It's Tough to Have a Crush

Faith knew they would have to talk sooner or later about what had just happened, but tonight wasn't the time. Buffy was drunk and the full effects of the alcohol now seemed to be hitting the petite blonde if her staggering walk and sick-looking face were anything to go by. The brunette also knew there was no way she could take Buffy home in this condition; Mrs. Summers would skin them both and Buffy would be grounded for an eternity.

Continuing to keep her arm around the listing blonde, Faith walked in the direction of her motel. At Buffy's questioning glance, the dark-haired girl grinned. "B, there's no way you can go home in this state. You mom would kill both of us and then resurrect you just so as she could ground you for the rest of your life!"

Buffy giggled, "Shupposhe you're right," she slurred out, before belching and becoming quite pale.

Faith noticed the slightly green tinge on Buffy's face and chuckled, knowing exactly what the blonde was feeling. She remembered it from the first time she had ever gotten wrecked and also how much she had puked until all the alcohol was out of her system.

Looking back at Buffy, she could see the older girl swallowing convulsively and knew that she was gonna hurl, it was only a matter of when and where. Picking up their pace a little, Faith tried to make sure they were safely ensconced in her motel room before Buffy blew.

Helping the blonde up the last few stairs to her room, Faith quickly pulled her keys out from her pocket and opened the door. Buffy had started to shudder and her face now now the palest of white tinged with a hint of grey. Knowing that the older girl wasn't going to last much longer, Faith lifted the petite Slayer and quickly carried her into the bathroom before setting her down on the floor beside the toilet. It seemed they got there just in time as Buffy gave one last shudder, burying her face in the toilet bowl and heaving for all she was worth.

Faith grimaced at the noises the older girl was making; she sounded like a distressed hump back whale and the echo from the toilet only seemed to intensify it. She noticed that the blonde's hair was in the direct line of fire and so pulled it out of the way. Unfortunately, that gave her full view of the contents of the blonde's stomach being emptied into the bowl.

"Damn, B! What the hell were you drinking? This sure as hell was just some 'ice tea,'" Faith said, her head drawing back as Buffy once again heaved uncontrollably.

It was clear Buffy was in no fit state to talk and sitting on the edge of the tub watching the blonde puke was beginning to have an effect on the brunette. Getting up, she grabbed a scrunchie from the cabinet and tied Buffy's hair into a ponytail before leaving the bathroom.

Rubbing her eyes tiredly, Faith realised she was going to have to call Mrs. Summers and tell her that Buffy was spending the night at her place. Sitting on the edge of the unmade bed, she lifted the receiver and dialled Buffy's number, looking at the clock to make sure it wasn't too late and that she wouldn't be disturbing the older woman.

The telephone rang on the other end for a few seconds before she heard it being answered.

"Summers residence," the singsong voice of Joyce Summers answered.

"Hey, Mrs S. it's Faith," the dark-haired girl started, hoping to God the woman didn't hear her daughter puking her guts out in the background.

"Oh, hello, Faith, is something wrong?" Joyce's voice was full of concern.

Faith hated lying to the woman, but she knew if Buffy was caught it would spell big trouble for both of them, especially her as she was the one who took the blonde to the club in the first place.

"Nah, nothing's wrong. Buffy's in the bathroom taking a quick shower," Faith lied, "she asked me to give you a call to tell you she's decided to spend the night here. You know, have a slumber party." Faith rolled her eyes at her own lie, she'd never been the type for slumber parties, but she knew it was something Buffy had done often and so it would be convincing to her mother.

"That's lovely, Faith. You girls have a great time!" Joyce answered with a smile in her voice.

"Sure thing, Mrs. S. We'll see ya tomorrow. Goodnight."

"Okay, sweetie, goodnight to you, too, and give Buffy a big hug from me." Joyce replied before hanging up the phone.

Putting the receiver back on its cradle, Faith sighed and rubbed her tired eyes again. It was then she noticed the distinct lack of noise coming from the bathroom and headed back in to see if everything was all right. Opening the door she peered in and saw Buffy exactly where she had left her. Mercifully the older Slayer had stopped vomiting and now sat with her cheek against the cool porcelain of the toilet bowl.

Stepping into the room, Faith went to the sink and wet a face cloth with cold water before kneeling down to the blonde and wiping her sweaty face. She saw a little colour had returned to the girl's pale features and so hoped the worst was now over.

Buffy looked up at the younger girl with tired eyes. Never had she felt so horrible in her entire life and she was glad that Faith had brought her back to her motel instead of taking her home because there was no way she could have dealt with her mother feeling like this. Smiling slightly at Faith as the brunette wiped at her face, the blonde thought about how gentle and attending the young Slayer was being, and hoped that it was because she cared and not just because she felt sorry for her.

h fih finished wiping Buffy's face off and saw the older girl smile at her. She smiled back at the pretty little blonde, before throwing the cloth into the sink and getting to her feet. "C'mon, B, let's get you up and into bed," Faith said as she filled a large glass with water and brought a bottle of aspirin out from the mirrored cabinet on the wall.

