Just Another Game

Author: pixel
Title: Just Another Game
Chapter: 2/?
Pairing: Spike/Xander
Rating: NC17
Feedback: always welcome and read even if I don’t respond
quickly
Concrit much appreciated and possibly needed
Disclaimer: Anything you recognise is still owned by Joss et al ~ anything new is mine.
Warnings/Squicks: BDSM,implied n/c,anal/oral
Summary: ficlet, spander through the years
Beta(s): don’t have one
Distribution: hell, if anyone wants it just take it.
Just drop me a line so I can take a look.
Everything in italics is Spike’s thought’s

Xander had no idea how long he’d had to wait for Spike to
get home and find him, but when he heard the vampire
take in an unneeded breath he realised he wasn’t alone.
He clutched helplessly at the collar in his hands and
prayed he’d done the right thing, that this is what
Spike wants.

Yes, finally he sees. Mine, all mine. Spike had
known almost from the first that this is what he wanted,
what they both needed, but he’d had to go so slow;
ease Xander into it. Let the mortal slowly discover what
he truly wanted instead of listening to his demon and
just taking what he already considered his.

When Xander had agreed to try being his slave for
his deathday present he’d known they were nearly there,
and the past few weeks had been torture while he
waited for Xander to make up his mind. Now that was
all over, no more waiting, Xander wanted this too.

He knew that Xander had no idea of the picture he
made, kneeling, hard and waiting for his Master.
He was completely unaware still of how he looked to
others, of how attractive he truly was. So
beautiful, god I never thought I could love
someone so much, have to get this right, couldn’t
bear to frighten him off now, not when we’re so close.

“Xander luv look at me,” Xander’s eyes flicked up
briefly before they went back to the floor, he wasn’t
going to get this wrong, good pets kept their eyes
down and that’s what he was going to do, anyhow it
was easier, that way if Spike didn’t want him he
wouldn’t have to see the rejection in his eyes.
Spike knelt down and gently grasped Xander’s chin
and used it to raise his face so that their eyes were
level. He needed to know that Xander was sure,
that he wouldn’t regret it later, and for that he
needed to see Xander’s eyes. They were one of
his love’s best features, dark and expressive
and every emotion Xander felt shone through
them.

He’s so anxious, heart’s going a mile a minute,
god I hope he’s not doing this before he’s ready.
Smells so scared, don’t want that, want him to
want me, all of me not fear me. “Xander, no
rules now pet, just us. I need to know you
understand, that you want this. I have to be sure
you accept this because you want it as much as
I do, not because you think it’s what I want.”
Please let him say yes, I don’t think I’ll live
if he walks away from this now, not sure I can
let him go even if he wants it.

“You want this.….?” Xander’s voice trembled a
little as he voiced his question.Shit that’s
what’s got him scared, he’s afraid I’ll say no.
God how can he not fucking know how much
I need him, how can he not see that he’s
such a prize.

“Yes luv I want this, want you now
and always. You know that’s what this means
luv, right? We do this and there’s no walking
away, no changing your mind, you will belong
to me forever and I would never let you go.”
yes that fear smell’s all gone, now he
smells more like my boy, all pheromones
and love

“You’ve no idea how good that sounds, that
you want me that much, that’s all I want;
to be yours, however you want me.”

“Know that luv, but you have to be certain,
you’ll be giving up all your choices, what you
do, where we live, clothes you wear. All of it
my decision not yours. It won’t be like we
are now, no more games. I’ll take your body
as and when I please and you won’t have
any right to say no and you’ll only get
pleasure from it if that pleases me.”
Christ he wants that, his pheromones
shot through the roof.

“I understand that Spike, and I’ve done
nothing but think about it for the last two
months, this is what I want, no second
thoughts, no doubts. Just so long as you
stop trying to talk me out of it. I love you
and I trust you to always do what’s best
for me, even when that isn’t what I want.”

The last part was said with a hint of
humour but Spike could see his boy still
needed the reassurance that Spike
wanted him too. “This is it then luv, this
is us, now and forever. From this night
you are mine. Now I’m not collaring
you here on the living room floor,
so get your arse into the bedroom, toy.”

Eyes back down, a feeling of pure joy
running through his body as he
anticipated what was coming next,
Xander flexed his knees and began
to rise to unsteady feet.

“Did I say you could stand up toy?”

Ohshitohshitohshit, he’d screwed up
already, “No Master.”

“Hands and knees then, don’t want
to get punished already do you?”
Christ look at him, arse in the air,
wriggling as he crawls, his cock’s so
hard already, better get a ring on him
or he’s never going to last. Can’t hardly
believe this, want to just bury myself
in him, never let him up. Got to calm
down a bit or I won’t last but a second
either, and we both need more than
that tonight. Give him a minute, let
him wait on me.

When Spike got himself under control
and followed Xander into the bedroom,
he saw his boy kneeling again by the
bed, eyes lowered, hands clasped
behind his back, body trembling with
need; the perfect image of a slave.
He’d put the collar on the small
bedside table next to a bottle of their
favourite oil.

“Get up on the bed, on your back,
legs spread, stick the pillows under
your arse; want to be able to see
you properly. Now grab the slick pet,
want to watch you prepare yourself
for me, remember the rules though.”

Xander poured a few drops of the oil
onto his hand and coated his fingers
in the slick, he pushed one inside,
gasping a little at the burn he always
felt when he was first breached, he
moved it slowly and carefully and a
moment later added a second
finger, gently scissoring them to
stretch himself. He’d not needed to
be reminded to avoid his prostate,
‘cos he knew if he touched it at
all, he’d wind up cumming without
permission. All too soon he was
told to stop so he reluctantly
removed his fingers, leaving his
hole gasping and hungry.

