Never Come Back

Chapter 12

The spell seemed to drain everyone of energy and they all slept soundly. Willow and Tara made their way to Giles' the following morning instead of attending their classes.Xander and Anya were there when they arrived. Anya sat with a novel , reading and glancing up every so often, Xander sat eating the do-nuts that he had bought with him.

The two girls sat at the table and reached to get themselves some sugary goodness while they waited for Spike and Buffy to arrive.

Back at Rovello Drive, Buffy had woken and had gone to have a shower in a hope of eliviating her sore and aching muscles. She placed her hands on the tiles and leaned in, aiming the powerful jet at her shoulders and back. She felt the cool air and turned to see Spike in all his naked glory as he entered the shower cubicle. His smile eased her a little and she went back to focusing on her aches.He remained behind her and his hands slid up her back and gripped her neck and shoulders, rubbing and stroking the hard muscle under her skin. Buffy groaned as he continued to massage her body, working down to the globes of her ass.

"Feels good" she moaned as his hands grew firmer, easing each knotted muscle. His hands slid over her shoulders and massaged the muscles in her upper chest before they cupped her breasts .Spike rolled his thumbs over the taut nipples and ran a fingertip over the areolas causing Buffy to sigh and rest against him, her head on his shoulder.The cool hardness of his body against her warm and now supple one sent shivers down her spine and into her core.Spikes hands moved from her breasts and traveled down her flat stomach to her thighs, bypassing the area that she desperately needed him now.He slowly made his way down to her right knee and wrapped his hand around her leg and raised it to the edge of the bath. Buffy wrapped her arm around his neck as he nipped and sucked at her neck, making his way across her shoulder and down her back. His hands glided over her wet skin until he reached her ass. He playfully bit her ass cheeks as his fingers probed at her moist folds.

"Always so wet for me "

Spike licked and sucked the outer lips while his fingers slipped into her core. Her walls gripped him as he withdrew them, making him hiss, his mind making him wish it was his cock. He lapped at her protruding nubbin , making her moan out his name.

"Spike ... please....stop teasing , I need to cum so bad"

"Patience baby... all good things and all that " he said huskily, drunk on her taste .

He worked her clit and pumped his fingers faster, making her moan and hiss until she let out a scream and her legs gave way. She laid in his arms until she calmed enough to stand again.Spike sat on the edge of the bath and pulled her back , poising his painfully hard cock at her entrance. Buffy sunk down until he was fully seated inside her.

"So tight...."
He felt Buffy clench he inner muscles and shudder at the sensation of being so full.

"Fuck pet, your going to burn me up with that sweet quim of yours"

He started to thrust up gently , causing her to let go and to relax back on him. He licked and sucked at her neck, using his blunt teeth to nip occasionally. Buffy picked up his rhythm and moved with him.They built up speed slowly, wanting it to last , happy to let the sensations build until they couldn't stand it. Buffy raised herself off and knelt in front of Spike. Her hot hands gripped his slick cock and ran up to the tip and back down again. His head shot back and a guttural growl escaped his throat as he felt Buffys mouth close over the tip.

She took the head of his cock in her mouth and sucked hard. Her lips slid further down , she stroked the base with her hand and lapped with her tongue. Slowly she worked his cock until she had taken him all in. Spike stroked her hair and watched as his glistening cock slid between her lips .His balls tightened and he lost the small amount of control he had, and thrust into her mouth. Her moans urged him on until Spike was thrusting himself into her mouth faster .

"Fuck pet, the things you do with that hot little mouth .... I'm going to cum.... Buffy ... I'm cumming ....where'd you want it?"

Buffy removed her mouth and smile wickedly before she took him back into her mouth and sucked hard on the swollen head. Spikes head shot back and he arched his back as the first shot of cum burst from his cock. He let out the unneeded breath with a throaty roar .He finally opened his eyes to watch as Buffy opened her mouth and swallowed his seed.

"You look so bloody sexy with my cum all over your lips..."

He pulled Buffy into the bedroom and laid down on the bed ,he pulled Buffy up his body and attacked her lips with his.She felt him harden under her and rotated her hips making him moan and thrust up at her core.He reached between their bodies and rubbed her clit gently. Buffy let out a sigh and her head tilted back as he entered her. His thrusts were slow and shallow , combined with the tender attention he paid her nubbin, she was soon begging him for more. Spike kept up his slow assault , determined to make love to her and let her feel every sensation as it built up within her. His free hand held her still as she desperately wanted to start meeting his thrusts with her own.

