Healing

Part 20

Xander woke in the early morning hours to the feel of cool hands stroking his cock and soft lips ghosting across his neck. It was a hell of a good way to wake up as far as he was concerned. He moaned and arched up into the hand that was caressing him.

"Mornin' luv, sleep well?"

"Mmm, yeah. Woke up better though."

Spike chuckled and continued his slow teasing of Xander’s body. After last night Spike wanted - no needed - to show Xander what he meant to him. There was only way he knew of to do that. He was going to let the boy have him, completely.

Xander was enjoying what Spike was doing to him but sensed something was off with his lover. He turned onto his side and looked at Spike. When Spike didn't meet his eyes he sighed and gently removed the vampire's hand from his aching erection.

"What's wrong?"

"Nothing."

"Please, Spike. I know something is wrong, talk to me?"

"I just... I want you."

"You have me."

"I want all of you."

"Okay, confused human here. Elaborate?"

"I want to bite you, claim you. But I don't want to force you."

"Is that all?"

"No, there's more."

"Tell me. Spike, I love you. You can tell me anything."

"I... Ah hell! I want you to fuck me."

Xander blinked in shock, but remained silent.

"Xan? You alright? Pet? Luv?"

"Gah."

"That all you have to say?"

Spike leered at Xander and was immediately kissed. Hard.

"I want to, be in you that is. But, are you sure? I'll wait, you know. No rush."

"I want. I'm sure. Xander... I need this, I need you to erase the pain, to show me how it should be. Do you understand that luv?"

"Yeah, I do. And I want the other thing too, the bite, the claim. I want to be yours"

It was Spike's turn to be flustered. He never expected this easy acceptance, not from a slayerette. He was tempted to do it now, before Xander had time to think about it, before he had time to question what he'd agreed to. But he couldn't, not to Xander.

"Luv, do you know what you're agreeing to? What it means to be claimed by a vampire?"

"Uh, hello? Card carrying member of team-slayer here? I read the books, even the ones I wasn't supposed to know about. Hell, I might know more about it that you do."

"Well, seeing as my sire was a few bricks shy, that's a good possibility. You sure?"

"Of course. Spike, you're a vampire, a demon. I knew that before I helped you, before I fell in love with you, I'm not stupid."

"Never said you were, pet."

"My point is, I know what you're asking of me. I know, and I still want it, want you. That convincing enough?"

Spike was overwhelmed, he had been given the only thing he'd ever really wanted. Love. Someone finally loved him, not for what they thought he could be, not because they had to, but because they wanted to. Xander loved him and wanted to be his.

"I believe you. I love you. Now, will you fuck me?"

"Always the romantic, Spike. Must be why I love you, eh?"

"Yeah, yeah. On with the shaggin'."

Xander gently pushed Spike onto his back and covered him with his own body.

"Relax? Let me do this for you?"

"'Kay, I trust you."

"If... If it gets to be, you know? Just tell me to stop. Okay?"

"I will."

"I mean it Spike, you don't have to do this, you have nothing to prove to me."

"Told you, I want this."

"Okay."

Xander started by kissing Spike, it was one of his favourite things to do. Spike always tasted of whiskey, smoke and blood. It was something that took getting used to, but once you did, it was addicting. Xander was sure he could spend days just kissing Spike. He kissed his mouth, then his jaw, and then the smooth column of his throat. Xander gently bit Spike on the jugular and felt the vampire thrust upward as he hissed his pleasure.

As tempting as it was to stay right where he was and continue to torment Spike by licking, sucking, and biting his throat, Xander had a mission, one he needed to get on with. He kissed his way down the vampire's chest, laving both nipples with his tongue. He teased Spike's navel, darting his tongue in and out of it. He followed the light trail of hair down to the vampire's weeping cock and took it in his mouth.

Spike shuddered underneath him as he gently swirled his tongue around the underside of his cock head. Xander released the tip and worked his way lower on Spike's body. He gently lifted Spikes legs, exposing his entrance. He looked up to Spike for conformation, he wouldn't do this if Spike weren't ready. Spike nodded his head and spread his legs further apart. That was all the permission he needed.