Buffy moved to get up then, realising something, sat back down her face flushing crimson.

Turning back to see that the blonde hadn't moved, Faith held her hand out to Buffy thinking perhaps the older girl couldn't get up. When the other Slayer made no move to accept her hand or get up on her own, Faith frowned. "B, c'mon, you gotta get up. You need to drink this water and take these aspirin or how you're feeling right now will be tripled by the morning."

Buffy's face flushed even redder, if that was possible, when she saw Faith looking at her with a frown. There was no way she was going to get up from here but she also knew she couldn't spend the night on Faith's bathroom floor. Her embarrassment becoming too much for her, the blonde started crying and hid her face in her arms.

Faith was worried enough about what was wrong with Buffy but as soon as the other gstarstarted crying, it finished her off and an uneasy panic rose in her throat. 'Maybe there's something really wrong?' the brunette thought to herself. 'What if she'd puked blood or something while I was out of the room?' Faith's mind was a whirl of questions and she quickly kneeled back down beside her sister Slayer, taking her into her arms.

"B, what's wrong, baby? Did something happen?" Faith questioned, her voice rising slightly.

Faith's hugging her and her obvious concern only made Buffy worse and what had been simple cryinw tuw turned to deep sobs. How could she tell Faith what had happened without the younger girl thinking less of her? How could she ever live this down?

Faith stroked the blonde's hair making shushing noises, and placing tiny kisses on top of her head. She was upset now herself, why was Buffy crying and why wouldn't she get up? After a moment she took matters into her own hands, they couldn't sit on this cold floor all night, especially if something was really wrong. This might be something too big for her to deal with and Buffy could need serious help. Getting to her feet, she pulled the protesting blonde with her and it was when picking her up she realised what the problem was. Swallowing hard and biting on her lip, Faith fought down her urge to laugh and instead schooled her features into a face as sympathetic and gentle as she could.

Bringing her mouth down to the still crying blonde's ear, Faith spoke gently to let the other girl know that she knew and that things were fine. "B, why didn't you just tell me?" she said, sitting the other girl down on top of the toilet.

Buffy sniffled and kept her chin on her chest, still unable to look the other girl in that face. "What was I supposed to say, Faith? Oh, by the way, I just peed myself, any chance of some clean undies?" the blonde replied sarcastically.

Faith tried once again not to laugh but couldn't help the giggle that rose in her throat from escaping. At the death glare she received from the other girl, she bit her lip and tried to look ashamed. "Geez, B, it's not that bad. Everyone's peed in their pants at one time or another, especially when they're drunk and doing their best impression of a fountain." the brunette said, trying to reassure Buffy that this was normal and not something she should be embarrassed about.

"God, Faith, I haven't wet myself since I was in kindergarten," Buffy pouted, her bottom lip trembling again.

"Yeah, but you also haven't been wrecked up till now and alcohol makes ya do some funny things." Faith replied. "Well, now that I know what the problem is, it's easily solved," the younger Slayer said, walking out into the bedroom before coming back in with a clean pair of panties and a pair of shorts.

"Let's get you cleaned up and into bed before anything else happens," the dark-haired girl said, fussing slightly over Buffy.

The older Slayer sighed and stood up trying to unfastened her pants to get them off. She wobbled and teetered before Faith noticed and steadied her, sitting her back down onto the toilet. "You just sit still, B, I'll take care of things," as she smiled up at her friend.

Unfastening the other girl's pants, Faith pulled them down over the blonde's hips, helping her to half stand before pulling them and the wet panties off and throwing them to the side of the room. Leaving Buffy sitting half naked for a moment, Faith took the wash cloth she had used earlier to wipe the blonde's face and this time rinsed it with warm water and added a little soap. Squatting back down in front of her friend, she used the cloth to gently wash the other girl's thighs before moving up to the juncture of her legs. This was something Faith had dreamed about doing since she had met Buffy, not washing her, but being between her legs and touching her most intimate parts. She looked at the blonde's neat little curls for a moment and then pulled herself out of her reverie, wondering how could she be such a perv thinking of touching the other girl when the poor soul was drunk and feeling like she'd just been through a wash and rinse cycle at the local Laundromat. Giving herself a shake, she gently swiped the cloth across the other girl's mound, making sure that she was clean and fresh before drying her off quickly and pulling on the panties and shorts she had brought in with her earlier.

Buffy watched Faith as she undressed her and then cleaned her up. She still felt embarrassed but a new feeing was now coming into play and it was something much better than what she had been feeling. It started as soon as Faith kneeled down before her and started cleaning her off with the warm cloth. It was a tingling sensation that came all the way from her toes right up to the top of her head but that seemed to be centred on the area Faith was taking care of. After a moment, Buffy realised it was arousal, and looking down at the dark-haired girl between her legs, she could see that she, too, was feeling it. When Buffy was about to take what little alcohol-induced courage she had left and let Faith know how she felt, she has saw the brunette reach for the towel and felt herself being quickly dried off before she was pulled into a clean pair of panties and a pair of shorts. A feeling of sadness crept over Buffy, it seemed that Faith didn't feel like that at all and was only trying to help her friend and sister Slayer out. The blonde once again felt embarrassed and ducked her head trying not to look Faith in the eye.