Spike leaned over the bed, trailing
his fingers up the length of Xander’s
body, stopping to twist and pull at
his aching nipples and finishing up
pressing against his lips. Xander
obediently opened his mouth,
sucking the fingers in, licking up
and down their length. Withdrawing
from that hot mouth Spike allowed his
now moistened fingers to drift down
and trace light patterns up and down
Xander’s already over-sensitised
cock.

Taking pity on the writhing figure
below him, Spike grabbed a leather
cock ring and fastened it tightly
on Xander’s length.“Don’t want to
make this too hard on you pet, so I’ll
give you a little help. Gonna train
you though, make it so you don’t
need this ring, so you can never
cum unless I say. What do you say
pet, do you like your pressie?”

“Yes Master, thank you for
helping me.”

“Now pet, tonight’s special so
I’m not going to tie you up, you’re
going to control yourself for me.
Reach up and grab the bars, now
you keep your hands there no
matter what. Understand?”

“Yes Master.”

“Now spread your legs further
for me and put your feet up flat
on the bed, good pet. You’ve no
idea pet how wonderful you look
like that, all spread out and wanting,
aching for me to touch you.”

Ignoring the bounty waiting for
him, Spike turned away from the bed
and slowly started to remove his
clothes, knowing how much this would
turn Xander on and restraining a
chuckle when he heard a long groan
from Xander at the first sight of his
arse. When he was sure he had himself
under control, Spike turned back
to the bed.

“Remember pet, you don’t move,
if you do I’ll stop. No talking either,
no sound unless I ask you a question,
then I expect a proper answer. Ok?”

“Yes Master.” Xander’s voice was
even more strained than before and
Spike knew he had to complete this
or he’d lose control himself.

Spike got up on the bed and crawled
up Xander’s body, kneeling on his
shoulders and resting his cock on
Xander’s lips, he knew how much the
boy wanted to open his mouth and
draw him in and was impressed he
managed to restrain him self.
“Just for tonight pet, I want you
looking at me, you keep your
eyes open and on mine at all
times,” Need to know tonight,
need to be sure what he feels all
the time. “Open.”

Xander opened his mouth and
sucked Spike’s cock inside,
immediately starting to do all
the things he’d been taught,
licking and nibbling at the hard
length, just brushing it lightly
with his teeth before swallowing
it deep in his throat and starting
to hum. Christ, so good such
a mouth on him. “Such a
good boy, my pet. You’re such a
good little cock-sucker, you love
every second don’t you,” When
Xander swallowed again Spike
knew he wouldn’t last much
longer so he started to thrust
deep in Xander’s throat,
thanking god he’d been able to
train the boy to take him that
way without gagging. Pulling out
at the moment he felt his balls
tightening he sprayed his cum
on Xander’s face and chest,
rubbing it in and covering the
boy with his scent whilst Xander
licked his already re-hardening
cock clean. Bloody good job
I’m a vampire, would take a
human way too fucking long to
recover from a blowjob like that.

Sliding back down his boy’s body
he positioned himself at Xander’s
entrance; knowing that if he
wanted Xander to listen to him he
needed to get him off quick or the
boy was going to wind up mindless with
lust. A pretty enough sight, him
writhing and mindless, but not tonight,
need his mind too tonight.
Locking his eyes with Xander’s, Spike
flexed his hips and thrust deep into
his pet’s body, feeling that hot channel
clench around him and knowing he was
getting what he had longed for tonight;
he knew he wasn’t going to last long.

Looking up at the sudden smell of
blood, he realised Xander had bitten
through his bottom lip in his attempt
to obey orders and keep quiet. The
smell of fresh blood was intoxicating,
so Spike leaned forward and once again
sealed their lips together, using his
tongue to clear every last trace of blood
from Xander’s mouth. He could sense
the need pouring off Xander, the
desperation for him to move, to bring
release and much as he enjoyed his
pet’s torment, now was not the time.

Spike started pumping in and out
of Xander’s body, hard and fast,
but with no real rhythm. Only
occasionally brushing Xander’s
prostate, teasing him to even greater
arousal. “Who am I pet?”

“Master.” The answer was quickly
ground out.

Running his hands possessively
up and down Xander’s body he
whispered in his ear, “Who
are you?”

“Master’s toy.”

“What are you?”

“Master’s fuck-toy.”

“You belong to me?”

“Yes Master.”

Snapping his hips back faster
and faster, driving into Xander’s
body, now making sure to
stimulate his prostate with
each stroke, Spike then reached
down and removed the cock-ring,
“You can cum with me pet,
but not before.”

“Thank you Master.”

At the last second, just as he
was about to cum Spike let out
a scream of ”Mine!”, before
leaning firward and burying his
fangs in Xander’s neck, Oh jesus
he tastes so good, he’s mine now,
can feel it, taste it in the blood.
Forever..Spike came with a
roar, followed by Xander who was
left limp and barely conscious.
Staring into the dazed eyes of his
new toy, Spike knew he’d got
everything he could ever want,
reaching over to the bedside he
grabbed the collar and gently
fastened it around Xander’s neck;
before kissing him softly and
wrapping himself round the warm
sated body of his love.
“Sleep now pet.”

After all toy’s gonna need
his strength, gotta punish him
tomorrow, he tried to get up
without permission and he
groaned when I told him to
be silent. Wonderful
images of all the things he
was going to do to Xander
drifting through his brain,
Spike followed his lover
into sleep.


tbc…….