Healing

Part 16

Waking up naked with a naked vampire sprawled across his chest was a great way to start any day as far as Xander was concerned. He didn't want to move, let alone get out bed. His bladder on the other hand was a different story.

Sliding slowly and carefully out from underneath Spike, Xander got out of bed and stumbled into the bathroom. After relieving himself and washing his hands Xander went back to bed. He thought about the night before and smiled. Things were looking up, they had taken their relationship to a physical level, and had confessed their love to one another. If Xander ever had any doubts about zapping Spike's chip, he didn't now. Today was the day, or rather tonight as Spike couldn't go outside in the day. That decision made, Xander curled up around Spike and hugged him.

"Mornin' luv, sleep well?"

"Mmm, like the dead."

"Oi! That's my line. I sleep like the dead."

Spike got an evil look in his eye and then grinned at Xander.

"You sleep with the dead, luv. There's a difference."

"And thanks for that bit of confirmation. Like I didn't know, you don't need to remind me."

Spike's smile faltered and he thought about what Xander said.

"Xan? You do realize what you're cuddling with don't you?"

"Yes Spike. I do, it's just... I don't think of you as a corpse, okay? You're a person, er, demon, whatever. I mean you walk, talk, think, sing, the list goes on and on. Corpses don't do those things. So don't go there, okay?"

"Alright luv. I'm not a corpse. I'm a vampire. Better?"

"Much. Thank you. I'm not fooling myself here, I know who and what you are, I just don't care. I love you."

"I love you too, pet. So... Are we getting up today, or do you wanna stay in bed and teach me how to give a blow-job?"

Xander’s mind abruptly shut down at the thought of Spike's mouth wrapped around his cock. His response was little more than a squeak.

"So is that a yes then?"

"Y-yes, sure, sounds good. Are you sure?"

"Positive. I want to make you feel as good as you make me feel. I want to know what you taste like, what your cock feels like sliding into my mouth..."

"Stop! Keep talking like that and it'll be over before you touch me!"

"So you like it when I talk dirty, do ya?"

"What do you think?"

Xander took Spike's hand and placed it on his stiff cock. Spike gave it a squeeze and leered at Xander.

"I think, maybe I should just see if I can get ya off by just talking? Could be fun."

"Could be, but another time? Please?"

"Okay luv, so where do I start?"

Xander kissed Spike and pulled him down on top of him.

"Just do what feels right, trust me, there's no such thing as a bad blow-job."

"But what if...?"

"No, just read my reactions, you'll know when I'm enjoying something. Start with what you liked and work from there."

Spike nodded and went back to kissing Xander. He really liked kissing this man, he tasted like sunshine and chocolate. He lingered on Xander’s neck for a while, Xander seemed to enjoy it as much as he did. When he got to his lover's nipples he licked each one before drawing one into his mouth and sucking on it. Xander gasped, so he did the same to the other one.

As spike worked his way down Xander’s body he began to feel a bit nervous about what he was doing. Things seemed to be okay, Xander was responding well enough to what he was doing, but a big part of Spike was still influenced by William's insecurities. Xander seemed to feel his uncertainty and sat up a bit.

"Hey, you don't have to do this you know?"

"I know, I want to. It's just..."

"You want me to show you?"

"Show me?"

"Yeah."

Xander moved them around so that they were both on their sides - groin to face with each other - and smiled at the shocked look on Spike's face.

"Just do what I do, okay?"

"I can do that."

And he did, every stroke, every lick, every touch. It was amazing, the feel of Xander’s hot mouth around his cock, Xander’s hot cock in his mouth, the only tense moment came when Xander's fingers brushed across his hole. Xander immediately stopped.

"Shit, sorry Spike. I forgot."

"S'okay, just a bit unexpected. You can, you know, touch me. I trust you."

"You sure?"

"Yeah. You seemed to like it a lot last night, I have to admit I'm a bit curious."

"Okay, Just try to relax."

"Right."

Xander went back to his task, paying attention to when Spike relaxed again before attempting to touch him there. He slid his finger into his mouth along side Spike's cock, making sure it was well lubricated before nudging it against Spike's opening. Spike faltered slightly but didn't protest, mimicking Xander’s actions he followed suit.

