Lust

Chapter 18: It’s In Her Kiss

FLASHBACK:

“I thought we ended that whole End of Days bit by blowing up the Hellmouth” Spike said as he sat up, groaning in pain. Buffy finally took in the disheveled group.

“Why didn’t you guys try to call when you realized something was wrong?” Buffy asked as Spike settled down. Fred straightened her glasses and pulled her hair out of her face.

“Well we thought we could handle it ourselves at first but really it just happened so suddenly and it wasn’t like there was a phone anywhere to call for help” She stated as she got up and went back to her bed.

“After we found out that Angelus was back we were pretty much on the run. We hid out in the city for a while trying to get Angel’s soul back but that was a dead end as you can see. The firm was under his control so we didn’t have any resources left and…”Wesley was cut off by Gunn.

“Basically what Wes here is trying to say is that we have been running and fighting for our asses the entire way here. Took us 3 weeks to get here from LA and we still were fighting off demons and vamps when we reached Sunnydale” He got up and rubbed a hand over his head.

“They followed you here?” Buffy asked coolly.

“Yes they followed us here but we shook them off when we got closer to your house” Gunn said as he paced back and forth.

“We didn’t shake them off they were scared of this area” Spike said as he slowly tried to sit up again. “But not before they took a bloody crack at m’ribs. Hurts like hell” he drawled out as he took an unneeded breath.

“Where is Cordy” Buffy finally realizing that she didn’t hear her voice in the conversation. Wesley nodded towards another cot on the other side of the room. Buffy walked over to her and gasped at the damage done to her.

“Angelus he beat her and raped her over and over again” Wesley said as he walked over to Buffy as the rest of the gang sat in silence. Fred wiped away the tears in her eyes as Gunn hugged her. Wesley took a deep breath before continuing.

“We had gotten split up after the first wave of demons hit the city. She was missing for two weeks. We caught a break when we found Harmony. She may be a vampire but she still liked Cordy. We found her back at the old hotel. Angelus must have stepped out, we grabbed her and ran. She hasn’t woken up yet”.

Buffy looked down at her old rival, the bruises on her face looked fresh as a monitor beeped to reassure everyone that she was still alive.

“I’m sorry Buffy” Spike said, breaking the silence. She turned back to him, her eyes glistening with tears that refused to fall.

“For what Spike?” her voice trembled as she looked down at Cordelia. “You could not have prevented this, none of you can. Angel’s soul wasn’t anchored; he is susceptible to many things. The gypsies were punishing him in a way that would torture him until someone put him out of his misery. This is no one’s fault…”Buffy stopped as she took in a deep breath, composing herself.

The sound of the bed squeaking caused Buffy to turn around, meeting crystalline blue eyes. “It isn’t your fault either Slayer” Spike said searching her eyes, sensing something was different.

“I know Spike I know. This time it won’t be so hard killing him” her eyes hardened with resolve. Spike smiled at her,

“That’s the slayer I know” he laughed and winced.

“You should all rest, you all look like you’ve been through hell” She smiled softly at them. Gunn chuckled as he went to his bed.

“What about the End of Days” Wesley asked as he sat down on the edge of Cordelia’s bed. Buffy sighed as she sat down and brought the battle torn group up on the events that led to the end of their LA gang and what has happened all over the world.
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Kennedy hugged Willow from behind; resting her head on the witch’s shoulder as Willow looked over Buffy’s interactions with the LA crew.

“Everyone is settled in; we have gotten news from everyone from the other bases. Everything is in the clear and everyone will be arriving within the next few weeks” she whispered into Willow’s ear.

“That’s good” Willow said distractedly. Kennedy furrowed her brow.

“What’s on your mind baby” Kennedy as she finally peered over her girlfriend’s shoulder.

“I thought Buffy would be more shocked at Spike’s reappearance. When we thought he was gone forever after the last battle she was pretty upset. Now she is all calm” Willow said trying to mask the confusion in her voice with concern.

“After what she had to go through in the last week I don’t think a lot of things are going to surprise her anymore” Kennedy said as she pulled Willow away from the railing.