"Okay, B, we got you cleaned up, now let's get you to bed." Faith said, making a move to pick the other girl up and carry her into the bedroom.

"No, it's okay, Faith, I can walk myself," Buffy answered quickly, standing up and heading towards the door. After a moment, she staggered again and felt her head spinning before strong arms came around her and lifted her into the air carrying her to the bed.

Faith put Buffy down on the bed then headed back into the bathroom to fetch the glass of water and the aspirin bottle. Sitting the glass down on the nightstand, she flipped the bottle open and palmed two aspirin, handing them to the other girl. "Take these and drink the entire glass of water," she handed Buffy the glass, "the pills will help to stave off the headache and the water will stop you from getting dehydrated. That way when you wake up tomorrow you won't feel like you've just been beaten by ten Dontar demons."

Buffy took the pills and the water and downed them and handed the empty glass back to Faith. "Thanks for taking care of me," she said shyly, "I know you didn't have to, and, well, I'm glad you did."

Faith smiled back, "Well, I liked doing it…made me feel useful," the dark-haired girl blushed now too.

Pulling back the covers, Faith helped Buffy to get her legs into the bed before pulling the blankets up over her. She waited till the blonde was situated before stroking back the few strands of hair which escaped her ponytail and kissed her gently on the cheek. "Goodnight, B, I hope you don't feel too bad in the morning."

Buffy smiled at how gentle Faith was and she felt her cheek tingle where the younger girl had kissed it. "Goodnight, Faith, I hope I don't feel too bad, either," she chuckled before yawning and drifting off to sleep.

Faith watched Buffy sleep for a few minutes before she went back into the bathroom and cleaned up, putting Buffy's wet clothes into the hamper; she would wash them along with her own things and give them back to the girl when they were ready. Doing her nightly cleansing ritual, Faith looked at herself in the mirror and sighed. They would have to talk tomorrow and she just hoped she had the courage to tell Buffy how she felt, especially as she now knew the blonde cared for her too. Nodding her head and putting on Willow's famous 'resolve face,' she flipped the light switch in the bathroom and headed to bed. Climbing in behind Buffy, she spooned up against the other girl and let her arm drape over the blonde's side, trying not to wake her. She took a deep breath, breathing in the scent of the girl before her and smiled contentedly as she too began to drift off to sleep. Just as she was about to fall into the land of nod, she felt the older girl pull her arm tighter around her and she scooted closer until their bodies were completely touching. Smiling once more, Faith closed her eyes and let herself relax into sleep, her heart feeling at ease for the first time in years.


Buffy woke to a dry mouth and a mild pounding in her head. It really surprised her; she had been sure that when she woke up she would feel like death warmed over but instead she merely felt a little tired and achy. Faith was right, drinking the large glass of water and taking the aspirin had helped to stave off the worst effects of her drinking spree.

Closing her eyes again, the blonde could feel Faith still spooned behind her. It was obvious neither of them had moved during the night and Buffy could still feel the younger girl's arms wrapped tightly around her middle. She absently stroked the bare flesh, feeling how soft the skin was and how strong the muscles beneath were, thinking of the events of the previous night.

Buffy's face flushed slightly at the memories of what had taken place. She couldn't believe she had gotten piss drunk and got up on stage to sing a song to Faith, one telling her about how the blonde had a crush on her. 'Well, at least it wasn't the Bronze,' she thought to herself, she'd never have been able to live that one down, nor would her friends have let her either. Shaking her head slightly, Buffy's face flushed again. If doing what she did at the club seemed embarrassing, what had happened after Faith got her here was worse. Groaning slightly, she buried her face into the pillow as she thought of her little bathroom ordeal. It was bad enough having puked her guts out in front of the younger girl, but to have wet herself in the process, well, that just had to be her most embarrassing life experience yet.

Even through her embarrassment, Buffy thought about how caring and gentle Faith had been. God knows the girl had plenty to laugh at her about, but instead she had taken care of her and she hadn't even attempted to make fun of her once. She would have to talk to Faith about what had happened but, where she had once been dreading it, now she knew it would be all right. At one time she was sure the brunette would have laughed in her face or made some kind of sexual references, but after last night and Faith's reaction the discussion would be easy.

Buffy ran her fingers down Faith's forearm and clasped her hand over the top of the other girl's, feeling safe and warm in her embrace. She could feel the younger Slayer's breasts pushed up against her back and her breath blowing gently on her neck. Feeling a jolt of desire run through her body at the sensations of Faith pressed so close up against her, Buffy moaned slightly and her grip tightened on the other girl's arm.