Xander ran his hands along the inside of Spike's thighs, he wrapped one hand around the vampire's erection and then sucked his balls into his mouth. He rolled them around on his tongue as he lightly stroked the cock in his hand. Gently, he released Spike's sac from his mouth and licked the tender skin beneath it. He could feel Spike trembling in desire, the throaty growling sound Spike was making was incredibly arousing. Xander licked across Spike's puckered entrance and felt the vampire freeze up. He stopped.

"You okay?"

"Yeah just... Do that again?"

Xander did it a second time and Spike groaned.

"Good?"

"Yeah, keep going."

Xander smiled and went back to his task. He licked at Spike's entrance for a few minutes, every once in a while nudging his tongue just a fraction inside. He was trying to get the vampire relaxed, he didn't want there to be any discomfort when he entered him.

After a while, Xander was able to get his tongue deep inside Spike. The vampire was lost in sensation, gasping and shaking. Xander knew Spike was close, he stopped what he had been doing and reached for the lube. He was met by angry yellow eyes.

"You stopped."

"Just for a minute, I needed this."

Xander held up the small tube in his hand. Spike looked at it, looked at Xander, nodded his head and lay back down. Xander smiled and went back to his previous position between Spike's legs. He went back to stretching Spike with his tongue, enjoying the vampire's response to his actions. Spike was thrusting back onto his tongue as he jabbed it into him, he began stroking the vampire's cock again as he switched tongue for fingers.

After working three fingers into the vampire's well lubricated opening, Xander coated his erection and draped himself over his lover. Spike watched him with anticipation, he was more than ready for this. Xander kissed Spike and gently pushed forward.

Spike groaned into the kiss and pushed back, Xander’s cock head slipped in past the tight ring of muscle. They both froze, enjoying the unique sensation of hot and cold. Spike's eyes flew open and he watched Xander’s face as he began once again to push forward. The boy looked to be in agony because he was moving so slowly. When he was finally, fully embedded in Spike's body Xander stilled and opened his eyes. He looked into the yellow eyes of his lover and waited for a signal to continue.

"Xander, if you don't move, now, I'm going to bite you."

Xander chuckled and pulled, slowly, out of Spike before thrusting just as slowly back in. Spike started to growl at him so he sped up a bit.

After establishing a pace that suited the vampire, Xander changed his angle slightly so that he nudged Spike's prostate. He smiled when the Vampire howled and arched up off the bed. He continued to hit that spot on every thrust until Spike was shaking and growling and biting through his own lips. Xander knew he wouldn't last much longer so he wrapped his hand around Spike's cock and pulled him in time to his thrusts. Spike came with a roar, his seed shooting up over his chest and landing on his neck and chin. As Xander watched Spike release his seed, he felt his muscles clamp down on his rigid shaft, he came seconds later before collapsing on Spike's chest.

Spike wrapped his arms around Xander and held on to him. Every nerve in his body was humming with pleasure, he felt alive for the first time in over a century and it was all because of this wonderful man who had made love to him. He knew, without a doubt, that what had just happened was more than just sex, it was more than two people using each others bodies to achieve pleasure. It was love, and he wasn't letting that go, not for anything.

Xander felt himself suddenly rolled over and opened his eyes to see Spike looking down at him, a question in his yellow eyes. Xander smiled, nodded and bared his throat. Spike growled softly, licked his neck and then gently, carefully, plunged his teeth into him.

It was an amazing sensation, like nothing Xander had ever felt. It made him hard again, made him feel things he never thought possible. He felt like he was loved, like he belonged, like he was home. It was everything he ever wanted, and he would never give this up. He felt Spike push his wrist against his mouth, he remembered he was supposed to drink Spike's blood as well, so he bit down hard enough to break the skin and drank the blood that spilled into his mouth.

As Spike withdrew his fangs from his neck, Xander exploded into orgasm. He felt Spike release himself on his stomach as well. Xander fell asleep to the feeling of strong arms around him and a cool tongue licking over the mark on his neck.