“What we have to do right now is get ready for the Calvary coming in and the wounded that are bound to flood us. Then we have to organize everyone and get ready for the tests” Kenned said as she felt Willow tug on her arm. She turned around and was brought into a heated kiss. Kennedy moaned into Willow’s mouth as she felt the warmth of Willow’s tongue fill her mouth. She buried her hands in Willow’s red hair as Willow’s hands reacquainted themselves with her lover. Willow pulled back and smiled at Kennedy’s goofy smile, both of them gasping for breath.

“We can do that later, I’ve missed you so much” Willow half whispered, half growled as she watched Kennedy’s eyes darken with desire. Kennedy let out a deep growl as she turned on one foot and started pulling Willow through the hallways and down the dorm hall. Willow was right behind her; she shivered as she felt Willow’s breath against her neck.

“I moved our stuff upstairs so we could have some privacy” Willow said causing Kennedy to release another growl as she picked Willow up and started to run. She burst through into the basement of the house and took the steps two at a time. Willow giggled at Kennedy’s primal side as she helped with the basement door. Kennedy set Willow down and they raced upstairs, slamming the door behind them. Before Kennedy knew what happened Willow was attacking her mouth again, her tongue dueling with hers as she played with the metal bar in her mouth.

Kennedy pulled back away from Willow’s mouth, enough to let her shirt come off her body as she took Willow’s off. They quickly discarded their clothing and moaned in unison as their naked bodies met as they fell into bed. Kennedy moaned loudly as she felt Willow run her nails down her back and latched onto Willow’s neck; alternating between biting the soft skin on her pulse and sucking on it.

“Oh goddess Kennedy I need to feel you everywhere” she cried out as Kennedy reached up and pulled on her nipple before replacing her fingers with her tongue, swirling around the aroused nipple as Willow’s body shuddered every time her tongue ring hit her nipple. Her other hand massaged her opposite breast as she managed to work her leg in between her lovers, moaning and biting down on the nipple in her mouth as she felt her leg become coated with her lovers juices, still unable to believe it was she that made Willow this turned on.

“Kennedy” Willow breathed out as she arched into Kennedy’s mouth. Kennedy started to lick, nip and kiss her way down her lovers stomach, dipping her tongue quickly into her belly button before stopping at the top of her hot sex, enjoying the thick and delicious aroma of her lover’s oversensitive pussy. Before she started to lightly trace around her pussy, but never touching where she knew Willow wanted her to.

“Kennedy” Willow almost whined out as she nipped on the sensitive skin of her inner thigh.

“Tell me what you want from me baby” Kennedy said, making eye contact with Willow before she blew lightly on her dripping pussy. Willow closed her eyes as she shuddered at the feeling.

“Kennedy I want your tongue on my clit” Willow screamed out in pleasure as Kennedy instantly complied with her request. Her body shuddered uncontrollably as Kennedy’s tongue swirled around her aching clit. In on swift motion Kennedy shifted down, filling Willow’s dripping hole with her tongue, going in as deep as she possibly could as she ran her fingers around her lovers clit.

“OH GODDESS KENNNN!” Willow screamed out as she felt her body tighten as the orgasm took over her, catching her off guard as she felt Kenney lick and suck her pussy clean, before moving her tongue back to her clit, moving furiously around it. Willow closed her eyes tight as she let out a strangled moan as her second one hit her, ripping through her body. She shuddered and bucked uncontrollably as Kennedy sucked on her clit, helping her draw out her orgasms.

Kennedy smiled as she moved up Willow’s body, laying next to her as she watched her lover’s body quake with micro shocks of pleasure. Willow surprised her as she swiftly moved on top of her, kissing her deeply as her breasts rubbed against Kennedy’s. Kennedy moaned into Willow’s mouth as she urged her down to her aching center, wanting, needing to feel Willow deep inside of her.

