Whisper Part 1

A few months has passed and things haven’t been looking up for Sara, there were days when things were easy and Angelus and Spike left Sara alone, those days were the days Sara considered good, but when the days came where Angelus or Spike came things would get hard, it killed her knowing that the love of her life and is officially gone and this creature has taken over his body and there was nothing she can do about it, the beatings from him became more brutal and there were days where he would just be gentle, those days she feared the most because she never seemed to know what he was thinking, cold one minute, warm the next well as warm as any vampire could be, but she didn’t know what was going to happen, if things will work out for her eventually but all she knew was that she had to do something. Earlier that day Dru and Darla decided to pay a visit to Sara and wanted to give her a hard time “so pretty pretty princess, how are we’s feeling today? Since now your lover doesn’t love you anymore?” Dru said just to get to Sara, as Sara sat there looking at the wall behind them and coldly say “Bugger off Dru im in no mood for you right now” as Darla kneeled down to be exact eye level so she can look at Sara in the eyes and give her a smug look “So hybrid how does it feel to know that you’ll never belong to this world?, to know that you don’t belong with humans nor vampire’s” as she laughed knowing this would really get to her, Sara just sat there and smiled her sweetly “ It feels wonderful to know that I’ll never be the lower part of the food chain like you” as she spat back at her Darla, Darla grew extensively angry and smacked Sara across the face which made the situation worse since Sara was just sitting there laughing at Darla’s attempt to harm her, Sara has been beaten by Spike for the last couple of months because he still doesn’t believe that she has miscarried and believed that she killed the baby cause she didn’t want him to be the father anymore, but yet the more he hit her the more she would stay to her story and started to defend herself more and more, one day she practically broke out of her chains and kicked him roughly in the gut which knocked the wind out of his instantly, Spike knew that she was strong and was worried that she’ll figure out her strength and use it for her own purposes for revenge. “STOP LAUGHING AT ME YOU BITCH” Darla yelled while Sara just sat there sadistically smiling at her knowing the more she smiled and the more she laughed would completely irritate her which is what Sara wanted, she wanted them to know that they cant get to her just like Angelus and Spike couldn’t get to her and then the next comment was what really broke Sara’s sudden calm nature “well then I suppose it was best that your child died because if your child has ever known that their mother was a whore and slept with most the men in England and that it’s father was the only one that really cared for it im sure that it would’ve wanted to die as well, or maybe it saw it’s future and decided to kill itself before it’s too late” suddenly Darla noticed something different about Sara, Her eyes are glowing and not just a regular glow from the light but they were literally a bright glowy blue and then suddenly Sara lunged towards Darla breaking the chains from the wall and grabbed her and slammed Darla against the wall, Suddenly Sara’s teeth morphed into two sharp fangs yet her face didn’t morph along with it just that her eyes glowed a vibrant blue instead of yellow, Darla was amazed by the amount of strength Sara with held and it terrified her and then suddenly Sara slammed her hand against the wall to get Darla out of her fear struck daze “LISTEN TO ME WHEN IM TALKING TO YOU!!” she yelled which made Darla instantly scared and regretting her testing the women in front of her, with the same hand slamming against the wall again Darla immediately looked into Sara’s eyes “ Ah now since I have your attention, I think it maybe wise that shut that pipe of yours now that you know that I could most defiantly be a threat to ye and if you ever, ever! Say one more word about my child I shall slit your throat and make Dru there drink you dry!! Do I make myself clear?” Sara spat at her venomously and all Darla could do was just nod her head quickly in complete fear of this creature, as Sara let go of Darla and slowly walked back from her with the look of murder in her eyes Darla immediately grabbed a fluttery Dru and ran upstairs immediately to tell Angelus what happened. As Sara sat there contemplating on her new freedom she decided to take herself out for a walk during day light knowing full well that neither Angelus nor Spike will be able to catch her, that’s if she doesn’t burn up into flames as Sara jumped onto some crates she slowly opened the window and pulled her hand out slightly to make sure that she wasn’t going to burst into flames, as she realized that her hand just only felt the warmth of the sun and that’s it, as she moved the window open more she pulled herself outside and realized how much she longed to feel the warm sun on her skin, but another question rifled her mind why didn’t she burn? Why didn’t she combust into flames, she