"Steady there, B, you might break it." Buffy heard Faith sleep husky voice from behind and lessened her grip.

"Sorry," the blonde whispered.

"'S okay, B, I'm a big girl I can take it," Faith replied, tightening her grip around Buffy for emphasis.

Buffy smiled at Faith's words and both girls lay silently for a while. Faith had made no move to disentangle herself from Buffy and the blonde had not let go of her arm. After a few minutes of comfortable silence Buffy cleared her throat. "I think we need to talk, Faith," she said feeling the brunette behind her tense slightly before relaxing again.

"Yeah, B, I think we do too."

Buffy moved slightly out of Faith's arms and turned over until she was face to face with the other woman. Looking into the deep brown eyes before her, the blonde felt her heart flutter and her feeling for the younger Slayer intensify. It had taken her a while to first recognise and then accept her feelings for Faith but now that she had, and things were semi out in the open, she wanted to tell the brunette just how she felt and hoped her like, no, love was returned.

Taking a deep breath and closing her eyes for a moment to gather her thoughts, Buffy took the brunette's hand in her own and held it between them. Clamping down on her nerves, she smiled and began. "Faith, first of all I want to thank you for last night," she said sincerely.

"Hey, B, it…" before Faith could finish Buffy cut her off.

"No, I want you to listen to me first before you say anything, okay?"

Faith nodded her assent and smiled at the blonde, encouraging her to continue.

"Last night, despite getting drunk and making a complete fool of myself," she flushed slightly before going on, "well, it was one of the best nights of my life. I loved spending time with you, both in the cemetery and in the club. It was great to feel so free and to get to do it with you only made it better." Buffy ducked her head slightly before raising it again and looking once more into Faith's face.

"I know since you got here you've either thought that I hated you or at least that I barely tolerated you, but it's not true. I've liked you from the moment we met. I felt the Slayer connection between us and, for once in a very long time, I actually felt as ease cause you knew exactly how it felt to be me." She smiled at Faith's nod. "But after about a week of you being here, the feelings of friendship began to intensify and then change. Instead of just seeing you as my Slaying partner, I started to see more…" Buffy trailed off, not sure if she could continue. She felt Faith squeeze her hand gently, helping to give her the strength to carry on. She'd started now and had come this far, so she had to finish.

"I started noticing every little detail about you. How you walked, how you talked, how you got this evil little grin on your face when you were flirting with Xander and knowing it was pissing Cordy off. How you're so good to Willow, even though you try to hide it all the time. How you actually really do listen to Giles, though you make it look to everyone that you're bored and really don't care. Geez, I even noticed the way you eat, especially how blissful a look you get on your face when you're licking an ice cream cone."

Buffy saw Faith blush and brought her free hand up to gently trace the brunette's face. "I noticed how beautiful you are. How your eyes are so deep and soulful. How no matter how tough you act that there's always gentleness in them. I saw your beautiful mouth, how your lips pout just so, and how when you smile it could light up a whole room. And your voice? Well, let's just say that every time I hear it, especially when you're tired or horny, it makes my knees weak."

She continued to look directly at the brunette, hoping that her face and eyes would help to let Faith know just how much she meant all of this. Smiling gently, Buffy carried on. "Soon all of those things were in my head 24/7 and I was terrified of it. Of how I was feeling, of how you would react to how I was feeling. Of what would happen with Angel, my mom or the gang if they figured it out. So, I thought the best thing to do was stay away. Stay away from my friends so they wouldn't realise, and stay away from you in the hopes the feelings would subside and eventually go away." Buffy sighed, shrugging her shoulders. "It didn't work, though, and all it did was make Willow and Giles worry, make Xander mad at me, and you think that I really do hate you."

Seeing the sad look in the younger girl's eyes, Buffy knew that was exactly what Faith had thought of her. She was angry at herself for letting the brunette think that way for so long but now she was going to change all that.

"Faith, I'm sorry for letting you think that I hated you, or that I didn't want you around, but I was scared and I just didn't know how to deal with it. Last night, though, I just couldn't go on pretending any longer. I don't know if it was the alcohol or just my heart wasn't listening to my head any more, but I just had to let you know that I don't hate you, not in any way, shape or form…in fact, I think I'm in love with you." Buffy finished and looked at Faith, wanting to see what reaction she would get from the younger girl.

Faith was shaking; she had lain silently through Buffy's speech, her heart beating faster with every word the older girl said. She couldn't believe that Buffy was saying all these amazing things to her and about her. She wanted to pinch herself just to make sure she wasn't dreaming. She could see Buffy looking at her expectantly and she knew she would need to answer.

"B…Buffy…I…I don't know what to say." At the look on the blonde's face, she quickly carried on. "I mean, shit, I never thought I'd hear you say the things you just did, even though I've pretty much dreamed about it since the day we met…" the brunette trailed off as she tried to get her words together.