Willow chucked as she nipped, sucked and licked her way down the slayer’s writhing, slick body. Her senses were tingling between the smell of Kennedy’s skin and her pulsing cunt. She pulls Kennedy’s stiff nipple into her mouth as her fingers slowly slid up her wet slit, pulling her clit out from under its hood.

“OH GOD” Kennedy gasped as Willow slowly rubbed her sensitive clit. Willow moved agonizingly slow, feeling Kennedy’s stomach muscles twitch and tighten as she slipped her fingers down to her dripping hole.

“PLEASE WILLOW I NEED YOU TO…” Kennedy struggled as her body shook with need. She let out a long moan as she felt Willow’s fingers slowly enter her, massaging her inner walls. Willow slipped a third finger in as she brought her head down, flicking her tongue over her lover’s hardened clit. She smiled as a loud moan escaped Kennedy’s mouth as her wall’s clamped down on Willow’s fingers. Willow lapped up the escaping juices as her lover’s body twitched in pleasure.

Willow laid down next to Kennedy as her body finally calmed down. She smiled as she moved a stray piece of hair from Kennedy’s eyes. “I missed you too baby” she whispered as Kennedy’s eyes fluttered shut.
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Buffy walked out of the house, looking up at the night sky. The sounds of Willow andKennedy's lovemaking filled the night air.A cool breeze played across her skin as she hugged herself tighter. Sorrow threatened to spill from her as the events of the last few weeks flashed passed her eyes.

“There is someone else” Spike’s voice came from the doorway. Buffy took in a shaky breath as she felt him come next to her.

“I’ve never seen the moon so bright” she evaded as she turned away from him, refusing to look into his eyes. Spike looked up into the night sky.

“It’s amazing what you have done here Buffy. Amazing how hard you worked, and all the people who follow you loyally, even if it means there deaths” he said as he placed his hands on her shoulders. She let out a deep sigh as she turned to face him, her eyes glistening with tears.

“Yes I’m such a great leader, I lead a army of children into battle knowing they will not survive. I have girls broken because their lovers died but they lived. I’ve done soo much but its never enough. I can’t stand having to bring all these people in when I should be able to just handle it myself!” she ranted. Spike stared at her before shaking his head.

“They have no where else to turn. They understand what they are getting themselves into. Their lovers, families, friends, they will all be lost one way or another. These women understand all of this Buffy! They are young and scared but they are willing to die, knowing that the people they love might have the chance at normal lives. If I remember you used to be that girl” his voice cut through the night sky as Buffy took in his impassioned words.

“I was naïve and stupid and many people are dead because of it” she said as she pulled herself out of his grasp.

“But thousands live Buffy. You have saved more people in these last few years of being a slayer, then I have killed these last hundred years. You are the greatest slayer who has ever lived, and its because of your love of life. Your respect for other’s lives, your passion to protect the world. You have demons cowering at your presence. You have tamed vampires and have an army of people who are willing to die for the cause you have spent the last eight years fighting”

Spike took an unneeded breath as Buffy looked silently up at him. He leant down and kissed her .Buffy tried to lose herself in his lips, but felt numb and cold. He pulled back and looked in her eyes for any spark left for him.

“Spike” she said softly as he shushed her.

“We were never meant to be, but you have made me a better man. You made Angel a better man. But you were never meant for us. We were never worthy of you” he said softly as tears ran down her face.

“I don’t know what I feel anymore” she whispered as Spike wiped away her tears.

“Yes you do. Follow it Buffy and don’t let it go. No matter what happens to this world, or the sacrifices that will need to be made, you deserve to be with the one person in this universe who is worthy of your heart” he smiled as he turned to walk back in the house.

“I’m sorry Spike” she said as he stopped to look back at her.

“Don’t be. I never will be” he said as he turned and walked into the house. Buffy turned back to the night sky, the stars twinkling at her. She looked back towards the door before leaping off the porch and running down the street.

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“Well it looks like your purpose for being back will be clear in a short time” Hecate said as she opened her eyes. Eve dropped her head understanding what Hecate meant. Hecate turned away from the forlorn Atlantean Queen as she felt the shift of energy. She frowned as she turned to Eve.

