeah Spike I …trust you.” Buffy said wincing in pain.
Spike leaned down and began sealing the wound.
Buffy shivered from his touch she remembered his tongue elsewhere, doing other things to me. Stop it Buffy.
When he was done he helped Buffy to her feet. “You ok now Luv?” He questioned.
“Yeah but what was it? We have to research.” Buffy said
Spike grabbed the demon’s head and they were off.
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“Well, here we are Buffy can you manage yourself? With the head I mean?” Spike asked
“Why? You’re not coming in?” Buffy asked him looking into his beautiful blue eyes.
“No I can’t…Jasmine is waiting up…I gotta go …see you tomorrow for patrol and you can fill me in ok?” Spike asked passing her the head.
“Ok Spike…I’ll see you tomorrow.” Buffy said upset that Spike didn’t come into the Magic Box with her.
“Hi Buffy…Where’s Spike?” Willow questioned. “I thought he was patrolling with you.”
“He was he just left me outside.” Buffy said dejectedly.
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“Jasmine you would have been so proud…I didn’t even let the scent of her blood manipulate me. I …when she got cut by that demon I lost it. Went nuts. Ripped him apart with my fangs. Then grabbed his sword and cut off his head. You shoulda seen it. Buffy’s got it’s head now, gonna have the scoobies suss out what it is.” Spike said sitting down on the couch.
“You shoulda seen her. She is like poetry in motion when she’s kicking ass. Amazing the things that tiny body can do. She’s a creative fighter too. Just like me. Guess that’s one of the reasons we never did kill each other before the chip.” Spike sighed.
“She’s a lucky Girl Spike.” Jasmine said.
“Got that wrong pet, I’m the lucky one to even have touched her beauty and light just once. God I love that woman. You don’t know how hard it was to …just walk away without taking her in my arms.” Spike said sadly.
~~~~`
~~ The next night ~~
“Hey Bit.” Spike said as she came to the door. “Just wanted to drop by on my way patrolling to see how you are doing?”
“I’m good Spike how are things with you? Patrolly like things with a certain Blonde sister of mine?” Dawn questioned dropping hints none to casually with a huge smile on her face.
“Actually surprisingly it doesn’t hurt like it used to.” It hurts Much worse. “I realized that I really can be friends with your sister.”
“Don’t you love her anymore Spike? Please don’t give up on her?” Dawn begged, her smile dissapeared. “She loves you I know she does.”
“Sometimes Bit, love isn’t enough.” Spike said sighing wearily. I hope that this time it is. Hate lying to you Bit, but she’d never believe it coming from me.
~~~~`
Buffy got out of the shower five minutes after Spike left. She came downstairs after getting dressed in her black leather pants, tiny red tank top black leather boots and hair and make-up done to perfection.
“Dawn I’m going patrolling now you ok?” She asked when she saw Dawn’s puffy red eyes.
“He doesn’t love you anymore…He said he’s glad you guys can be friends.” Dawn sobbed. “You guys so can not be friends. He’s gonna leave Buffy…as soon as he’s strong enough he’s gonna leave you.” Dawn was sobbing loudly now.
“Shh, Dawnie it’s ok, I’ll make everything right again. I promise.” Buffy said comforting her sister.
When Dawn had calmed down Buffy left for patrol.
~~~~`
Buffy and Spike met up and patrolled together with Spike talking the whole time for the first hour. Like patrolling with Spike used to be. Then they both sensed Vampires. Six of them quickly approaching. Buffy and Spike fought fluidly together. They fought as though they had never fought opposed to each other. Their movements complimented each other perfectly. The Vampires didn’t stand a chance.
Buffy watched Spike dust the last one and when he looked at her, she wanted him. Pure animal lust. Buffy stalked slowly up to him. I Want him. He is Mine. She thought. She placed her palm on his wrinklies. And put her other arm around his neck trying to pull him in for a kiss.
“What’s this Slayer?” Spike asked grabbing her by the upper arms and pushing her back slightly. “Buffy you broke up with me…told me to move on. I did luv. I can’t do this anymore with you.” Spike sighed “I … Buffy it’s all or nothing. Can’t take the hot and cold. I won’t be your sex toy and I won’t be part of your destruction. I’ll see you tomorrow Slayer.” Spike said turning and running before she could see his tears.