Taking a moment to think about what she was going to say, Faith looked deep into the blonde's eyes, hoping that they would give her the courage to tell Buffy exactly how she felt. "I'm not gonna fancy this up, B, I'm just gonna tell you it like it is." Faith started, holding onto Buffy's hand tightly. "I love you, Buffy, I have since the first night I laid eyes on you, in that pretty little outfit of yours outside the Bronze." She grinned when she saw Buffy blushing. "I've never believed in that whole love at first sight shit, hell, I've hardly believed in love. But, seeing you that night, my whole body just did something I couldn't explain. It wasn't just a physical thing, all of me just kinda opened up and everything seemed right."

Pausing for a moment to see if she was making sense to the older girl, she sighed in relief when Buffy nodded. "I thought it was just the whole 'Slayer' thing and that it was like some kind of advanced vamp sensor, but when it didn't go away when I wasn't near you; I knew it had to be something else."

Stopping again and taking another deep breath, Faith continued. "I've never been in love before, B. Hell, I don't really know what love is. But the way I feel when I'm with you, it's more than I've ever experienced and if it's not love, then fuck knows what it is."

Bringing her hand up to run her fingers through Buffy's hair, which was now loose of it's ponytail, Faith's voice cracked slightly as she spoke. "All I know, B, is that I want to be with you in every way possible, not just some quick fuck, but giving all of myself to you, body, heart and soul, and having you do the same to me. I want to love you and be loved in return…forever." Faith blushed crimson at her last words.

Buffy was stunned by Faith's words, never had she thought the girl would open up and reveal so much or that she would be able to vocalise her feelings so eloquently. Seeing her now and hearing her words, coupled with the tender care she had taken of the blonde the night before, Buffy knew Faith was truly a sheep in wolves clothing. Here was a girl who, to the outside world, showed nothing but a hard heart and a sassy attitude, but in the safety of her own room, in bed with the woman she loved, the brunette was able to show just how big a heart she had and how truly beautiful her soul was. It touched Buffy in ways she never thought possible and her love for the young Slayer only grew.

Moving forward, Buffy took Faith's chin between her fingers and looked deep into her eyes before bringing her mouth to the brunette's ear and whispering: "I love you too, Faith, for as long as you want me, which better be a damn long time cause I'm not going anywhere."

Faith shivered, not only at Buffy's gently voice in her ear, but at the words the blonde was saying to her. She never thought that she would have this moment and now that it was here she was going to grab hold of it and never let go. "Good, cause I want you for ever and for always," Faith replied, pulling Buffy close against her and holding the blonde with bone-crushing strength, letting her know just how much she was loved, wanted and needed.

Turning her face against Faith's, Buffy began to kiss the girl's cheek before moving round to her mouth and claiming the brunette's lips with her own. She started off gently, she'd never done this before and was unsure of how to g, but soon instinct took over and she deepened the kiss, flicking her tongue over the younger girl's lips, seeking permission to enter her mouth.

Faith moaned and opened her lips to Buffy, letting the blonde's tongue slide in and explore her mouth thoroughly. She could feel her head spinning and even though she was lying down her knees were weak. She's been kissed many times before and most of them were good, but this was indescribable, the feelings that were coursing through her body at the feel of the others girl's soft lips and tongue touching her own were blowing Faith away. She let herself just enjoy the sensation for a moment, buon hon her body began to urge her on, telling her she needed more than just these wonderful kisses. Growling deep in her throat, the brunette pushed Buffy until she was lying on her back and then placed herself on top of the blonde, their bodies touching from head to toe.

Buffy was a little shocked at Faith's sudden movement but as soon as she felt the taller girl's body on top of her own she lost most of her rational thought and just gave herself to the moment. Faith's kisses soon deepened and became more passionate, sending wave after wave of arousal through the blonde's body, which arched up in response to the body on top of it. As she felt her breasts press against Faith's, Buffy knew they had to get rid of the little clothing they were wearing; she needed to feel the younger Slayer's skin touch her own.

As if mind reading the older Slayer's thoughts, Faith pulled up from Buffy till she was on her knees straddling the other woman. She was caught up in the lust now and it showed in her entire bearing. Her hair was mussed, her pupils dilated and her eyes almost on fire, her pouty lips were more swollen due to their frantic kisses the girls had shared and her breathing was deep and shallow. Her skin practically glowed and already small beads of sweat were appearing on her chest and neck. Buffy thought she had never seen anything more beautiful in her life, but she was wrong, because the minute the brunette ripped her tank top over her head exposing her body the blonde's breath was almost quite literally taken away. Faith's breasts were full and pert and topped with deep dusky pink nipples which were puckered and hard, just begging to be licked and sucked. Her abdomen was beautifully toned and the muscles rippled with each movement she made. Sitting astride Buffy, she looked to the blonde like an ancient Greek Goddess and Buffy was more than willing to worship her.

Faith was pleased to see the look on Buffy's face as she was admired by the older girl. She knew she was a good looking girl, many had told her so but none of that mattered now, all she cared about was the complete look of love and desire in the beautiful hazel eyes looking at her. Arching her back to push her breasts forward, Faith ran her hands up her sides over her breasts and up into her hair and was rewarded by a gasping moan which came from beneath her. Smiling internally, she knew she had Buffy hooked and she was determined to make herself and this loving the best the blonde had ever had.

