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Part 15
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Part 15
Lips. Tongue. Hot, hard body, chest bare against his clothing, back flexing, supple iron under silken skin…
“B-bloody…” He couldn’t even finish the perhaps over-used phrase before he was diving in again, mouth open and panting as tongues met almost violently—sliding, twisting, wrapping wickedly around each other, and damned if Spike knew when his duster fell to the floor, when his shirt disappeared with a sound like wet silk.
He didn’t care, either. He had another shirt, he thought hazily… in his bag. Yeah, in his bag…
Muscles bunched, pale arms wrapping harder, tighter, pulling heated flesh against his own as the six-months-denied passion spread, burning wildly, wickedly, wonderfully from him to his Xander and back again.
Fingers dug deep, blunt nails finding rough purchase in flesh and tanned skin as he rocked himself harshly against the hot shaft he felt before him, his own jeans-encased cock throbbing already.
“Xan… Xander… bloody fuckin’ Christ, Xan!”
A low, deep growl built within him as he and his beast both tried to crawl back into that cool, hungry mouth, only to be stopped by a rough and sudden shove.
He almost went down on his ass, catching himself at the last moment and gazing up from his crouch at the golden eyes beneath blond hair. One hand against the floor, fingertips pressing wood, steadied him as he licked his lips slowly, green-sheened brown traveling wantonly over half-clothed flesh.
“Want you,” he breathed, nothing of the zeppo in his tone. “Need you, Spike…”
Blue eyes fastened on brown, soul rolling over the demon that quickly. “Yah…” barely a whisper as pale pink lips were licked as well. “Learned my lesson about wood at my back, though, didn’t I?”
Xander laughed, his mind putting a completely different spin on the comment. “God, I hope not…” he managed to mumble, fingers pushing against the floor as he quickly sprang upright again.
His hands darted out, grabbing pale skin again, pulling the blond against him and somehow turning him until that nearly glowing white stretch of spine was pressed hard against his chest. His fingers ghosted down, joining over the tight, cotton enshrouded groin as he pressed his already throbbing cock to the thick seam covering his goal.
Lips dropped from ear to neck, blunt teeth nipping wickedly, then nipping harder at the groan he heard. “But you’re right, Spike,” he whispered against the soft, pale skin, “Don’t want you knocking yourself out again. That’s the bad kind of ‘wood at your back’.”
The blond gasped, hips arching into the warmth over his cock, and suddenly he didn’t care who did the fucking here, as long as there was fucking. “Need this, Xan,” he groaned, “Scary how much I need this…”
“I’m not scared, Spike,” he rumbled, voice pitched to dance over skin. His fingers moved, finding the fastenings of jeans and pulling, tugging, pushing even as he felt the blond shifting and heard boots being kicked away. “The only thing I’m afraid of right now is that this is just another dream…”
“Not dreamin’,” the vampire snarled, hands sliding behind him to push almost desperately at flannel, “Bloody hell… if I wake up an’ this i’n’t real, I’m goin’ ta walk inta th’ sun!”
Harsh gasps left two throats as bare flesh finally touched equally bare flesh after far too long.
“I have a better way to burn,” Xander growled, a smirk crossing his lips when the blond shivered. “Gonna set you on fire, Spike… from the inside out…”
“Y-yah… an’ then I’m goin’ ta show ya just… how… it feels, luv…”
* * * * *
Moments that felt like an eternity got them to the bed. Instants that almost vanished took them to the perfect moment.
First time, Xander realized. First time he’d done this when it actually mattered… when it wasn’t for comfort or distraction or some sense of validating the fact that he was alive!
And he was alive. In a way he’d never known he could be until that fateful night under the trees with Will. Spike. Whichever. His.
Fingers slid deep, moving easily on the slick trail of gel, and thank God Spike had thought to bring lube because he hadn’t had a chance to buy any.
~‘Didn’t want ta hurt ya, love… when I pressed inta ya. ‘Course, I’m just as glad ta have it now, considerin’…’~
He’d tell Spike later, he decided, that he hadn’t even considered touching anyone else—male or female—since he’d woken after that night in the forest. Of course, the blond would probably know that by then… among other things.
A third finger joined the first two, moving slowly-- more slowly than he thought he could stand. Still, he stood it. Managed to push the beast down inside him while it demanded that he take! Have! Because the ‘want’ was more than covered.