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Spike and Jasmine entered the Bronze.
Dawn saw him and was immediately by his side. “Spike…there’s something wrong with Buffy…she won’t come out of her room. She didn’t want to come here tonight. She’s miserable. Did something happen on patrol?”
“Bit, ask her. It’s not my place to say.”
~~~~`
Buffy stepped out of shower, her skin cool and prickly from the intense cold of the shower. This feels so good. I’m glad everyone finally left. Just needed some time to myself. Buffy thought walking into her room. She pushed play on the CD. Not knowing what was in there she gasped as she heard the familiar strains and lyrics and began to sing along.
God, I feel like hell tonight
Tears of rage I cannot fight
I'd be the last to help you understand
Are you strong enough to be my man?
Nothing's true and nothing's right
So let me be alone tonight
Cause you can't change the way I am
you strong enough to be my man?
Lie to me
I promise I'll believe
Lie to me
But please don't leave
I have a face I cannot show
I make the rules up as I go
It's try and love me if you can
Are you strong enough to be my man?
When I've shown you that I just don't care
When I'm throwing punches in the air
When I'm broken down and I can't stand
Will you be man enough to be my man?
Lie to me
I promise I'll believe
Lie to me
But please don't leave
Buffy was sobbing by the time the song ended. Spike I miss so so much.
~~~~`
“Yeah, she wanted to kiss me. I stopped her though.” Spike said
“Well why on earth would you do that? You had her in the palm of your hand. Spike…”
“Jasmine I don’t want what I had before…I want all or nothing…either I am her man or I’m not. Not just when she feels like it. Been there done that got the sodden T-shirt. I want her all the time or not at all.
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Lyrics in this chapter belong to Sheryl Crow.
Spike I need your help.
Dawn opened the door suddenly surprising Buffy. “You were so cruel to him Buffy. I heard some of the things you said to him, and he is still your willing slave. He’d do anything you asked of him. He loves you. He really does and you’re throwing it all away? You are the biggest bitch I have ever met. I. Hate. You.” Dawn said through clenched teeth. “You hurt him bad Buffy and you can’t even see it.”
Buffy slapped Dawn across the face. “Don’t- Oh Dawnie I’m sorry…” Buffy sobbed as Dawn slammed the door in her face.
~~~~`
Willow sounded serious. “I mean it Buffy don’t patrol alone, we don’t know what the big bad is but we know it’s bad. I’ll come with you or Xander…”
“Nah, I’ll ask Spike…he isn’t as breakable as you guys are.” Buffy said softly. I miss him. I can’t believe he still hasn’t tried to see me. I’m so screwed up worried that my ex stalker boyfriend who isn’t even stalking me anymore after I told him to leave me alone. God I AM a bitch. Buffy shook her head to clear it when she heard Willow talking
“What Will?” She questioned.
“Do you know where he is?”
“No But … I did do some checking and he’s always at Willy’s on Tuesdays. With her, his beautiful new girlfriend. Oh well. Too bad, so sad.
I have to disturb their date. I need him to patrol.
~~~~`
“Spike?” She said stopping at their table. She had one hand in her Jacket pocket gently holding her steak. The other hand hung loosely at her side
“Buffy? Is…Do you need something? Kinda on a date her luv.” Spike said tilting his head towards Jasmine.
Buffy looked directly at Jasmine “This is private, would you mind going to get yourself a drink or something?” Buffy asked.
“Oh…Uh sure. I’ll be back in a few.” Jasmine said giving Spike a light peck on the cheek. She hid her smile until her back was to Buffy. HMMM let the green-eyed monster is coming out to play already huh?
~~~~`
“Spike I need your help. Would you help me patrol? Just for a few days something Big is supposed to be coming and everyone is freaked. They want me to take a partner.” Buffy said shyly.
“What about your friends? They not up to helpin?” Spike asked calmly.