knew she was a vampire now but why did her body allow her to be in the light? Sara was completely confused with this situation and didn’t know what to do, as she emerged through the city just walking thinking of her past and just assumed that her whole life was nothing but a curse and that maybe she wasn’t meant for this world and Sara walked all round the city she suddenly realized that it has became evening and that she better head back to her dungeon before two notorious vampires realize that she’s capable of going into the light and Sara made it back to the old house that the vampires took over and made it through the window down to her new found home and tried to clamp the chains on her arms again while she was doing this she realized that there was a figure standing before her and when she looked up she realized it was Spike sitting there and looked as if he was sitting there for quite some time “So love did you have a nice trip out in the light? ” he asked with a monotone voice “Actually yes I did Spike, look if you’re here because of what I did to Dru and Darla, I just want you to know that they had it coming and I wasn’t going to allow Darla talk about my baby like that” and Spike quickly snapped his head up at the mention of their child and suddenly his eyes were creeping into a yellow color and grew angry “Like you should talk of bad mouthing our child when you were the one who killed it in the first place and since when was it only YOUR child?” Spike retorted coldly and got up from his seat staring at her intently into her eyes “Spike I’ve told you what happened, but it doesn’t seem to matter anymore” she replied sadly as her once blue eyes used to sparkle when she was in his presence now turned into a dark blue the kind you’d see during a storm as Sara slowly moved away from Spikes gaze he grabbed her wrist and pulled her towards him so she’s looking at him again “You know love im growing very impatient with you and your constant denial and I wish to know the truth and your going to tell me whether you like it or not” as Sara stared at him again she started to cry and was tired of him not believing her and then pushed him away from her “You know what Spike, fine! You want to hear what really happened since your so keen on knowing exactly what happened??, well fine I’ll tell you! When Angelus converted me I was still with child but I passed out after converting you and haven’t woken in a couple of days I realized that I haven’t ate a thing nor was I fully alive and then I realized that I had this certain pain in my stomach at first thinking I was just hungry until the pain became so sharp that it literally felt like a knife was dug into my stomach and then it’s when I realized that our child was gone! I didn’t want to tell you because I was afraid that…. That….” As she slunk down onto her knees crying no matter how hard she tried to stay strong her heart just couldn’t take anymore “ I miss our baby” she cried “ I’m never going to get to see our child grow up, I’m never going to get to be a good mother to them and give them everything I was denied for, I wish our baby was still here” while sobbing into her knees she felt someone behind her and then he knelt down and wrapped their arms around her as she turned to look at this person she realized that it was the same man who just accused her of killing their child as she kept sobbing and as he held her tighter she couldn’t help but lean into him, just his affection to her made a world of difference “Shhhh love don’t cry, I believe you I just needed to hear you say what happened, I thought you hated me and you thought that this was your only revenge” as he rested his head on top of hers “ How could you ever think that? Spike! You know I could never do such a thing” she said still resting her head against his chest “I know pet, I know I just…. I didn’t know if you were like me now, I didn’t know if you did this on purpose nor if you still had your soul, when Darla and Dru came running out of the basement saying that you attacked Darla and that when you morphed that you didn’t bear a demon face that your eyes glowed not yellow but blue and you only had fangs, that’s when I realized that you must’ve been different from us and that’s why you retaliated us so much, you still carry your soul and this soul… is what is keeping us apart” Sara looked into Spikes eye’s and realized that a part of him was more different then most vampires, vampires were cruel creatures and didn’t feel but Spike did for some reason he didn’t have a conscience when it came to killing people he had a joy for that but when it came to her he was gentle and when he beated her he would instantly leave and slam his fists into a wall for what he did to her. It pained him when ever he laid a hand on her and betraying her trust but he had to know, he knew he was a monster but he had to know the truth and when he saw it in her eyes this time that she was telling the truth his anger turned from her to her brother the real killer for their child if he didn’t convert her he’d still have his life back, he’d still have his Sara madly in love with him, and he’d still have his baby, God how could he allow this to go any farther.