“God, Spike,” he murmured against the shell of one ear, “You’re so tight… gonna feel like heaven to me…” He swallowed hard, sure that the words were complete truth. “Need you so bad, baby… so bad… want to be in you, Spike, filling you up… Jesus…”
He knew he was whimpering but somehow the vampire couldn’t manage to care. Hell, not even the demon minded the fact that those sounds were coming from him.
He shifted just a bit, legs spreading wider on the mattress. “Bloody… hell… do it, Xan… please, luv. Need ta…”
And the hyena was bouncing inside him, then bouncing more as he pulled his fingers from the slick sheath and pressed the blond flat on the bed. His hand found the tube of lubricant, squeezing and slathering a good bit over his tense and ready cock before he shifted, placing himself between open legs and leaning down.
Blue eyes widened, watching one large hand settle on the sheets beside him while he felt the other hand assume a similar position on the other side. “Xan… luv… not goin’ ta break, yah…?”
And in that moment, with those words, Xander let himself go, let his beast rise to do what it had been wanting to do for close to an hour, although if he were being honest… it was what he’d wanted to do for all that time, too.
His hips rocked, the thick head of his ready cock pressing lightly at the reddened hole it belonged in. “What if I want you to break?” he growled, snapping forward and howling as cool-tight-slick-mine enveloped him.
Spike gasped, pushing up into that initially painful thrust, already glad he’d decided to see this through. “Perfect,” he growled, features flashing quickly to true as he pressed back harder, waiting for his Xan to pull back before rising to hands and knees. “Try breakin’ me,” he challenged, the question finally worming its way into his mind. “An’ when you’re… done…” he gasped, the next rough piercing shivering through his entire body, “I’m goin’ ta… bloody hell…”
He almost wished he’d put Spike on his back. He wanted to see his face. The hyena didn’t care, though. It knew who it was fucking, knew the blond’s scent, knew his taste. Xander groaned, forcing himself to move more slowly.
“No,” he whispered, pressing his chest fully against the straining spine beneath him as his hips took up a nearly gentle rhythm, “Don’t really want to break you, baby… not this time. Later, if you want…” He shifted slowly, drawing the motion out as his cock sought and finally found the hard little nub within Spike’s ass, then he pulled back, rubbing all the way before reversing the motion and moaning at the suddenly panting breaths he heard.
“Xan… Xander… my Xan… fuck, pet… that’s… yah… right there… don’t stop… bloody fuckin’…” And as it was pretty much the first time he’d babbled, Spike wasn’t worried about not being a champ. His arms tensed more, muscles flexing as he pressed back into each careful thrust. “G-god… Xan… so… fuckin’…” He wailed, a sharp stab of pleasure taking his voice for a minute as he felt the thick head inside him jab at that point that was giving him so much pleasure.
His entire body was screaming for release, wanting nothing more than to plow deep and hard into the incredible tightness surrounding his cock, but still he kept his thrusts shallow, the tip of his shaft pressing against that small nubbin over and over again. “Do you know how amazing you feel, Spike? Your little hole stretched around me, holding me tight while I slide in and out of you…?” He groaned, biting lightly at the soft skin just below Spike’s nape.
“I was right, baby,” he mumbled, forcing himself not to move any faster or harder, “You feel like Heaven… a little slice of tight, cool paradise on Earth… I could stay in you forever, making you moan and shudder… feeling you shake around me… Yeah, like you’re doing now…”
He could feel the tension gathering in his groin, feel his balls drawing up tight and hard against his body but Spike didn’t care. This was already so much more than he’d ever expected, so much sheer bliss. His body arched, pushing up against his Xan’s. “Never… knew… bloody fuck!… bein’ buggered… could be so… FUCK!... nice!”
And that was the truth, too. Angelus had never given a whit for Spike’s pleasure and that had colored all of his thoughts about bottoming. But with Xan… oh, with Xan, it was… “Harder, luv… want ta feel ya cum!”
Brown eyes narrowed as hips moved faster, one hand leaving the bed to find and wrap tightly around the blond’s hanging, seeping cock. His fist moved wildly, matching the motion of his hips as he slammed himself deeply—repeatedly-- into Spike’s willing ass, shaft scraping roughly over that pleasure point and receding each time he was buried balls-deep.
“Spike… Spike… Jesus… Spike…” he gasped, eyes closing as he felt the coiled pleasure in his belly unfurling.
He thrust once, twice, then once again, his hungry, swollen cock pulsing needily then erupting hard, wild spurts of hot cum deep within his vampire’s cool form.