“I…just don’t want to have to take care of them, I’m not up to it. You are an excellent fighter. I don’t have to …protect you.” Buffy said “But you know if you’re busy…”
“Well…if we can walk Jasmine home…I’ll come patrol with you.” Spike said again with the calm.
~~~~`
They walked at a leisurely pace Spike and Jasmine holding hands and Buffy, while seething inside tried to make polite conversation. “So what do you do Jasmine?”
“I am a counselor. I help people.” Jasmine said smiling at Buffy
“Oh that’s interesting.” Buffy said trying to smile Bitch you stole my boyfriend. What? Where did that come from?
“What do you do Buffy?” Jasmine asked politely.
“I…uh…help people too. I’m kinda like a counselor too.”
“Oh…well cool. And you need Spike’s help?” She asked innocently.
“Yeah, it’s my sister. She listens to Spike, and she’s not listening to me.” Buffy said. Well partially the truth. I can’t believe he’s holding hands with her is he trying to piss me off?
They arrived at Jasmine’s place. Spike placed a chaste kiss on Jasmine’s cheek. “See you later luv.” He said
~~~~`
Buffy and Spike were patrolling in Restfield Cemetery. Spike’s old place. Buffy thought to herself as She watched out out of the corner of her eye.
Both Buffy and Spike got a weird feeling at the same time. Something shifted somewhere. Like something was coming. The graveyard suddenly had 30 vampires encircling Buffy and Spike.
She’s Bloody poetry in motion. Spike thought as he watched her dust 4 opponents in the time it took him to turn and dust his closest two.
“Luv?” Spike questioned. She nodded once, they were back to back, kicking, punching what ever it took. All of their opponents were dust. Buffy looked at Spike who was 15 feet away through the dust. “Wow Spike that was amazing…” Buffy started to say.
A Mohra demon chose that moment to attack. His sword cut through the back of Buffy’s Shoulder. Buffy cried out in pain and fell to the ground. Spike was on the demon fangs ripping through flesh. Spike fiercely ripped the sword out of his hand and cut off his head. Spike was instantly by her side, checking the wound. “Buffy? Luv I …this is really deep…we have nothing to bandage you up…my saliva has healing properties Buffy is that ok? Can I?” Spike pleaded with her. He was really scared.
“Yeah Spike I …trust you.” Buffy said wincing in pain.
Spike leaned down and began sealing the wound.
Buffy shivered from his touch she remembered his tongue elsewhere, doing other things to me. Stop it Buffy.
When he was done he helped Buffy to her feet. “You ok now Luv?” He questioned.
“Yeah but what was it? We have to research.” Buffy said
Spike grabbed the demon’s head and they were off.
~~~~`
“Well, here we are Buffy can you manage yourself? With the head I mean?” Spike asked
“Why? You’re not coming in?” Buffy asked him looking into his beautiful blue eyes.
“No I can’t…Jasmine is waiting up…I gotta go …see you tomorrow for patrol and you can fill me in ok?” Spike asked passing her the head.
“Ok Spike…I’ll see you tomorrow.” Buffy said upset that Spike didn’t come into the Magic Box with her.
“Hi Buffy…Where’s Spike?” Willow questioned. “I thought he was patrolling with you.”
“He was he just left me outside.” Buffy said dejectedly.
~~~~`
“Jasmine you would have been so proud…I didn’t even let the scent of her blood manipulate me. I …when she got cut by that demon I lost it. Went nuts. Ripped him apart with my fangs. Then grabbed his sword and cut off his head. You shoulda seen it. Buffy’s got it’s head now, gonna have the scoobies suss out what it is.” Spike said sitting down on the couch.
“You shoulda seen her. She is like poetry in motion when she’s kicking ass. Amazing the things that tiny body can do. She’s a creative fighter too. Just like me. Guess that’s one of the reasons we never did kill each other before the chip.” Spike sighed.
“She’s a lucky Girl Spike.” Jasmine said.
“Got that wrong pet, I’m the lucky one to even have touched her beauty and light just once. God I love that woman. You don’t know how hard it was to …just walk away without taking her in my arms.” Spike said sadly.
