Healing

Part 19

Xander sat in the passenger seat of his car, fingers dug into the dashboard as Spike ran stop signs and made illegal turns all the way home. He understood the need to get home, to get inside and get naked, he just wanted to live long enough for it to happen.

Spike drove like a bat out of hell, all that violence and bloodshed had left him hard and wanting. The fact that Xander loved him, so much so, that he had rendered his chip useless and then gave him his sorry excuse for relatives to test his abilities on, was overwhelming the vampire. No one, and he really meant no one, had ever done as much for him in his century and then some of existence as this man beside him had done in the last month. If there was a heaven for demons, Spike had found it in Xander’s arms.

As they pulled into the parking lot Xander let go of the dash board and took a minute to study Spike as he turned the car off. He was intense, purposeful, walking attitude, sex on legs, big bad Spike. Xander wouldn't have it any other way. Oh yeah, the big bad was back and he was going to be naked and on top of him in minutes, sooner if Xander had any say in the matter.

Spike sat in his seat, hands still clenching the steering wheel, jaw clenched and eye twitching. Xander wanted him badly, he could smell it permeating the little car and it was taking all of his considerable control not to throw him over the seat and just take him.

"Spike, we're home."

"So we are, get out and go upstairs luv, give me a mo'?"

"Sure. Are... Are you okay?"

"M'fine Xan, just need to get meself under control here before I fuck you right here in the car."

Xander swallowed hard, the image of Spike throwing him down in the back seat and taking him was making him even harder. Spike could smell the increased arousal from the boy and groaned softly.

"Another time love, I promise. But tonight, I want to do things right okay? So upstairs with you, I'll be along in a minute."

"Okay, I love you, Spike."

"I know, luv. You've bloody well proven that. I just wish I knew how to show you how much I love you as well."

"You don't have to, I know."

"Give us a kiss, then off you go."

Xander leaned over and kissed Spike softly before pulling away.

"Five minutes, then I come down here and we do it in the damn car!"

Spike laughed as Xander climbed out of the car. Christ that boy was a special one, and he was all his.

"Alright pet, five minutes. Go on now."

Xander ran up the stairs to his apartment. Once inside he started pulling off his clothes on the way to the bedroom. He pulled the blankets off the bed, grabbed a couple of hand towels and set them on the nightstand, and checked to make sure there was lube in the drawer. Having gotten everything ready, he sat on the bed and waited for Spike.

Spike sat in the car, he contemplated having a quick toss to get himself under control but decided he wanted to cum in Xander, not in the car. He closed his eyes, took a few deep unnecessary breaths and prayed to the Powers That Be that he wouldn't fuck things up with Xander. He never knew what real love felt like until Xander loved him.

Having calmed down, enough to go upstairs at least, Spike got out of the car and headed up.

Xander was thirty seconds away from putting his pants back on and going downstairs when he heard the front door open. His heart began to speed up in anticipation, his cock swelled painfully and then he was there. Standing in the doorway. Looking at him, devouring him with his eyes. Xander thought he might cum on the spot.

Spike raked his eyes over every inch of the beautiful tanned body that was spread out before him. Oh yeah, he was definitely gonna shag him stupid. Spike pulled his t-shirt over his head with trembling hands. He wanted nothing more than to tear his clothes off and sink into all that warm flesh. But he said he wanted to do this right, and that meant slowly, lovingly.

Xander watched as Spike slowly undressed. His breath caught in his throat as the vampire slowly, oh so slowly, unbuttoned his jeans and slid the zipper down. Spike toed off his boots and walked toward the bed.

"Your so beautiful, pet. Want you so bloody much."

"You have me, Spike. All yours. Just get undressed and take me."

Spike growled and his eyes flashed yellow. He watched Xander for any negative reaction. He scented the air for any trace of fear. He found none. Tearing off his remaining clothes he leapt into bed on top of his lover and licked his neck. Xander shuddered, but didn't flinch or pull away. In fact he tilted his head and pulled Spike closer.

Spike sucked the soft skin into his mouth but did not bite down. There would be time for that later, when the boy knew what he was getting into. Spike focussed his attention on kissing Xander, something he'd be content to do for an eternity.

Xander was on the verge of orgasm from just a few kisses and Spike sucking on his neck. He wanted Spike inside him before he came.

