Will This Love Last?

Buffy sat at her dining room table a notepad resting in front of her and a pen in her hand. She was concentrating on writing something. Anything. Maybe a sorry note to everybody, her sleeping with Spike didn’t go too well. Looking up out the window. The sky was darkening. She frowns. This day has just flown by. Looking towards the door, as it swung open she waited for the person to enter. They didn’t.

Standing. Buffy crossed over to it and peered out. There was Willow, wrapped in a thick coat, scarf hat. Mainly all red, you could hardly see her face. At her feet were shopping bags. She was trying to put down her umbrella against the wind. Oh. The time hadn’t flown by it was just the weather that made it look so dark. It was raining. Very cold and extremely windy.

It didn’t help with Buffy as she was dressed in a small dressing gown that barely covered her skin. Buffy stepped back, if she was seen she would have to help. Scurrying back to the table she sat down and picked up the pen. Waiting for the hello from the red head. There she was. Buffy smiled as Willow entered the house and waved.

“Be there in a sec Buffy” Her words were muffled. Buffy hardly heard what she said. “Just taking of my outer shell” Buffy hummed silently to herself waiting. Yeah. A sec. More liked 10 minutes. She glanced at the clock. 3 minutes. Willow finally entered. “Sorry, struggled to get out of myt” St” She shrugged. “Didn’t help with the umbrella still in my hand” Willow blushed deeply.

Buffy smirked. “Yeah well. You do better then me. Is it seriously that co…” Buffy stopped speaking as the door flew open once again. A flustered Dawn entered forcing the door to close behind her. Willow and Buffy watched with amusement. You could tell Dawn was pissed. She was muttering to herself and her eyes shown with anger.

Dawn looked over to them and forced a smile. She looked back to her coat she couldn’t get it undone. Growling in frustration. Buffy and Willow giggled. “What’s up Dawnie?” They both asked as Dawn made her way into the room and sat opposite Willow yet beside Buffy. Dawn rolled her eyes and looked at the piece of paper in front of Buffy.

The only words written upon it were, ‘Buffy Summers’ Dawn watched them two words silently. Before Buffy covered it up, she snapped out of her trance. “Stupid Spike” she muttered looking back up at them. Leaning back in her chair and sulking. He had wind her up and pissed her of. God she hated him at the moment.

Buffy blushed at his name, sighing awkwardly. “Yeah stupid Spike….” She trailed of then realised what exactly Dawn had said. Snapping her head up at her. “Dawn?” Dawn was busy drawing on the notepad. Little pointless creatures, She looked up at Buffy. “What were you doing near Spike?” She asked.

Willow nodded, looking to Dawn as well. Dawn grinned awkwardly. Giggling. She looked between the both adults. “I was, em…visiting?” She smirked. Buffy glared at her. Then looked at Willow to see her impression that was silently giggling with her. Once willow caught the glare her giggle turned into a frown. But you could still see the amusement in her eyes.

“Well. I went to ask him about the other day” She mumbled. Buffy glared at her even more. What was she thinking? He was Spike, the guy who told. She still liked him after what he did to her? Willow scowls now. It had nothing to do with Dawn. She could see that now. “Well. Dawn.” Willow starts but is interrupted by an angry Buffy.

“What were you thinking? Spike? After he told. I mean…” She could feel her cheeks burning a bright red and it was even more embarrassing it was happening. Dawn frowned. “It’s always about you. I could still be a friend with him you know. You didn’t even let me finish,” She snapped. Buffy closed her mouth. She was going to say something.

Willow and Buffy gestured to continue, keeping their distance from the very pissed of Dawn. Buffy looked over to Willow and smiled nervously. Willow just nodded and looked back to the brunette. “Well as I was saying…I went to ask him about the other day” Dawn waited. She got several nods before continuing. “Well. He started saying stuff like. She doesn’t treat me well. Making all these excuses up!” Dawn mocked a British accent to try and humour the story, as it wasn’t that interesting.

Buffy and Willow just stared. Dawn rolled her eyes, continuing in her normal voice she spoke. “Spike was pretty pissed. He even had a knife…I mean…” She was interrupted yet again. “Did you say a knife?” Buffy questioned. “Well. Yeah, but I just didn’t knock and walked in” Dawn smiled as Buffy gave her a small nod to carry on.

“I said, Buffy doesn’t want to see you again and then I said. If you carry on acting like that then I don’t want to see you either…then…wait the big finish” She was excited. “I stormed out of his crypt and slammed the door” Dawn smirked. Buffy and Willow exchanged glances. “Yes Dawn” They both replied. “So…” Willow muttered.

