Kragdon

A/N:I dedicate this to wicked (hoping u feel better) This chapter is well u guys and gals just have to read it to find out. I hope u all like it if not critisize away heh. Plus it gets kinda sappy and very well jst read u'll see what I mean. //*// = dreaming, '*' = thought
oh and i think the rest of the story will be R this is the last chapter that will be an NC-17 rating in this story but it is important so remember it. k'. k'.
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**Whats in a Dream**

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//Faith stood at the peak of the wobbling tower watching the destuction below her spread, staring death its self in the face. The black sword held tight in her hand dripping blood off of its sleek blade. The sounds of fighting, weapons clashing echoed in her head. The crys of pain coming from both her family and friends sounding like nails on a chalk board. She could here her mothers scream as morgan watched ares fall to his knees, his body covered in cuts, a sword protruding from his chest. Her heart was breaking as she felt each life that was stolen this day. Each heart wrenched agonised scream that she heard feeling as if they were her own, bringing both the warrior and beast that lived within her down to thier knees.

In the distance Faith felt the heat of the rising sun, bringing with it two different voices. One that whispered what lay behind the breaking walls, of things worse then death and constant pain; a future that would make the strongest of the strong break. The second overriding the first, bringing hope that froze and warmed her heart, a whispered 'Death is her gift'.

Faith stood frozen, could only watch as the love of her life ran past her into the white abyss that offered a false salvation.

Standing not five feet away unmoving as slient tears fell from her eyes staring at her soulmates broken and dead body on the cement. Falling to her knees Faith felt herself breaking, shutting down; she heard a faint whisper as what was left of the scooby gang gathered around her 's.s.stop...her'.//

"BUFFY!?!"

"Faith...Sweetie what is it?" buffy woke up breathlessly sitting upright turning to the love of her life. They had just gotten back to sunnydale no less then a day ago. Everyone trying to figure out how to get Dawn back and also how to defeat glory.

Giles had called the watchers council informing them of what Quentin had done, they were sending a team to come to collect him for trial on crimes against the council and the world. There had also been the mention of treason and the like, the blonde hadnt been really listening, being more concerned with her lover who was still dealing with the death of her friends. Though she should say not dealing. Faith had yet to shed a tear, though buffy knew that her love was raging on the inside cause she felt it to through thier shared connection. Buffy also knew that Faith would never show it on the outside, she would close her self off, push people away and then unleash what was inside of her when she got her shot at glory. Truly that was what made faith the most dangerous and hardest to kill slayer in all of history. Also the longest living, though buffy was older and had been called before faith she had still died, she just didnt stay dead.

Buffy remembered when the original had visited her and her friends that one night after the fight with adam, the look in the slayers eyes the vicious way her body moved like a panther constantly on the hunt, that was faith to a tee. Only when they first had met it was less controlled then the now.

Faith didnt answer buffy just grabbing the blond and pulling her into a fierce hug gentle rocking both of them to alleviate her fears and to banish the nightmare that she had just experianced. Her throat scratchy and dry, she again couldnt answer the blonde when buffy asked her for the second time what was the matter. Faith just couldnt get her voice to work no matter how hard she tried she just couldnt get the words "I watched you die." out.

"What?" buffy asked confused not thinking that she had heard the brunette correctly.

More tears rolled down her face as she realized that she had just said that out loud.

"Faith?...what?"

Placing a kiss on top of her head faith spoke a little more clearly "i.. I watched you die," feeling the blond move away faith kept her head down feeling more tears join the ones that she had already shed not two minutes ago she quietly continued knowing that buffy would hear her because of slayer hearing. *sniffle* "I...I cant lose you B, I dont... I... I wouldnt be able to survive with out you... *sniffle*" reaching up to wipe the errant tears angrily away she continued "No one.." now looking into the blondes eyes seeing the tears there she pulled buffy into a hug crushing the light slayer to her. "No one in this world would ever match up to you, I dont think I could ever love... feel love without you"

"Faith? *sniffle* hah what brought this on."