The high-pitched keening sound was coming from his own lips, Spike realized with a slight sense of embarrassment. Of course, that was fine considering the way Xander was making him feel. His body bowed and heaved, into the hand around his shaft, then back onto the demanding cock buried within him and his eyes closed, everything within him howling for completion.
“X-xander…!” he yelped, the thickening of the already nearly impossibly large cock in his ass pressing deliciously against his prostate, “Xan… c-cumming…” And then he felt the first rough, violent spurt within him and shuddered, his own shaft pulsating strong, wicked streams of fluids onto the bed.
* * * * *
“Jesus Christ…” Xander breathed, softening cock still buried deep inside that amazing ass, “That… fuck, Spike. That was…”
“Th’ best bloody shag of my life?” Spike mumbled, trying not to move and lose the somehow comforting fullness within him, “Yah… that it was…”
Dark hair moved gently as Xander pressed his lips to the nape he’d bitten earlier. His voice was a mere whisper as his arms wrapped nearly delicately around slender ribs, holding the vampire close. “Next time, though… I want to see your face, okay?”
Spike chuckled, pressing back into the embrace. “Next time, luv… ‘s goin’ ta be me fillin’ ya. An’ trust me, I’m not goin’ ta pass on seein’ every bloody twitch of your lips…”
And oddly enough, not even his beast had a problem with that. That didn’t stop him from tensing a bit, though. “O-okay…”
* * * * *
(A/N: There's more smut in the next part... with a funny surprise. *giggles* As always, many thanks to those who reviewed-- in this case: Christine (as for hyena!Xan, the basis is from the ep 'the Pack'... in the ep, once possessed by the hyena spirits, Xander and his 'pack mates' spiraled downhill rather quickly, eating the school mascot [a pig], then the others-- not Xan-- eating principal Flutie. Giles indicated via some books that Primals generally became canibalistic on a grand scale, demolishing whole villages and such. The issue of Xander's control will be addressed soon enough. LOL), TheShadowCat (Oh, come on! You KNOW I don't punk out on the smut! LOL), Elaine (the puppy eyes SO don't work on me... *grins and pretends she didn't update immediately after getting the Xan&Will puppy-eyes*), nulinka (yep. Told you. *grins* Cruel AND evil! Yay, me!), and Selene (Yessssssss... more. Now. *grins* Hope you like!
More soon, guys, and thanks again for taking the time to review! *hugs for all*)
Part 15
Lips. Tongue. Hot, hard body, chest bare against his clothing, back flexing, supple iron under silken skin…
“B-bloody…” He couldn’t even finish the perhaps over-used phrase before he was diving in again, mouth open and panting as tongues met almost violently—sliding, twisting, wrapping wickedly around each other, and damned if Spike knew when his duster fell to the floor, when his shirt disappeared with a sound like wet silk.
He didn’t care, either. He had another shirt, he thought hazily… in his bag. Yeah, in his bag…
Muscles bunched, pale arms wrapping harder, tighter, pulling heated flesh against his own as the six-months-denied passion spread, burning wildly, wickedly, wonderfully from him to his Xander and back again.
Fingers dug deep, blunt nails finding rough purchase in flesh and tanned skin as he rocked himself harshly against the hot shaft he felt before him, his own jeans-encased cock throbbing already.
“Xan… Xander… bloody fuckin’ Christ, Xan!”
A low, deep growl built within him as he and his beast both tried to crawl back into that cool, hungry mouth, only to be stopped by a rough and sudden shove.
He almost went down on his ass, catching himself at the last moment and gazing up from his crouch at the golden eyes beneath blond hair. One hand against the floor, fingertips pressing wood, steadied him as he licked his lips slowly, green-sheened brown traveling wantonly over half-clothed flesh.
“Want you,” he breathed, nothing of the zeppo in his tone. “Need you, Spike…”
Blue eyes fastened on brown, soul rolling over the demon that quickly. “Yah…” barely a whisper as pale pink lips were licked as well. “Learned my lesson about wood at my back, though, didn’t I?”
Xander laughed, his mind putting a completely different spin on the comment. “God, I hope not…” he managed to mumble, fingers pushing against the floor as he quickly sprang upright again.
His hands darted out, grabbing pale skin again, pulling the blond against him and somehow turning him until that nearly glowing white stretch of spine was pressed hard against his chest. His fingers ghosted down, joining over the tight, cotton enshrouded groin as he pressed his already throbbing cock to the thick seam covering his goal.
Lips dropped from ear to neck, blunt teeth nipping wickedly, then nipping harder at the groan he heard. “But you’re right, Spike,” he whispered against the soft, pale skin, “Don’t want you knocking yourself out again. That’s the bad kind of ‘wood at your back’.”