Dawn moaned and slumped down on the surface of the table. Back to doodling on the notepad. Muttering to herself. Buffy stood and pushed the chair she was sitting on back under the table. Everybody looked up at her. “Just going into the kitchen” She replied to the ‘where are you going?’ look. Dawn nodded. Standing herself she passes through to the lounge and turns on the TV.

Willow watched Buffy as she sat back down. “He loves you,” The red head said out of the blue. Buffy looked over to her. “He really does” Buffy rolled her eyes. “I know, but it’s complicated. I was worried with what you lot thought. Xander didn’t take it too well” Buffy looked down into the table.

Willow chewed on her bottom lip, “Well, Spike is great guy to me. Tara thinks so to. Dawn, Anya obviously. Its just Xander. We can all force him. He wants you to be happy,” Willow mumbled. “Are you worried you will sacrifice everything and he doesn’t love you as much as he makes out?” She asks.

Buffy nods. “Well. Lets just say, when you died. I am not saying I didn’t miss you, because god. I missed you too much. But think it was him who missed you the most” She looked up at Buffy who was staring back at her. “When you jumped. When we saw your body. We were too shocked to even make any noise. Then we all heard this heart wrenching crying. We turned, he was on his hands and knees pouring his dead life out”

Buffy looked back down to the table. “We tried telling him. Telling him that you were gone. He was cowering over your body, hoping, waiting for you to come back. Giles couldn’t get him to move. He even took your body before we could get you away. He soon gave you back not long before we buried you” Willow sighed. “It was so sad to see him like that” She looked at Buffy. Tears were running down her face.

“Buffy?” She asked. Moving out a hand to rub away the tears but Buffy jerked back, “I need to rest” she muttered. Standing she walked through into the hallway only to be greeted by an annoyed looking little sister. She arched a brow at the impression upon her face.

Dawn rolled her eyes, hooking her hands on her hips. Her eyes were watery and face tear stained. “How could you?” She scowled at her older sister. “How could you?” she repeats. Buffy gapes at her. Can’t believe the words. She won’t believe the words. Buffy shook her head free of the thoughts that ran through them.

“Why were you even listening?” Buffy asked. Staring coldly at her little sister. Dawn shrugged. “If you have even noticed. The powers now out so I can’t watch TV” Dawn walks over to the door and flicks the light switch beside it. The light doesn’t come on. Dawn shrugged again. “Yeah well you shouldn’t have been listening still!” Buffy walked back through to the dining room. Willow was sat there patiently. Staring wide-eyed at Buffy.

“What?” Buffy threw her arms into the air and walks to the banister; grabbing her coat she pulls it on. “I don’t care what you all think” Willow and Dawn just watched. Watched as Buffy threw open the door and walked out. Slamming it shut behind her.

Dawn giggled, wiping at her red eyes. Walking over to the drawers she pulls out several candles and a lighter. Trailing back to Willow she slumps down on the table and lights the candles silently. “She is crazy, one minute she hates him next…” Dawn trailed of as Willow finished her sentence. “…She’s crying over him” Dawn nods.

---------------------------------------------------

Anya sat silently in the park. I was opposite her, smoking on a cigarette as usual. Sprawled across the grass like it was my own. Anya was lying beside me. Like nothing had happened between us. Watching the sky boredly. It was now night and the weather had tamed. We had been sitting out here for a couple of hours.

“Spike?” Anya asks. I look towards her she was watching me now. Dropping the cigarette into the grass I crush it with my palm. Immediately regretting it as it burns my skin. I hiss with pain. Looking down at the burn then back up to her. “Yeah pet?” I ask, a tilt of my head, a cocky grin on my face.

A fist connects with my nose and my head jars back. I growl, hands moving to the blood now trickling from my nose, Anya? “Anya?” I repeat moughoughts. She frowns even more. Another punch which I block easily. Scrambling to my feet I wipe the blood of my face with the sleeve of my duster.

“Spike!” She snaps. Standing quickly. “Why the hell did you get me drunk?” She shouts. Trying to throw another punch but misses me. I dodge it. “What?” I frown. This lady was so confusing sometimes. “It was you with the drink.” I shout back.

Anya steps back. “You with all your words. We are moving on? What’s that about Spike?” She yells. He growled. My nostrils flare I whip my head around the slayer is watching us I can feel it. She doesn’t know I have seen her though. I look back at Anya. Scowling.

“It was the bloody drink. And it was friggin’ true you fuc…lady” He looked down at his clenched fists. “I love her!” He whispers. I don’t know what Anyas thinking. I cannot see her face. I finally look up. “Why did you tell?” She asks. What a stupid question though.