~~~~`
~~ The next night ~~
“Hey Bit.” Spike said as she came to the door. “Just wanted to drop by on my way patrolling to see how you are doing?”
“I’m good Spike how are things with you? Patrolly like things with a certain Blonde sister of mine?” Dawn questioned dropping hints none to casually with a huge smile on her face.
“Actually surprisingly it doesn’t hurt like it used to.” It hurts Much worse. “I realized that I really can be friends with your sister.”
“Don’t you love her anymore Spike? Please don’t give up on her?” Dawn begged, her smile dissapeared. “She loves you I know she does.”
“Sometimes Bit, love isn’t enough.” Spike said sighing wearily. I hope that this time it is. Hate lying to you Bit, but she’d never believe it coming from me.
~~~~`
Buffy got out of the shower five minutes after Spike left. She came downstairs after getting dressed in her black leather pants, tiny red tank top black leather boots and hair and make-up done to perfection.
“Dawn I’m going patrolling now you ok?” She asked when she saw Dawn’s puffy red eyes.
“He doesn’t love you anymore…He said he’s glad you guys can be friends.” Dawn sobbed. “You guys so can not be friends. He’s gonna leave Buffy…as soon as he’s strong enough he’s gonna leave you.” Dawn was sobbing loudly now.
“Shh, Dawnie it’s ok, I’ll make everything right again. I promise.” Buffy said comforting her sister.
When Dawn had calmed down Buffy left for patrol.
~~~~`
Buffy and Spike met up and patrolled together with Spike talking the whole time for the first hour. Like patrolling with Spike used to be. Then they both sensed Vampires. Six of them quickly approaching. Buffy and Spike fought fluidly together. They fought as though they had never fought opposed to each other. Their movements complimented each other perfectly. The Vampires didn’t stand a chance.
Buffy watched Spike dust the last one and when he looked at her, she wanted him. Pure animal lust. Buffy stalked slowly up to him. I Want him. He is Mine. She thought. She placed her palm on his wrinklies. And put her other arm around his neck trying to pull him in for a kiss.
“What’s this Slayer?” Spike asked grabbing her by the upper arms and pushing her back slightly. “Buffy you broke up with me…told me to move on. I did luv. I can’t do this anymore with you.” Spike sighed “I … Buffy it’s all or nothing. Can’t take the hot and cold. I won’t be your sex toy and I won’t be part of your destruction. I’ll see you tomorrow Slayer.” Spike said turning and running before she could see his tears.
~~~~`
Spike and Jasmine entered the Bronze.
Dawn saw him and was immediately by his side. “Spike…there’s something wrong with Buffy…she won’t come out of her room. She didn’t want to come here tonight. She’s miserable. Did something happen on patrol?”
“Bit, ask her. It’s not my place to say.”
~~~~`
Buffy stepped out of shower, her skin cool and prickly from the intense cold of the shower. This feels so good. I’m glad everyone finally left. Just needed some time to myself. Buffy thought walking into her room. She pushed play on the CD. Not knowing what was in there she gasped as she heard the familiar strains and lyrics and began to sing along.
God, I feel like hell tonight
Tears of rage I cannot fight
I'd be the last to help you understand
Are you strong enough to be my man?
Nothing's true and nothing's right
So let me be alone tonight
Cause you can't change the way I am
you strong enough to be my man?
Lie to me
I promise I'll believe
Lie to me
But please don't leave
I have a face I cannot show
I make the rules up as I go
It's try and love me if you can
Are you strong enough to be my man?
When I've shown you that I just don't care
When I'm throwing punches in the air
When I'm broken down and I can't stand
Will you be man enough to be my man?
Lie to me
I promise I'll believe
Lie to me
But please don't leave
Buffy was sobbing by the time the song ended. Spike I miss so so much.
~~~~`
“Yeah, she wanted to kiss me. I stopped her though.” Spike said
“Well why on earth would you do that? You had her in the palm of your hand. Spike…”
“Jasmine I don’t want what I had before…I want all or nothing…either I am her man or I’m not. Not just when she feels like it. Been there done that got the sodden T-shirt. I want her all the time or not at all.
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