"Can't take it Spike, I need more, need to feel you deep , need to cum.... baby please"

"No"

Buffys eyes met his .His eyes shone with lust and something that Buffy didn't want to name. This was so different from the other times that had been together.He remained focused on her eyes as he leant up to capture her lips. Hungrily, Buffy kissed him back, devouring his lips and they fell back to the mattress. Still Spike made love to her gently, he flipped them over so that Buffy laid beneath him and he kept their eyes locked.

Buffy wrapped her legs around his thighs and gave in to the feeling and sensations that swept through her body. Her sighs and moans matched Spikes as he felt the build up within his own body. He stated thrusting deeper but kept the pace slow. His head fell into her neck and he licked at his mark, making Buffy shudder.

"God yes... "

Spike felt her walls grip his cock and knew that she was close to cumming. His cock swelled within her, causing Buffy to claw at his back and beg him to take her over the edge. His fingers went back to teasing and rubbing her clit as he plunged in deeper, hitting her cervix and making her arch up into him.
He felt the telltale signs of his release and he growled as his fangs elongated and he sunk them into his mark. Buffy screamed as she started to cum. Her grip on his back tightened and she sank her tiny fangs into his neck, sending both of them back into another orgasm.

"Mine" Spike growled out possessively , his thrusts continued and were now hard and fast. Buffy released him from her bite.

"Oh fuck yes! I'm yours .. god Spike that's it .... Mine.... fuck me ...."
"I'm yours Buffy ... fuck pet.. what you do to me.... "

He growled as he came again , falling into her arms exhausted. They laid in each others arms, just stroking each other, his cock still encased inside her heat. Neither one wanting to move from the other, and neither wanted to talk about the claim.
They fell asleep, both unsure of the others feelings and too nervous to be the first to tell the other.

Spike woke up and looked over at the sleeping beauty beside him and then looked over her shoulder at the time.

"Bollocks! Buffy wake up pet, time to go see your watcher"

Buffy gave a quiet groan and rolled back into his side . He wanted to stay there ,curled up with her, to not let her go until he had his fill of her, but they needed to get up and see Giles. He pulled his arm from under her head and rose from the bed. Buffy moaned ,sat up and watched as Spike gathered his clothes from the day before.

"Giles will understand if we're a little late"

Spike laughed "Sweetheart, have you actually looked at the time?"

Buffy looked over her shoulder at the clock on the bedside table. Shock at how late it was marred her face and she got up, pulling the sheet with her and went into the bathroom. Spike got dressed and ran his hands through his hair. He would get a shower and a change of clothes once they had finished the meeting, no point in delaying the scoobies for another half hour, he thought. Buffy came out of the bathroom, showered and dressed and running a brush through her damp hair. She threw the brush onto the unmade bed and sat down on the end of it. She pulled her boots on and zipped them up. Still crouched , she looked up at Spike.

"Aren't you going to get changed ? I mean ,you fought in those clothes and then we ... we um.... you know what I mean"

"We won't get out of here for a while if I do and I wear the same stuff all the time, once my coats on how will they know that I haven't changed?"

Buffy stood and pulled her brown leather blazer out and swung it over her shoulders before putting it on properly. She looked Spike up and down and smiled.

"Your right ,they'll never guess.Come on"

She walked out of her bedroom and ran down stairs and swung the front door open before stepping out into the early evening .The sun had just set and oranges and purples still hung on the horizon.Spike stood on the top step and held his hand out for the keys.Buffy handed them to him and he locked the house up. They walked into town, both dreading the questions that would need to be answered and the scrutiny that Buffy would get regarding their relationship.

Spike kicked at a pebble as he strolled beside his slayer.He was so deep in thought, he didn't spot the group of six vampires that had somehow surrounded them. He was pulled from his thoughts by the sound of a struggle and the warning growl that came from Buffy.

Spike immediately morphed and leapt at the two vampires that had Buffy pinned down. He smashed their heads together and knocked them unconscious.Buffy sat up and drew her stake out, hitting both in the chest within a second of each other. Spike spun to face the other four as Buffy got herself back on her feet and brushed the dust from her clothes.
The largest vampire sneered and let a long snarl escape his throat.