The blond gasped, hips arching into the warmth over his cock, and suddenly he didn’t care who did the fucking here, as long as there was fucking. “Need this, Xan,” he groaned, “Scary how much I need this…”
“I’m not scared, Spike,” he rumbled, voice pitched to dance over skin. His fingers moved, finding the fastenings of jeans and pulling, tugging, pushing even as he felt the blond shifting and heard boots being kicked away. “The only thing I’m afraid of right now is that this is just another dream…”
“Not dreamin’,” the vampire snarled, hands sliding behind him to push almost desperately at flannel, “Bloody hell… if I wake up an’ this i’n’t real, I’m goin’ ta walk inta th’ sun!”
Harsh gasps left two throats as bare flesh finally touched equally bare flesh after far too long.
“I have a better way to burn,” Xander growled, a smirk crossing his lips when the blond shivered. “Gonna set you on fire, Spike… from the inside out…”
“Y-yah… an’ then I’m goin’ ta show ya just… how… it feels, luv…”
* * * * *
Moments that felt like an eternity got them to the bed. Instants that almost vanished took them to the perfect moment.
First time, Xander realized. First time he’d done this when it actually mattered… when it wasn’t for comfort or distraction or some sense of validating the fact that he was alive!
And he was alive. In a way he’d never known he could be until that fateful night under the trees with Will. Spike. Whichever. His.
Fingers slid deep, moving easily on the slick trail of gel, and thank God Spike had thought to bring lube because he hadn’t had a chance to buy any.
~‘Didn’t want ta hurt ya, love… when I pressed inta ya. ‘Course, I’m just as glad ta have it now, considerin’…’~
He’d tell Spike later, he decided, that he hadn’t even considered touching anyone else—male or female—since he’d woken after that night in the forest. Of course, the blond would probably know that by then… among other things.
A third finger joined the first two, moving slowly-- more slowly than he thought he could stand. Still, he stood it. Managed to push the beast down inside him while it demanded that he take! Have! Because the ‘want’ was more than covered.
“God, Spike,” he murmured against the shell of one ear, “You’re so tight… gonna feel like heaven to me…” He swallowed hard, sure that the words were complete truth. “Need you so bad, baby… so bad… want to be in you, Spike, filling you up… Jesus…”
He knew he was whimpering but somehow the vampire couldn’t manage to care. Hell, not even the demon minded the fact that those sounds were coming from him.
He shifted just a bit, legs spreading wider on the mattress. “Bloody… hell… do it, Xan… please, luv. Need ta…”
And the hyena was bouncing inside him, then bouncing more as he pulled his fingers from the slick sheath and pressed the blond flat on the bed. His hand found the tube of lubricant, squeezing and slathering a good bit over his tense and ready cock before he shifted, placing himself between open legs and leaning down.
Blue eyes widened, watching one large hand settle on the sheets beside him while he felt the other hand assume a similar position on the other side. “Xan… luv… not goin’ ta break, yah…?”
And in that moment, with those words, Xander let himself go, let his beast rise to do what it had been wanting to do for close to an hour, although if he were being honest… it was what he’d wanted to do for all that time, too.
His hips rocked, the thick head of his ready cock pressing lightly at the reddened hole it belonged in. “What if I want you to break?” he growled, snapping forward and howling as cool-tight-slick-mine enveloped him.
Spike gasped, pushing up into that initially painful thrust, already glad he’d decided to see this through. “Perfect,” he growled, features flashing quickly to true as he pressed back harder, waiting for his Xan to pull back before rising to hands and knees. “Try breakin’ me,” he challenged, the question finally worming its way into his mind. “An’ when you’re… done…” he gasped, the next rough piercing shivering through his entire body, “I’m goin’ ta… bloody hell…”
He almost wished he’d put Spike on his back. He wanted to see his face. The hyena didn’t care, though. It knew who it was fucking, knew the blond’s scent, knew his taste. Xander groaned, forcing himself to move more slowly.
“No,” he whispered, pressing his chest fully against the straining spine beneath him as his hips took up a nearly gentle rhythm, “Don’t really want to break you, baby… not this time. Later, if you want…” He shifted slowly, drawing the motion out as his cock sought and finally found the hard little nub within Spike’s ass, then he pulled back, rubbing all the way before reversing the motion and moaning at the suddenly panting breaths he heard.