“Why do you think? We have broken up. She is beating me up verbally. Breaking my fucking heart apart. Why do you think? It’s always about her. She would shag then run. Never thinking about my needs and feelings” I stopped, I knew I was blabbering. But Anya wasn’t watching me she was dazing over my shoulder. I glance back there she is. Buffy.

She has damp cheeks, red eyes. Crying. I turn my full body around and try and greet her properly but she backs of. I frown. Why? Anya is here that’s why. Anya came up beside me. Arms crossed at chest, a frown upon her face, I smirk. Buffy catches this and glares at me. I just simply brento nto a toothy grin.

Anya and Buffy are now frowning at me and my face immediately drops to blank again. Buffy is now smiling. What the hell? I don’t get this girl. I smile back; she is staring into my eyes lovingly. Lovingly? What do you mean lovingly she hates my guts?

I glance over my shoulder and Anya is silently walking away, finally watching her disappear I turn back to Buffy; she is raising a hand and gently brushing her cool fingers down my cheek. Her other hand gently wrapping around the back of my neck and playing softly with the blond curls at my nape.

I smile. She has a way with me. I raise my hands and hook them onto her hips. She brings my head down and I willingly let her, connecting my lips with hers. She moans. I smile. Closing my eyes I kiss her fiercely and passionate. She hooks a foot around the back of my leg and can feel my painful hard on. She is now rubbing a heated mound through her skirt over my jeans. I moan loudly. She pulls away from the kiss. I open my eyes. She’s leaving m…oh yeah. She does need to breathe. I rest my forehead against hers, watching her gasping for breathe. I move my hands up her arms leaving a trail of goose bumps behind. Slowly undoing the buttons on her blouse I let it fall of her shoulders with the help of her dropping her arms. No bra? I smirk. Leaning over I spread feather-light kisses over her chest. Hands moving to her soft mounds, gently brushing my thumbs over a rosy nipple each. She gasps at the sensation and pushes her chest towards me. Arching her back. Small whimpers and moans rolling of her beautiful lips.

I latch my lips onto a rosy nipple suckling like a baby, she moves her hands to my hair and tangles her fingers in the blond strands, and pushing my head in the direction she wants it going. I give each nipple the same treatment. With some gently caressing with my hands. I pull away her eyes are full of desire, lust and love? I shrug of my duster and lay it neatly on the ground. Gently lying her down and crawl up beside her and gently rid of her other clothes. No panties? This makes me smirk even more. Kissing back down her chest dragging the tf myf my tongue down the canal between each of the breasts. I come to the stomach. Placing small kisses and sucking on the skin lightly I prod my tongue into her navel and carry on. This has got her squirming underneath me. Arching her back, trying to direct my head.

I come to her short brown curls. Kissing the mound I pull back. Knocking her legs apart with my knee, I crawl back up her body and rub against her with my thigh. Pressing my lips against hers. Tongue begging for entrance I let her. Our tongues battle for dominance. Which nobody has? She is thrusting her mound up against my leg and I know what she wants. Trailing small kiss back down her body I move to her most private area. Kissing the outer lips she gasps and bucks her hips. I smirk, eyes darting up to watch her pleasure filled face. Kissing the outer lips again I soon drag the tip my tongue the full length of her cunt. One hand moving to her hip to try and keep her still. The other moves back to her cunt and separates the lips. I spread small kisses over her, avoiding the clit. Prodding my tongue into the tight hole she gasps and moans loudly. I pause. She opens her eyes and looks down at me.

“Please Spike I need this…Please…Oh yeah, like that oh god, oh god” She covers her mouth with the back of her hand to stop her from screaming. I am now entering my tongue into her hole and fucking her with it. Enjoying the taste and fell of her tight around him. I enter my fingers as I move my mouth to clit and suck and nibble upon it. The walls clench around my fingers as her juices flow from her shuddering body. I happily lick auck uck it up. I pull back, prowling up her body and pressing my lips against hers. She moves her hands around my neck and looks into my eyes.

“I love you” That’s what she said. I love you! My eyes widen and the world feels like it has stopped around me. It’s just her and me in the whole universe. I smile. Oh god the happiest day of my life. “I love you too baby. Pet. Always” I kiss her neck, sucking on the skin and gently enter her body. She moans, wrapping her legs around my waist and rolling her hips against mine. I grunt every time my pelvis meetrs. rs. Hands locking onto her hips. Faster and harder I become. Her walls clench around my hard cock and her juices flow. This makes me fly over the edge and I gasp as I plant my seed inside of her. Rolling of her body she lies down beside me, head resting on my chest. Eyes closing she drifts of to sleep. I continue to stare up into the sky. I can’t fall asleep what if somebody comes?

TBC-Feedback please.