Avoiding the question she said instead "B.. Buffy. Promise me... promise me that when the show down with glory happens that you wont sacrifice your self, that instead of putting others infront of you you will take the selfish route."

"Faith?"

Shaking the blond a little bit she demanded of the blond "Promise Me." Little did she know that that one action had just shown buffy everything that she had seen and felt in the dream through their connection.

Her eyes widening she pulled away from faith a little bit trying to get her breath back from the flashes that she had just experianced, her own tears joining those of faiths.

"baby no... that... that nightmare will never ever come true. I swear faith I swear." buffy claimed pulling faith into her kissing her on the forehead nose and finally pulling her love into her with a passionate kiss that stole both of their breaths.

Consumed with the desire to reasure one another that they were both alive, that they were real; tangible buffy lowered faith onto the bed. Hands were moving everywhere, every touch electrifyed by the pulse that was spreading within them. It was almost as if they were being controlled. Neither could stop touching the other their lips never losing contact as Faith flipped the two of them over gaining dominance over the blond who chose not to fight for it this time. Moving to Buffy's neck as her hand splayed on naked flesh moved down past the breast only once flicking a nipple teasing. Moving further stopping at the blonds abdomen sticking her thumb momentarily in to her navel ficking it as if it were an imaginary tongue. Placing her thigh between the blonds thighs sensually moving it against buffys crotch feeling the wetness that was there, smiling when she heard the blond moan at her actions. Feeling her grip her back digging her nails into faiths back she moaned herself pressing her thigh harder into the blond making the light slayer start to move her hips in a steady rhythm.

Buffy pressing her body up into faiths pleasure coursing through her body as she felt faith worshiping her body like she had never done before. Not totally sure of herself feeling everything times 10 spreading through her body, tears falling from her eyes as she moaned and gripped faiths back digging her nails into her loves flesh;exhaling a breathe, breaking the skin as she felt faith enter her with two already slicken fingers, pumping slowly not submitting to buffys bucking suggestive hip movements. Finally admiting defeat buffy moved with faith scratching her nails up and down the brunettes back. Buffys eyes rolling up into her head gripping Faith harder pulling her closer to her body, pressing her own thigh into faiths wet dripping cunt, as faith added a third finger curling all three so that it would hit her sweet spot just right with every thrust. There was so much going through her body that she failed telling the difference where she ended and faith began. As far as buffy was conserned they were both connected, one being, to her right at that moment as all of her muscles tensed she felt that there was no difference at all she ended where faith began and vice versa. Just as that thought passed through her mind she exploded, encompassed in white light feeling warmth spread through her body, her toes tingling, her body feeling like it had just been shocked by a live wire. Gaining her breath back she looked into the starry soulful brown eyes of her Faith, reaching up she wiped the single tear that was making its way down her love face, bringing her down for a heart felt kiss she pulled back a little whispering against faiths lips "I swear it, my love."

Moving in even closer Faith whispered "Forever" before capturing the blonds lips sealing the unknown pact that they had just made to each other making it unbreakable.

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Slouching against the tree that was under the slayer's window the cherry red of a lite cigerette sparked into life as a certain bleached blond vampire stepped out of the shadows and into the moon light. Looking longingly up at the bedroom window that buffy slept in, his eyes sparked with anger, and jealousy, remembering it all as it replayed in his head he turned back to the tree slamming a fist against the trunk his anger giving him the strength to punch a two inch dent into the tree as he silently swore revenge against the blond bitch who had played with his heart and brunette demon who had stolen what was supposed to be rightfully his. Buffy was his Slayer. His. He was going to make that bitch pay. Oh yes, they shall both pay for turning him into this. This thing.

Pushing himself bodily away from the tree, he angrily stalked into the night leaving almost no evidence that he had been there but for a lone burning cigerette that lay on the ground it light dying out slowly. The night growing darker. The only thing visible in the distance if a stranger had been going by would have been that faint orange turned red light, though would say if asked flickered out as if someone had just flipped a switch on a fading light.

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TBC

I try to update sooner with chapter 23, kisses every one. and Happy early thanks giving and what ever else holiday this month has.