"So, looks like Spike here finally did in the Slayer.But what I don't get , is why would you turn a bitch like her? "

Buffy raised her brows at the vampire. As of yet, Buffy hadn't slipped into her game face , they had no idea what the hell he was facing, actually none of them did, including Buffy and Spike. She hadn't had a chance to really let go. Maybe now was the time.

Buffy came and stood at Spikes right shoulder , knowing that he was left handed she automatically covered his right. He glanced down to her and nodded. Buffy turned back to them, small fangs, red eyes and soft ridges formed and she snarled at them, signalling to Spike that she was ready.

Buffy leap at the group of vampires and before Spike had a chance to nail one, they were dust. He landed in the center as the dust settled around him. Buffy stood shocked at how fast she had dispatched them.

"Bloody hell slayer! Could of left me one to toy with , let a bloke get his ya ya's off an all"

Buffy looked down at him and shrugged "Sorry?"

"Come on, let's get you to the watchers and get it over with"

He took her hand in his and walked into the courtyard of the watchers apartment complex. He could feel the tension and apprehension building up within her.

"Their not going to judge you Buffy, only explain what they have learnt about you and then discuss what to do about Maggie and the rest of the wankers in that hell she created. I won't let them hurt you love"

Buffy offered him a weak smile and drawing in a sharp breath, she knocked on the door.Willow answered it and stood back to let them in.As they passed her, Willow shouted up to Giles to let him know they had arrived.
Giles ran down the stairs and ran his hand through his discheveled hair. He glanced at Buffy and gave her a weak smile.

"I'm glad you both cared enough to join us".

Spike rolled his eyes .

"Now then, Maggie has given me the phone number for the Military base that she was stationed at before they sent her here. I have rang them and they are sending a retrieval team here as soon as they can.I expect them to arrive within the next couple of days. The team they are sending will also close down the Initiative and remove any trace of them ever being here. I informed them of the barbaric experiments and of the chips that Maggie implanted within you both and they have agreed to remove them, if you wish ,that is"

Spike and Buffy both looked at each other, both searching the other for an answer.

"Giles, inform them that we both want the chips removed"

Giles nodded "As you wish Buffy"

He wanted to continue , he wanted to ask her why she thought that Spike should have his removed .He was a soulless vampire and the chip was possibly the only thing holding him back from killing them all and then going on a mad feeding frenzy. He held back as he could see the looks that they shared. Anyone would have to be blind or stupid to miss the love they obviously shared. Giles groaned and rubbed the bridge of his nose.

"Now then, we come to the subject of what Maggie did to you. Have you noticed any other changes besides the obvious?"

Buffy shrugged and looked up at Spike who held her hand again and nodded.

"On our way over here tonight ,we were attacked by six vamps and I took four out before Spike managed to finish a leap. I guess I have super quick reflexes and enhanced speed."

"Faster than Spike and with better reflexes, interesting.Anything else?"

Buffy shook her head and sighed "Look if anything else comes up, I'll tell you okay Giles? But, I will not sit here with you all, putting up with the stares and the prodding and the cross examinations, it's just as bad as being back in the place that caused this in the beginning.I won't be your lab rat Giles. I'm still me, still Buffy "

She pulled on Spikes hand and they both left the apartment.Giles and the group sat in shock.

"I still say the evil undeads having too much of a free reign in corrupting her.I still think we should stake him"

Anya frowned but it was Giles that shut Xander up

"For gods sake boy will you give it a rest and shut up"

Expecting them to agree , Xander was gob smacked .His embarrassment flushed his cheeks and fueled his anger.Without saying a word he stood and left the apartment as well. Anya was caught between following her boyfriend or staying with the people she agreed with. As the door slammed she made her choice and picked up the magazine that she had been reading.

"He has some issues regarding vampires doesn't he? Do you think he feels that way about me and my past as a vengeance demon?"
Willow replied and put Anya at ease.

She just wished she could do the same for Buffy. Maybe a spell would help. Willows mind span as she thought up a spell that would make Buffy feel better and would clear her thoughts and calm her emotions.Maybe one that could erase all her memories of the Initiative and her torture at their hands.

Tara could see her mind working and she looked up at heaven "Please don't let her do anything stupid and don't let her spells go wrong and cause more damage"