Once Xander had worked his finger into Spike, he wriggled it around until he found what he was looking for. At the first brush of Xander’s fingers against his prostate, Spike pulled his mouth away from Xander’s cock as his eyes rolled back in his head.

"Holy fuck!"

Xander let go of Spike as well but continued to rub his finger over his prostate.

"Good?"

"Fuck, yeah. Good. More?"

Xander chuckled and went back to work. He felt Spike take him back into his mouth and increased his suction as he continued to pump his finger in and out of his lover. He knew Spike was close, he just hoped he didn't shift while his cock was still in his mouth.

Spike seemed to sense that and pulled away from Xander as he erupted into orgasm. Xander continued touching and sucking him until he was sure Spike was spent.

Once Spike was back in control he noticed that Xander was still very hard and went back to his lesson, he wanted to give Xander the same pleasure he'd just experienced. He wriggled his finger until he found the spot he remembered from last night and rubbed it over and over while he continued to suck on the cock in his mouth. He could hear words of encouragement from Xander.

"Fuck yes. So good, Gods Spike. I love you so much."

Spike smiled around the cock in his mouth, he increased his efforts and was almost surprised when his mouth filled with warm liquid. He swallowed, tasting Xander in his mouth. It was not unpleasant, salty like blood, just without the coppery taste.

As soon as he let Xander’s cock slip from his mouth he found himself pulled around and kissed fiercely. It was good, very good. Spike could hardly believe he was in bed with Xander Harris having just given him a blow-job. Only on the Hell mouth would he find love and security in the arms of a slayer's white night.

"So, I take it I passed my first lesson?"

"Mmm hmm. Flying colours."

"Shower?"

"With you?"

"Uh, yeah why not."

"'Kay, go start the water?"

"Sure pet."

While Spike got the shower started Xander took a minute to get over the fact that Spike had just sucked his cock. He hadn't expected Spike to just ask him to show him how out of the blue like that. Okay, so Spike wasn't exactly shy about asking for what he wanted, he could live with that. He'd survived Anya after all.

Xander stepped into the shower behind Spike and wrapped his arms around him. He kissed him softly on the side of his neck before reaching for the shampoo. Spike watched him with a curious expression that turned to shock as Xander began to massage the shampoo into Spike's hair.

Spike had never had anyone wash his hair for him before. He'd done it for Drusilla thousands of times, washing her hair, brushing it, braiding it for her, but never had someone done this for him before. It was very pleasant, relaxing. He was startled a bit when Xander directed him under the spray to rinse.

After rinsing out the shampoo, Xander worked some conditioner into Spike's hair and then reached for the soap. Spike stood by passively and let Xander wash him from head to foot. It felt wonderful, just the feel of his warm soapy hands touching him everywhere, sliding along his skin. Once he was thoroughly cleaned and rinsed he repeated the process on Xander.

They finished showering just as the water was beginning to cool off. They dried off and headed back to the bedroom to dress. Xander threw on a pair of boxers and left to make coffee. Spike paused for a minute before deciding to follow suit.

While Xander made coffee, Spike heated his blood.

"So, anything planned for tonight luv?"

"Um, yeah actually."

"Not patrolling with the slayer I hope?"

"No, I'm gonna let her stew a few days before I speak to her again."

"So, what then?"

"It's ah, actually kinda a surprise."

"A surprise? For who?"

"You."

"Hate to tell you this luv, but I'm not real fond of surprises. Last surprise I got was a skull splitting headache when I tried to eat yer best friend."

"I know, but will you trust me? Please?"

"Yeah luv, I'll trust you."

"Thanks Spike!"

Xander kissed Spike quickly on the lips and went to the fridge to get stuff to cook. Spike watched Xander move around the kitchen with a slight smile on his face. It was so easy to make Xander happy, he wondered why his friends never took the time to do it.

"Can you at least give me a hint? Patience isn't exactly my strong suit, ya know."

"Nope, no hints. You'll just have to wait till sunset. You want eggs?"

"Okay, gonna make me leave the kitchen so's I don't discover yer secret?"

"Yep."

"And what'll you give me to leave then?"

"Mmm, Mind numbing orgasms?"

"Right. I'll just be having my coffee in the other room luv. Call me when yer finished."

Xander chuckled as Spike hurried out of the room.