“Xan… Xander… my Xan… fuck, pet… that’s… yah… right there… don’t stop… bloody fuckin’…” And as it was pretty much the first time he’d babbled, Spike wasn’t worried about not being a champ. His arms tensed more, muscles flexing as he pressed back into each careful thrust. “G-god… Xan… so… fuckin’…” He wailed, a sharp stab of pleasure taking his voice for a minute as he felt the thick head inside him jab at that point that was giving him so much pleasure.
His entire body was screaming for release, wanting nothing more than to plow deep and hard into the incredible tightness surrounding his cock, but still he kept his thrusts shallow, the tip of his shaft pressing against that small nubbin over and over again. “Do you know how amazing you feel, Spike? Your little hole stretched around me, holding me tight while I slide in and out of you…?” He groaned, biting lightly at the soft skin just below Spike’s nape.
“I was right, baby,” he mumbled, forcing himself not to move any faster or harder, “You feel like Heaven… a little slice of tight, cool paradise on Earth… I could stay in you forever, making you moan and shudder… feeling you shake around me… Yeah, like you’re doing now…”
He could feel the tension gathering in his groin, feel his balls drawing up tight and hard against his body but Spike didn’t care. This was already so much more than he’d ever expected, so much sheer bliss. His body arched, pushing up against his Xan’s. “Never… knew… bloody fuck!… bein’ buggered… could be so… FUCK!... nice!”
And that was the truth, too. Angelus had never given a whit for Spike’s pleasure and that had colored all of his thoughts about bottoming. But with Xan… oh, with Xan, it was… “Harder, luv… want ta feel ya cum!”
Brown eyes narrowed as hips moved faster, one hand leaving the bed to find and wrap tightly around the blond’s hanging, seeping cock. His fist moved wildly, matching the motion of his hips as he slammed himself deeply—repeatedly-- into Spike’s willing ass, shaft scraping roughly over that pleasure point and receding each time he was buried balls-deep.
“Spike… Spike… Jesus… Spike…” he gasped, eyes closing as he felt the coiled pleasure in his belly unfurling.
He thrust once, twice, then once again, his hungry, swollen cock pulsing needily then erupting hard, wild spurts of hot cum deep within his vampire’s cool form.
The high-pitched keening sound was coming from his own lips, Spike realized with a slight sense of embarrassment. Of course, that was fine considering the way Xander was making him feel. His body bowed and heaved, into the hand around his shaft, then back onto the demanding cock buried within him and his eyes closed, everything within him howling for completion.
“X-xander…!” he yelped, the thickening of the already nearly impossibly large cock in his ass pressing deliciously against his prostate, “Xan… c-cumming…” And then he felt the first rough, violent spurt within him and shuddered, his own shaft pulsating strong, wicked streams of fluids onto the bed.
* * * * *
“Jesus Christ…” Xander breathed, softening cock still buried deep inside that amazing ass, “That… fuck, Spike. That was…”
“Th’ best bloody shag of my life?” Spike mumbled, trying not to move and lose the somehow comforting fullness within him, “Yah… that it was…”
Dark hair moved gently as Xander pressed his lips to the nape he’d bitten earlier. His voice was a mere whisper as his arms wrapped nearly delicately around slender ribs, holding the vampire close. “Next time, though… I want to see your face, okay?”
Spike chuckled, pressing back into the embrace. “Next time, luv… ‘s goin’ ta be me fillin’ ya. An’ trust me, I’m not goin’ ta pass on seein’ every bloody twitch of your lips…”
And oddly enough, not even his beast had a problem with that. That didn’t stop him from tensing a bit, though. “O-okay…”
* * * * *
(A/N: There's more smut in the next part... with a funny surprise. *giggles* As always, many thanks to those who reviewed-- in this case: Christine (as for hyena!Xan, the basis is from the ep 'the Pack'... in the ep, once possessed by the hyena spirits, Xander and his 'pack mates' spiraled downhill rather quickly, eating the school mascot [a pig], then the others-- not Xan-- eating principal Flutie. Giles indicated via some books that Primals generally became canibalistic on a grand scale, demolishing whole villages and such. The issue of Xander's control will be addressed soon enough. LOL), TheShadowCat (Oh, come on! You KNOW I don't punk out on the smut! LOL), Elaine (the puppy eyes SO don't work on me... *grins and pretends she didn't update immediately after getting the Xan&Will puppy-eyes*), nulinka (yep. Told you. *grins* Cruel AND evil! Yay, me!), and Selene (Yessssssss... more. Now. *grins* Hope you like!
More soon, guys, and thanks again for taking the time to review! *hugs for all*)