“Something’s wrong” she thought as she stood up suddenly, a sharp pain in her side.

“What’s wrong?” Eve asked, rushing to Hecate’s side. Hecate cried out as she crumbled to the floor, pain racking her body.
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Buffy pulled herself to a stop in front of the mansion, panting heavily as sweat beaded against her forehead. She walked into the courtyard and sat down, letting her body calm down. Her thoughts raced through her head, giving her a headache.

“Why the hell am I here?” she thought to herself as she took in a huge breath.

“You know why you are here, because she is here.”

“I know she is here but why am I drawn to her? I mean she’s a demon hell not even a normal demon she is this “immortal”. Geez I must be losing my mind.”

“Well you are sitting here talking to yourself.”

“Shut up” Buffy grumbled, silencing her inner voice as she stood up and walked towards the door, spotting Faith as she was studying some book on the table, mumbling to herself.

“You know even if you are an Immortal it still isn’t seen as good when you talk to yourself” she laughed half heartedly as Faith looked up at her, smiling. Her smile faltered into a frown as she started to walk towards her.

“What is the matter?” Faith asked quietly, walking over to Buffy. Buffy sighed at her.

“I’ll never be able to pull the wool over your eyes huh” Buffy said as she walked into the room and into Faith’s open arms. Buffy sighed as she felt Faith’s body underneath her clothes, her muscles rippling as she walked Buffy over to the couch.

“What is the matter?” Faith repeated herself, sitting Buffy down on the couch. Buffy looked her straight in the eye. The fire was casting warm shadows over Faith’s face as Buffy felt the sting of tears in her eyes. She took a deep breath as Faith’s obvious concern tugged at her heart. She didn’t know where to start so she went with the first thing that popped into her head.

“You knew Spike was alive” Buffy finally said as Faith took in an unneeded breath. Buffy shook her head, unbelieving that Spike was the first thing that popped into her head to talk to Faith about. “Why can’t I just talk to her about these feelings?” she thought as Faith started to answer.

“Yes but it was not my place to tell you” she answered.

Buffy chuckled out a sob as the tears flowed down her face. “I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I thought I did love him but I don’t. I have feelings for someone else but with all the shit that is going down recently and the prophecies and the damn war I just don’t know anymore” Buffy started as she took in a shaky breath. Faith stared unwavering into her eyes. She took in a deep breath as she continued.

“I shouldn’t be having these feelings not now and I can’t help it” Buffy said as she met Faith’s eyes, relaxing at the soft look in the immortal’s eyes.

“Buffy” Faith replied as she wiped her tears from her face.

“Why can’t I fall for a human?” was all Buffy replied as she leant in, kissing Faith passionately. Faith immediately responded to Buffy’s soft lips, pulling her body closer to her as their tongues danced together.

Buffy opened her eyes slowly, confused at the strange room she was in. She felt strong arms around her as she looked up to their owner, smiling softly as Faith’s serene face. She stroked her face, amazed at how young she looked. Faith opened her eyes at the feather light touches.

“Good morning” she replied huskily.

“Morning” Buffy said as she rested her head against Faith’s unmoving chest, sighing at the lack of a heartbeat.

“What is it?” Faith asked as she shifted to look Buffy in the eyes.

“So much has happened so fast. I don’t… Faith I’m so confused” Buffy whispered as tears welled up in her eyes. Faith sighed and pulled Buffy closer, flashes of their kiss last night flashing through her mind. She hadn’t felt that kind of passion in so long.

Buffy pulled back, looking into Faith’s eyes as both of them heaved for breath, only one of them needing it. Faith looked at her confused as Buffy wiped away the last of her tears.

“B?” Faith said hesitantly, as Buffy moved closer in again. Their lips brushed gently against each other, the passion flaring up violently again as the gentle kisses turned rough. Faith laid back as Buffy followed her, her body fitting in between Faith’s legs. Unconsciously the both started to grind into each other, searching for a release for the passion building within themselves. Buffy pulled back again with a gasp when Faith’s center hit hers.