Looking back down at Buffy, Faith was amazed to see just how turned on her sister Slayer was. Her eyes were wide with desire, her face was flushed, her breathing was becoming more and more rapid and her body fairly shook with arousal. Taking pity on the older girl, Faith brought her hands down and pulled off the little halter top that Buffy was wearing, hearing her gasp when the cool air hit her almost painfully erect nipples. The brunette had always known the older girl was stunning, but to get to see it up close and personal was more than she could ever have dreamed. Buffy's breasts were smaller than her own but Faith knew they would fit perfectly into her hands and her nipples were a medium pink. She was thinner than Faith and, although her stomach was toned, it tended to dip inwards. Staring at her soon-to-be lover for a moment, the dark-haired girl did hest tst to memorise every curve and line of the other girl's body, letting her eyes roam feely and unabashedly over the blonde's lithe form.

Buffy couldn't take it any more, as much as she was enjoying looking and Faith and having Faith look at her in return she needed to touch and taste. She'd been aroused before but never to this degree and all she could think about was feeling the other girl's body against her own. She wanted Faith on her, under her and mostly, in her. The need to be filled by the other girl was so strong Buffy felt like she were going to die and so, taking matter into her own hands, she flipped Faith off her, and so reversed their positions.

Faith was momentarily taken aback by Buffy's aggressiveness but she soon gave herself up to it when she felt the blonde licking, kissing, and scraping her teeth over her neck and shoulder. The blonde may never have been with another woman before but she seemed to know exactly where to touch and for this the dark-haired girl was grateful.

The first touch of Buffy's naked body against Faith's sent the blonde into over-drive and she began licking, biting, and sucking at the neck of the girl below her. She could feel the brunette's nipples pressing against her own, especially each time one of them moved, and it was driving her insane. Taking a long lick up from the dark-haired girl's neck, up over her chin and to her mouth, Buffy once again kissed Faith with an almost consuming passion. Her tongue darted in and out of the girl's mouth in an almost fucking motion and she pushed herself further down onto Faith if that were at all possible.

Feeling both Buffy pushing harder against her, and the things that she was doing to her mouth with her tongue finished Faith off and she flipped them once more until she was on top of Buffy. As much as she was looking forward to the older girl making love to her, this was something she had dreamed about and she was going to make the blonde feel like she had never felt before. Pulling away from the kiss, her breathing ragged, Faith looked deep into Buffy's eyes. "I'm going to make love to you, B, like no-one else ever has…" she started, but was cut off with Buffy's almost wailing moan.

"Faith, please, don't talk, show me." The blonde begged, tears in her eyes she was so aroused.

Not needing to be told twice, Faith brought her mouth back down to Buffy and kissed her deeply once more before kissing over her chin and down onto her neck. She knew, like herself, that the blonde's neck was a sensitive spot so she licked and sucked every inch of it, biting down gently on the places that the older girl liked most. It was having the desired effect, for Buffy's breath was practically heaving now and she gasped and moaned at every touch of the dark-haired girls tongue. Licking her way over Buffy collar bone, Faith began to kiss her way downward until she reached the older Slayer's breasts. Using her hands to caress up Buffy's sides, she brought her hands to the small but perfectly formed mounds before her and caressed them with her palms, letting her finger tips graze over the nipples, making them harder than she thought possible. She did this for a while but soon her need to taste was overpowering and she brought her mouth down and took Buffy's right nipple into her mouth. She sucked gently at first but soon applied more pressure when she felt the blonde's hand grab the back of her head. Taking the entire nipple and areola into her mouth, Faith sucked hard while at the same time flicking her tongue over the very tip of the nipple, grinning when she heard the blonde almost scream out. She continued to do this, moving from one nipple to the other, sucking and flicking and sometimes biting down, all the while caressing the beautiful flesh with her hands.

Buffy was being driven insane; the feel of Faith's mouth on her nipples and her hands caressing her breast was pushing her to the edge. She needed more and she could tell if it were up to Faith she wouldn't get it for a long time. Bucking her hips up against Faith in a steady rhythm, she hoped the other girl would get the idea and move down her body to where she needed to be touched and filled. Tears were pricking at her eyes and the sensations running through her body were like nothing she had ever felt before, but she needed more, so much more.

Faith could feel Buffy's hips bucking wildly beneath her and could hear the almost steady whimpering of the older girl. She had wanted to draw this out, make it last forever, but it was becoming too much for the blonde and, if she were honest, for herself too. They would have the rest of their lives to make slow sweet love, but for now they needed it fast, they needed to express their pent up love and desire to one another, they needed their release. Kissing her way down from Buffy's breasts across her stomach and hips, Faith encountered the shorts she had given the blonde the night before. Not caring one damned bit about them, she grabbed them and ripped them from the older Slayer's body, taking the small pair of panties beneath with it too. As soon as Buffy's sex was freed from its confines, Faith could smell the other girl's arousal and her mouth instantly began to water. It had taken her all her strength of will not to touch and taste the blonde the night before in the bathroom and, looking down at the beautifully neat curls, which were now soaked with Buffy's juices, Faith licked her lips and thanked all the Gods and Goddesses that she didn't need to have that strength now, because if she had she was sure there was no way she could do it.

