What is everything to faith?

(Sorry I took so long, I’ve been very busy, here you go, the second part, hope you like it, please review and tell me what you think, gimme advise on my grammar and all that ok please)

Part Two: What Buffy wants to know


Buffy/Faith


NC-17











Faith is back in her motel room, lying on her bed, pissed off.

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Buffy is walking toward the motel that faith is staying in, she wants to say sorry, she gets to faiths motel room and takes a deep breath and then knocks on the door.

“Who the fuck could that be.” Faith walks to her door and opens it, she finds buffy standing in front of her and goes to slam the door, buffy puts her foot in the way, “Faith wait, I wanted to say sorry.”

Faith looks at her and contemplates whether to just slam the door on her or let her in, she stands there thinking for a minute then just walks back into her room leaving the door open, buffy takes this as an invitation so she walks in after faith and the closes the door.

She walks toward faiths bed where the brunette is sitting, “Faith, I didn’t mean to say what I said, I was just joking, I didn’t intend to call you a whore or anything, I don’t think of you in that way, its just the only things I know about you are limited to what you’ve been known to do, which is slay and having sex on a regular basis, I’m sorry, anything you need I’ll do, ok.”

Faith looks at buffy then turns back to the TV, “Ok fine, I accept your apology, now get out!” Buffy looks away and turns as if to walk out, she then turns back and says, “No faith, I want to stay, I want to get to know you so I don’t make this mistake again, and I’m not going to leave until you start talking.”

With that, faith gets up off the bed and makes her way toward buffy, the blonde slayer stands where she does, not wanting to move from fear of what is going to happen.

Faith looks right into buffys eyes, then closes the distance between them, pushing buffy back into the nearest wall, with faith pressed up against her, “What B, what do you want to know then huh? How my father beat me and raped me then left me and my drunken mother all alone in a dingy motel like this one, and how I hardly got fed or looked after cause my mom was a drunken whore who was never around, or how the only person I was ever close to was killed right in front of me by a vampire. Is that it B, have I cleared things up for you, cause that’s my life ok, that’s all I’ve ever had and that’s why I am like I am. So BACK OFF!.”

Faith steps back and walks back toward her bed and lies down to watch TV, Buffy is still up against the wall, in shock.

“Faith?”

“Fuck off B, I mean it.”

“Faith”

“B get lost.”

Buffy walks over to faiths bed, she looks at her and then looks around the room, “Look I care about you faith, and ok I wasn’t expecting you to tell me all that stuff, but now that you have, I want to show you that your not alone ok, you have me… I…I.” Buffy stops and just looks down.

“I’m always alone B, aint your problem, so stop trying to be the fucking hero all the god damn time.” Buffy sits on faiths bed, “ I’m not trying to be the hero faith, I’m just, well… you see, and I just err…”

“Spit it out B, I aint got all night.”

“Mm mhmhmg hmh” Buffy mumbles something, but faith cant hear her.

“Jeez B what’s your problem, just come out with what you want to say then get out!”

“I love you”

Faith lookraigraight ahead, at the TV but not watching it, buffy is staring away now, feeling embarrassed and ashamed. Buffy starts to walk out the door of faiths motel room, she gets to the door, and goes to open it, “Wait.” Faith says as she gets up off the bed and makes her way towards buffy, she stands behind her and asks, “Did you just say what I think you said?”

Buffy stares down at he floor, faith steps closer to her and lifts her face up by her chin, “I asked you a question B, did you just say what I think you said?” Buffy tries to look at faith, she replies with just a slight nod then looks back down at the floor.

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“Oh my god, I cant deal with this, why the…. You know what just… just go.” Faith walks around the small motel room in confusion and shock, “Ok wait, when you say, youe mee me, do you mean as a sister slayer love or friendly love, or…. or. Or the umm other kind….?”

Buffy takes a deep breath, “Do you really want to know?” Faith looks up at buffy then turns around and keeps on pacing, “yes, just tell me.”

“Well at first I thought it was just a sister slayer slarienriendly love, but the more and more we were hanging out and slaying together, I just kinda realized that I loved you like the other way, I kept on doing things like looking at your butt and chest, I tried not to look at you in that way, but I couldn’t help it.” Buffy stops and takes a deep breath then sits on faiths bed.

Faith looks straight ahead trying to think of what to say next, she wants to tell buffy she’s in love with her as well, but doesn’t know how to tell her, “Look you know I like ya ok, maybe more, but B I’ve been through so much that kinda leads me to not trusting anyone, and believe me ok, I want to trust you, I just need some time ok, and just to let you know, you aint the only one with those err feelings you got ok.”

Buffy looks at faith and smiles, but doesn’t take it any further than that, “I’ll be off then I guess, what time you want to meet up tomorrow for patrol?”

“Lets make it early yeah, like 5pm, then we can talk and have a coffee or something before we do some major slaying.” Faith walks to the door and opens it.

“Ok, err bye” Buffy goes to walk out the motel room, just then faith grabs her arm, “bye babe” Faith gives buffy a gentle smile and then lets go of her arm and closes the door.

She walks back over to her bed, lies down slowly and smiles the brightest smile, then gets ready for bed.

Continued….