“Wait” She said as Faith’s hips stilled. She looked up, confusion settling in her eyes as Buffy smiled warmly down at her, kissing her lips gently again.

“Buffy what is going on here?” Faith whispered as Buffy’s hands caressed her face. She was fighting hard within herself to stop her demon half from claiming Buffy right then and there.

“I don’t know, I…” Buffy started as her breath hitched in her throat, tears welling in her eyes. Faith hugged her tightly to her as the tears rolled down Buffy’s face. Faith started to hum softly as she rocked the distraught slayer. Soon Buffy’s breath even as she fell asleep in Faith’s arms.

“B everything will be alright” she said, gently rocking the small slayer in her arms.

“No it won’t because I’m having feelings for a demon who is older than the earth in the middle of a war for the earth against another demon just as old who is in charge of Lucifer’s army and is doing god knows what and is using Angelus to get to the slayers and Spike is alive and so many have died and I can’t be having these feelings right now I can’t handle being hurt again and…” Faith put a finger over Buffy’s mouth.

“What do you feel Buffy? I mean right now how does this feel to you?” Faith asked as Buffy looked down between them. Buffy was still laying on top of Faith, on the couch they fell upon last night. Faith’s hair was tousled from their passionate kisses and smiled warmly at her, looking more human then Buffy has ever seen her. Her skin was darker, the tattoos blending in with her bronze color. Buffy touched her face again and frowned in confusion.

“You’re not as cold as you were” she whispered as Faith raised an eyebrow at her, looking down at her hands for the first time in days, surprised at the tint of them. She shook it off and drew Buffy back to the topic.

“Buffy what do you want? What do you feel?” Faith said as Buffy stood up, immediately missing the contact with Faith.

“I don’t know Faith, all I know is that I wanted to kiss you. That when you are around I feel more alive then I have in years. That your eyes intoxicate me and I can’t get you out of my dreams!” Buffy blurted out as she ran a shaky hand through her hair. Faith stood up quickly and pulled Buffy into her arms.

“What is wrong with that?” she asked, searching Buffy’s eyes. Fear resonated in the depths of her sapphire eyes.

“You’re a demon that’s the problem! You might be the good guy but you are a could billion years my senior! You are this amazing, beautiful woman who who…” Buffy faltered as she looked back into Faith’s eyes, which now were fully emerald. Buffy laughed as she shook her head.

“I’ve fallen for you. In this last few months that you have been here I’ve fallen for you when I shouldn’t have. But I can’t help it. You are the only person who makes me feel safe, that with you the world doesn’t seem like its about to end. Even when you were covered in blood, you were so beautiful. But I shouldn’t be feeling this way” Buffy started as she started for the door.

“Buffy don’t run from me,” Faith said as she grabbed Buffy’s arm.

“You’ve said my full name more in the last few minutes then the last few months,” Buffy whispered as her head swam with Faith’s proximity. Faith ran her hand over Buffy’s cheek. Buffy saw something flash through Faith’s eyes, hoping it wasn’t anger or hatred. She hung her head as she waited for the rejection to come from Faith’s mouth. “Why would a demon want me anyone I’m so stupid and now I’m probably going to be killed,” Buffy thought as Faith shook her head.

“I am not going to kill you, and who would have thought that I would fall for a slayer as well” Faith whispered as she leant down and kissed Buffy. Buffy smiled into the kiss as more tears ran down her face. She wrapped her arms around Faith’s neck as the passion grew stronger between them with each passing second. Buffy pulled back, gasping for breath as Faith looked at her intensely.

“What does this mean?” Buffy asked as Faith moved a stray piece of hair.

“I don’t know” Faith whispered as they touched foreheads. Buffy’s smile faltered as she pulled back looking into Faith’s eyes.

“How did you know that I thought you were going to kill me?”

a/n: sorry it took forever everybody things just got intense for a while and I know its not the greatest chapter and I promise things will pick up soon. My fiance just left for the navy so writing relationship fics is hard. This chapter is dedicated to lele and AR for being patient with me you guys are the best fans ever.