Kissing back down over the blonde's hips and mound, Faith let her tongue lightly graze over the damp curls, letting her taste for the first time the beauty beneath her. It was intoxicating and, not caring about whether it was proper etiquette or not, the dark-haired girl lowered her head and dove straight in. The time for slow and gentle love were through, now she goingoing to have her fill of Buffy and her own arousal grew ten-fold.

Pushing the blonde's legs over her shoulders, making her more open to her touch, Faith brought her fingers to the blonde's labia and stroked them gently before parting them and seeing for the first time the beautiful pink, swollen and throbbing clit of the older girl. The scent of her arousal was all around Faith, making her almost drunk and, bringing her face forward she took a long slow lick from the bottom of the girl's opening right up over the top of her clit. She heard Buffy call out and felt the girl push herself up into her face. She knew the blonde wasn't going to last long but she still wanted to make this last longer than a few minutes, so she continued the long flat strokes of her tongue, being sure never to push down to firmly on the swollen bundle of nerves. Buffy tasted amazing and Faith savoured every drop of the juices which flowed freely from the older girl, letting them wash over her taste buds, committing the flavour to memory. After only a few more licks the blonde started gushing and Faith knew she needed to step up the pace. Bringing her tongue into direct contact with the Buffy's clit, she tightened her tongue muscles making it firm and she began to lick and flick the nubbin before her, slowly at first but then increasing the pace and pressure when she felt the other girl shaking below her.

Bringing the fingers of her right hand down to Buffy's opening, Faith inserted first one finger then another after the first slipped in so easily and began pumping gently in and out of the blonde while at the same time never moving her tongue away from the blonde Slayer's clit. She could hear Buffy moaning continuously now and it spurred her on, letting her know this was exactly what the blonde wanted and needed. Stepping up the pace a little more, Faith licked harder on Buffy's clit before taking it into her mouth and sucking on it like it were a piece of candy, at the same time pushing her fingers as deep inside the girls as she could get. She knew her lover was close, she could feel her internal muscles quiver and begin their ascent to orgasm. Using all of the strength in her arm now, Faith pumped furiously in and out of the blonde, curling her fingers at the top of her cervix with every inward motion. Her tongue never stilled and she went between fast licks, pushing the flat of her tongue down on the to the clit and then taking it into her entire mouth and flicking it, just like she had done with the blonde's nipples beforehand.

Buffy couldn't take it any longer; between what Faith was doing to her clit and the feeling of her fingers deep inside her, pushing against her sweet spot witeryterything thrust she knew this was going to be the most intense orgasm she'd ever had. Grabbing at the sheets and twisting them in a death grip, Buffy felt her orgasm begin in her toes and work its way up her body. Her back arched up till she was almost completely off the bed, only the crown of her head and her feet still touching the mattress. Crying out Faith's name, she felt her internal muscles clamp down and her body begin to shudder convulsively. Never before had she felt like this, every muscle and fibre of her being was burning and screaming out in the intense pleasure the younger girl was creating in her, tears rolled down her cheeks and a blinding light flashed before her eyes. She could hear herself screaming out the other girl's name but for some reason it sounded distant and it was then that Buffy realised she was on the verge of passing out. She had to stop Faith now before it was too late and, gathering what little sense she had left she pulled at the younger girl's head, "Please, baby you have to stop, I…I…I can't!" she begged, but it was too late, for Faith had replaced her fingers with her tongue and was now pushing it as deeply inside the blonde as she could in a punishing rhythm, which once again sent Buffy spiralling into another orgasm.

Faith rode Buffy through her two orgasms, licking biting and sucking at the girl, using her fingers and mouth the best ways she knew how. The blonde's juices flowed from her like a tap and Faith didn't care if she drowned in them for at that moment had she never seen, felt or heard anything more beautiful than her lover in the throws of her passion. She could feel Buffy pushing at her head and begging her to stop, but she couldn't; she had to go on and make this woman experience everything she had to offer, and so removed her fingers from the blonde and replaced it with her tongue, driving it in as far she could go and using it expertly to fuck the screaming woman above her. After a moment, she felt the blonde's quivering body go limp and she removed her mouth from her lover's sex. Looking up the blonde, she grinned as she saw her baby, out cold, a beautific smile on her face.

