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Forgive Me

By: Ellixer
folder BtVS AU/AR › FemmeSlash - Female/Female › Buffy/Faith
Rating: Adult +
Chapters: 8
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Disclaimer: I do not own Buffy the Vampire Slayer (BtVS), nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
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part 2

Title: Forgive Me (2/8)Author: Justchicky2bme
Rating: PG 13
Disclaimer: Show and characters belong to J.W. and those other people.
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Notes: My first ever BtVS fic, and slash fic. Lyrics come from Coldplay ‘Sparks.’ I changed my mind on the song. Go easy on me; I know not what I do. Ummm this is really short but I hope you all like it anyway. .



The silence was deafening, surrounding them and wrapping them. Could there really be any words for them to say? Buffy contemplated her actions. She can’t really be doing this, this can’t be real. Maybe she died again or something. This is probably a bad, bad idea. ‘Stupid Buffy, what have you gotten yourself into.’ She berated herself, then automatically praised God that this was happening. The rain paused for a moment and Buffy looked up at a hole in the clouds, a handful of stars sparkled like diamonds.



They walked along the street like shadows, unnoticed by anyone, drifting in their own thoughts, and the words that had been spoken. Faith felt a need to run and get away from this situation she’d put herself in. But she was drawn to Buffy by some unknown force and couldn’t run this time. Casting a sidelong glance toward the other girl, she could tell that Buffy was obviously shaking from the cold rain. She wanted at that moment to wrap her arms around her and hold her close. Faith forced her eyes forward, watching as Buffy’s house loomed ahead. Shit, what was she about to get herself into?



Buffy wondered what she was going to tell the others. How was she supposed to tell them that not only was Faith back, but she loved her as well. Maybe she’d better wait till morning. Without hesitating, she unlocked the front door, walked in pulling Faith by the wrist along with her, and walked straight up stairs. She pulled Faith into her room, closed the door, and locked it. After turning the cd player on, she sat on the bed and sighed. Faith sat beside her, a little distance between them.

‘We’ve got to talk Faith.’

‘About what B.’

‘About this.’

‘And what is this?’

‘Is this real, or is this another one of your games?’

‘I’m not playing any games with you. This is real, this is very real.’ Faith was being sincere.



* Did I drive you away?

I know what you'll say,

You say, "Oh, sing one we know,"

But I promise you this,

I'll always look out for you,

That's what I'll do.

I say "oh,"

I say "oh."



‘Please stop if this is revenge.’ Faith lightly touched Buffy’s cheek with the back of her hand.

‘I love you B. I will never hurt you againprompromise you.’ Her voice was quiet as Buffy’s eyes met hers. Faith wanted her so badly it hurt.

*My heart is yours,

It's you that I hold on to,

That's what I do,

And I know I was wrong,

But I won't let you down,

(Oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah, yeah I will, yes I will:)

I say "oh,"

I cry "oh."

‘I love you too Faith, it scares me how much I love you and want you.’ Both pairs of eyes glistened with tears, but only Buffy allowed hers to fall. Faith leaned forward kissing each tear as it descended down the slayers cheeks. She cupped Buffy’s face in her hands, and let her lips wander towards the blond slayers. They met slowly, awkward at first, both unsure of their actions. Faith ran her tongue along Buffy’s lips till she opened them a little allowing Faith to enter. Their tongues met in sweet desire, a passion that neither had ever felt ignited somewhere within the depths of their souls.

*Yeah I saw sparks,

Yeah I saw sparks,

And I saw sparks,

Yeah I saw sparks,

Sing it out.

La, la, la, la, oh:

La, la, la, la, oh:

La, la, la, la, oh:

Lightning flashed and thunder boomed. Faith laid Buffy back on the bed, and hovered over the smaller slayer. Her eyes reflected the same need that Faith felt. She wanted Buffy, all of her, everything that she could squeeze out, but she couldn’t take her, she had be slow, she had to show Buffy she loved her.
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