new love, lost love

"Mmm this is a nice way to be woken up luv" Spike looked up into the eyes of his slayer who was straddling his hips and smiling like a mad woman, "What are you grinning at pet?" he asked raising his eyebrow, she ignored him and so he tickled her sides making her squeal and jump off him "Spike what was that for" she said laughing and moving back towards him,

"you were bloody staring at me with a stupid grin on your face and wouldnt tell me why"

"I was just smiling, i was happy, nothing else to it" she climbed back on top of him and licked a trail down his chest smiling when she felt his shaft harden, she slowly moved her hand down and begain to pump it gently while l kil kissing his stomach.

"Thats good luv but i dont think,,,, uh fuck Buffy" he was stopped mid sentence when she licked the tip of his cock and then started to deep throat him "Buffy stop or im gonna make a mess, christ pet where the fuck did you learn to do that?...oh shit mmmm suck it harder baby thats it...uh fuck im gonna cum" she smiled around his shaft and sucked harder feeling him explode into her mouth while crying out her name, she licked him clean and moved back up to his face kissing him softly.



Spike flipped them over so he was lying on top of her and slowly kissed and licked her nipples until they were hard, she squirmed underneath him and the contact made him hard again, he slowly traced his fingers down her stomach then down to her core where she was already wet for him. he inserted two fingers easily and started to move them painfully slow in and out of her while continuing his attack on her breasts. Buffy thrust her hips up in order to get more friction where she needed it and he pusher her back with his free hand teasing her "Not yet baby im gonna make you beg" he said smiling watching her pissed off expression mixed with her aroused one.



After a few minutes more of his teasing Buffy couldnt take it anymore and pulled him up for a kiss, she kissed him hard almost bruisingly and then moved her lips to trace kisses down the side of his neck, when she heard him moan under the touch of her lips she know tow to make him lose control. She kissed him once more then bit down hard drawing blood.



Spike felt her teeth bite into him an automatically turned into his game face, he growled at her and pulled her by the hair to face him, "Dont start something you cant finish luv, you havent fucked my demon yet and after that he wants out" he smashed his mouth to her biting on her lip drawing blood and Buffy felt herself getting more turned on, she hadnt seen this side to him during sex and she surprisngly liked it. "i want him out" she whispered breathlessly againis mis mouth and after hearing those four words Spike pushed himself into her hard and they both cried out in pleasure.



Buffy could feel her release building up as Spike pounded into her with a force she didnt know was possible and she couldnt get enough of, he filled her so completley that everytime he pulled out before slamming back into her she felt empty, "Oh God Spike, Faster.... uh fuck me....YES" he complied to her request and began thrusting faster into her not once reverting to his human facade. Buffy heard his un needed breath speeding up and new he was as close as she was, she pulled back her hair and tilted her neck "Bite me Spike" she screamed as he entered her again with force, he didnt wait to be told twice and sank his fangs into her neck drinking down his slayers blood, as soon as she felt is fangs enter her she screamed her release clamping her muscles around his cock and sending him spiralling into orgasm and shooting his seed deep inside her.



He retracted his fangs and started to lick the wound clean gently while stroking her hair, he was numb after what he'd been allowed to do and was scared to say anything incase she regretted it.

Buffy lay there breathless and sated smiling to herself and enjoying the feel of Spikes tongue lapping at her neck gently but she felt his anxiousness and started to kiss him slowly on his neck before bringing his head to face her, kissing him on the mouth full of a passion she never knew she had, he started to relax and moved down her body so he was laying on her chest being held in her arms.





As she walked into the kitchen she saw Xander standing over the kettle watching it boil "Hey Xan how are you feeling?" she walked over to him and placed a hand on his shoulder but removed it quickly when he flinched "Xander?"

"Why didnt you tell me Buffy?"

"Tell you what i dont know what your talking about"

"Angelus told me about you and Spike, is that why i was tortured Buff coz you cant keep away from the undead"

"thats not fair Xander and you know it, Angelus took you as part of a sick way of getting at me not because of me and Spike" she felt tears at her eyes and wiped them away before he saw and sat down on the stool at the counter, "Im so sorry Xander i didnt mean for you to find out that way, I wanted to tell you all myself but i do love him Xan, Im not expecting you to be happy for me becasue i know what you went through but if you can try and understand?"

"Dont Buffy, Dont tell me you know what i went through, you dont, i wanted to give you my blessing if you got me out of that situation Buffy but hearing you two last night and this morning it makes me feel sick" he walked past her and into the living room grabbing his jacket and heading towards the door, he turned to her and saw that she was crying "Thanks for letting me stay and getting me away from Angelus, I dont wanna hurt you Buff and maybe when im healed and i can think of other things i can get my head around you two but dont ask me to do it, not yet, i'll see you later" he walked out the door and left Buffy crying in the kitchen.