Licking her lips and then sucking on her fingers to clean herself of her lover's juices, Faith kissed her way back up the blonde's body till she was once again lying beside her. The older Slayer was stunning, her skin was flushed and sweaty, her hair was in total disarray and her bottom lip was slightly swollen from where Faith could see she's been biting down on it in an effort not to scream. She knew Buffy would come to soon and she just took the moment to enjoy looking at and studying the woman she loved. After a beat, the older girl's eyes fluttered open and she took in a gasping breath as she realised what had happened.

Buffy turned her head slightly to look at the woman who had just given her the most amazing experience of her life, the woman who she loved and loved her in return. Tears once again pricked at her eyes and the blonde couldn't hold them back as they slipped down her cheeks and onto the pillow below her.

Faith's eyes widened when she saw Buffy crying and she began to panic slightly. Had she done something wrong? Was this not really what Buffy wanted? Was she regretting this now? Sitting up, as if to get away from the blonde, Faith felt a hand stop her before she could go too far.

"Faith, no! It's not what you think!" Buffy almost cried out after she realised what the younger Slayer was thinking. "It's just that I'm…I'm so happy and in love, and I've just been made love to like never before, and I…I just can't help the tears." She finished, smiling at the brunette who had turned to face her.

"Oh, B…Buffy, I thought you didn't want this and well…" Faith trailed off, no longer able to voice her thoughts.

"No, baby, this is ALL I want. It may have taken me a while to realise it, but you're all I want, all I NEED." Buffy said emphatically, and then she whispered, "I can't not have you in my life now."

Pulling Faith back down beside her, Buffy took her lover into her arms and held the dark-haired girl, letting every ounce of her love pour into the embrace to assure Faith that this was it now, that they would be together forever and there was nothing more in the Universe Buffy wanted more. Bringing her lips once more to Faith's, Buffy kissed her deeply all the while tracing her face with her fingers, learning every smooth line and curve so that even if she wasn't with Faith, everything about her would be in her memory and all she would have to do was close her eyes and see her.
Deepening the kiss, Buffy let her hand trail down the dark-haired girl's neck and shoulder to her breast where she cupped it gently, feeling the hard nipple press into her palm. Caressing the flesh, she let her fingers wander to the other girl's nipple and began pulling at it, hearing Faith moan.

Laying Faith on her back, Buffy was just about to manoeuvre herself on top of the brunette when the telephone rang, interrupting them. The both groaned in unison and, despite Faith's pleas that they not answer it, Buffy's natural worry came in to play and she convinced the dark-haired girl to answer.

Sighing dramatically, Faith rolled her eyes at the blonde and reached over her lifting the receiver. "Hello," she answered in a grumpy voice. "Oh, hey, Red…yeah…no way!" Faith said, her eyebrows shooting up into her hairline.

Buffy's curiosity was piqued and she tried to get Faith to tell her what was happening, "Faith, what is it?"

Faith, for her part, merely brushed of the blonde's question and continued her conversation, "You're shitting me, right?? Oh man, I don't believe this!" she laughed.

Buffy made an insistent face at Faith, letting the brunette she wanted in on just what was so funny, but Faith held up her hand to shush the older Slayer before she even began and made a face letting her know she would tell her as soon as she had finished speaking to Willow.

"We'll, G-man is gonna be well pissed at this…yeah, at least it gets us out of having to come there today for 'study group'" the brunette said down the phone sarcastically. "Okay, Red, I'll tell Buffy, no worries…Yup, we'll catch up with you guys later. Don't know when but we'll give you a call." Faith finished and hung up the phone.

"So?" Buffy asked, "What's the what?"

Faith grinned again, "You're never gonna believe this, B, but see those headless animals?"
At Buffy's nod Faith went on, "well, it's nothing to do with any kind of weird ritual or something. G-man got a call from Snyder earlier et het him know they had found the culprits. Guess who it was, B?" Faith said, beginning to laugh again.

"I have no idea, Faith, just tell me!" the blonde said, poking her lover in the ribs.

"It was the Razorbacks. The dumb jocks thought it would be fun to play a joke on the science geeks, so they broke into the labs after practise and chopped the poor hamster's heads off." Faith finished, shaking her head.

"Eeeeeeeeeew, that's gross!" Buffy replied wrinkling her nose. "Thank God I never became a Cheerleader when I transferred here."

Faith laughed at the look of disgust on the blonde's face and waggled her eyebrows at her. "Actually, I'm kind sad you didn't," she said, "Now I get to miss seeing you in your little skirt and spankies." Faith pouted.

Buffy grinned at her lover and pushed her back down onto the bed before straddling her once more, "Actually, I still have my old cheerleader outfit from Hemry…maybe if you're a good girl I'll give you a private cheer." She said, leaning down to kiss the brunette thoroughly.

Pulling away from the kiss for a moment, Faith looked up at Buffy and grinned, "How much more of a good girl do I need to be after that performance?" she asked, referring to their recent lovemaking.

"Oh, you have to be good for me now," Buffy answered, "I want to hear you scream at least once today…" the blonde trailed off before licking down the brunettes neck and sucking none too gently on her pulse point. She grinning to herself when the only response she got from Faith was a loud moan.

The End!!