"Spike, please. Hurry."

"Want to make it good for you luv, wanna be gentle."

"Not gonna last that long. Now, please?"

The pleading in Xander’s voice was Spikes' undoing. He grabbed the lube and coated his fingers, he prepared Xander as carefully as he could before slicking his cock and pushing into his lovers tight warm body.

Xander groaned at the intrusion, it was good. Very, very good. He pulled Spike's head down and kissed him fiercely. Spike returned the kiss, thrusting his tongue into Xander’s mouth as he thrust his cock into his ass. Spike wasn't going to last long, tonight had been too much. He was over stimulated and his body demanded release. He wrapped one hand around Xander’s cock and fisted him in time with his thrusts.

"Oh God. Oh Spike! Gonna cum, gonna cum. Ahhhhhhhh."

Xander came in a torrent of pleasure, the feel of his muscles clenching brought Spike to climax right behind him. As they lay together gasping for breath, unneeded on Spikes part, Xander held Spike to his chest and ran his fingers lightly over the vampire's ridges.

Spike started to purr at the feel of the gentle caress. His facial ridges were extremely sensitive and he loved having them petted. Dru was the only one who had ever done it, and only when she was in one of her more lucid states. Which wasn't very often.

Xander both felt and heard the purring; he loved it. It was the most erotic thing ever, the fact that such a fierce creature as Spike could be so content in his arms, in his bed, it made Xander want to touch him every where, to see if he could turn the purr into a growl.

Xander gently rolled them so that Spike was underneath him. He looked down at the vampire, his eyes were half open, the yellow irises glowed faintly in the dim light. Xander was overcome with love for this creature in his bed. He leaned down and softly, carefully, pressed his lips to Spike's. He flicked his tongue out and ran it across the full lower lip before trailing kisses up across one sharp, cheek bone. He then rubbed his lips against the ridged forehead, then tentatively licked across it. He felt Spike shudder beneath him as the purring increased in both intensity and volume. Xander licked at the scar where Spike's eyebrow would be if he were in human guise, it felt odd, smooth yet rough at the same time. It was a strange, but not unpleasant, sensation. So he did it again.

Spike thought he might cum again just from the feel of Xander licking his ridges. It was extremely pleasurable. When he felt that hot tongue tracing the pattern of his scar he damn near lost it. He knew was purring, something he hadn't planned on doing in front of a human, but he couldn't help it. Besides, it was something, a small something, but still something he could give Xander that no one else was privy to.

Spike was panting, Xander took a moment to wonder about the mechanics of being able to purr and pant at the same time but didn't really care, he continued his gentle exploration of Spike's features, kissing his way back down to that tempting mouth. He licked at the parted lips, gently biting on the bottom one until Spike gasped with pleasure. Xander took advantage of his open mouth and slipped his tongue inside.

It was different, kissing Spike in game face, but no less erotic. Actually it was more so; the reminder that his lover was far from human. Xander traced the contours of Spikes mouth with his tongue, licking across his palette, the sides of his mouth, stroking Spike's tongue with own. Eventually he got around to exploring the most interesting part. Xander traced his tongue lightly across Spike's fangs, up one side and down the other. The vampire began to shake as his steady purr began to grow to a deep rumbling sound. Xander smiled against Spike's mouth, he wrapped his tongue around one of the distended canines and sucked on it. Hard.

Spike growled and began to thrust wildly against the weight of the body on top of him. He couldn't think, couldn't see, couldn't hear, all he could sense was the feel of what Xander was doing to him. The pleasure was tearing through him, making him cry out in ecstasy. He thrashed on the mattress, could feel his balls tighten, he was so close.

Xander was pleased with his efforts, not only had Spike growled, he'd howled his pleasure at what he was experiencing. Xander wanted to see if he could bring him off just by sucking his teeth. He wrapped his tongue around the other fang and repeated the gesture. Spike arched up off the bed and came with a howl. Xander was stunned, he never knew a vampire's fangs were so sensitive. He rolled them over so they were on their sides, still facing each other and ran soothing hands down Spike's back as he rained soft kisses all over his face. He felt Spike relax in his arms, in minutes the room was filled with the sound of Spike's quiet purring as he drifted into a contented sleep. Xander wasn't far behind.