Introductions

(Warning: More explicit coverage of the rape scene in memory... still not FULLY explicit, but... you've been warned.)

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Part 12

Robert was dreaming. He knew he was dreaming. And still it seemed so real.

** ‘Hurry up, Ricky… damn it, you should have taken him around back!’

‘Right…’ a grunt, ‘because there aren’t about twenty queens back there getting each other off.’

The sensation of hands at his belt, then cool night air on naked skin.

‘Gods, just fuck him already! You really are a fag.’

"Fuck off, Farrell. It’s not like these condoms glow in the dark.’

A foot, kicking his legs apart as far as the pants around his ankles would allow.

"Screw the condom, you fucking queer! Just do the kid and let’s go!’

‘Right… and catch whatever he might have? Fuck, he was cruising! Probably has a whole deck of diseases.’ A relieved and happy chuckle. ‘There. Okay.’

Hands on his ass, peeling his cheeks apart and a finger stabbing inside and all he could do was lay there while his mind screamed.

‘G-gods, Farrell…’ groaning, ‘This kid is gonna be TIGHT… as tight as any girl you’ve ever had!'

He heard another grunt, low and rough, then… he wanted to kick, to fight, to push himself away… a burning, centered at his hole, growing hotter, fiercer as the inescapable pressure continued until the blunt, offending shaft pierced through.

‘Fuuuuuuckkk… tight as a virgin, bro’… sure’ grunt ‘you don’t want a turn…?’

‘I like mine with tits and a pussy. HURRY!’

Ricky’s voice, smug and self-satisfied. ‘I was wrong, wasn't I? You're tighter than any girl, aren’t you, Robert? So tight… knew you wanted it as soon as you looked at me.’

A deep thrust that would have had him whimpering if he could have.

‘I saw you checking out my cock… I could tell how much you wanted me to fuck you.’
Another slamming thrust, this time splitting skin slightly.

‘Oh… yeah, that’s it, Robert… all nice and slick now…’

A louder grunt, a harder slam, another split.

‘I would have taken you somewhere else but I just don’t have that kind of patience, so… here we are, both of us getting what we want…’

A hand reaching around to fondle him, then laughter at finding him soft. ‘Okay. I guess it’s just ME getting what I want. I’m fine with that, too.’

‘Fuck, Ricky, stop playing around! Finish up already so we can get OUT of here! Someone might have seen us leaving with him!’

A heavy sigh. ‘Fine, Farrell… I’m gonna remind you of that next time you’ve got some girl up against a wall.’

Faster, deeper, harder thrusts accompanied by silent screams, then one last deep push, the intruding member swelling more before pulsing hard inside him…

And Robert didn’t feel anything other than dirty-- not even relieved that it was over when the man pulled his blood-slicked, latex-covered cock from him and dropped the condom just within the edge of his vision.

‘You’re an amazing fuck, Robert… I might have to find you again.’

Then a disturbingly gentle kiss against the back of his neck and Ricky and his friend were gone, leaving Robert ass-up over a car and promising himself seriously that he would never let another man touch him again. Not that any would want to since he was so… sullied. **

He woke screaming, the dream still with him enough that the blond hair next to his in the dark was mistaken for light brown. He screamed again, trying to roll away and found himself pressed hard against another body, this one dark haired… Farrell, he thought, the name echoing in his head although he had no idea of what the man had looked like. "NO! NO-NO-NO-NO-NO!"

He lashed out, fists and knees trying to push the men away enough that he could escape.

Elliot woke at the first scream, reaching gently to comfort the younger man. The next thing he knew there was a fist in his face and a knee trying to smash his groin. "Robert… Robert, it’s me! It’s Elliot… darlin’, it’s ME…"

For Trevor’s part, he had no idea of what was going on. He’d taken the opposite side of the bed from his lover for a few reasons, one of which was that Elliot thought the kid would feel more secure if someone was watching his back, but also because… he was likely to end up in a clench with his boyfriend if he’d slept beside HIM and that would probably bother young Robert more than anything else.

And so he’d woken to a struggling and incredibly fit blond pressed tightly against him, the firm yet soft bedclothes-covered buttocks hard against his groin and Gods help him, he’d started to react. Then he heard Robert screaming and heard Elliot’s voice.

"Robert… baby…" he tried to be comforting, "El’s right. It’s Elliot and ME, baby… Trevor, okay? It’s okay… it’s okay… calm down. Please calm down… nobody’s going to hurt you…"

The obvious concern in the voices barely made an impression as the dream welled up again and Robert fell into despairing whimpers. "D-don’t… don’t… please, d-don’t… I can’t… don’t want… n-no… no-no-no-no-no…" He was helpless, even though he knew on some level that it was over. Had BEEN over. Knew he was safe. Still, he whimpered hopelessly until two pairs of strong arms wrapped tightly around him and soft murmurs pulled him back to the present.

Trevor blinked away the hot tears threatening to spill from his eyes, his burgeoning erection from moments earlier completely gone. He’d been an idiot, just as Hypatia had said. And this was all his fault.

He held on to the young blond tightly, wishing he could change the past, wishing he’d known when to listen, when to give in… when to accept that love didn’t have to be limited or held like a miser’s hoard. But he couldn’t change things, hadn’t listened… and now everything was fucked up and wrong… and as his sister had said, Robert was the one paying the price.

He sighed softly when the young man finally relaxed during Elliot’s continued murmurs, the anguished sounds fading as sleep stole over the emotional exhaustion Robert had to be feeling. Brown eyes met Elliot’s sad and angry blue ones and Trevor sighed.

They were both going to hate him when they found out what he’d done. He just… knew it.

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(A/N: Thanks to ladyicondraco, DaniKitten, RemityGirl, TheShadowCat, RedSharpie and Susan for taking the time to review.

Yes. I am a tease. *grins at TheShadowCat*. The biggest.

As for the lack of porny Spander fun, I just wasn't feeling it for a while there. But never fear. S/X smut in part 16... and a bunch of other parts. *snerk* I know this story had been more plot-driven than sex-driven and I'm sorry to those who are disappointed thus far. But like I said, more porn soon and many times, as this story seems to be rivaling 'Old Enemies' for length. LOL

Thanks again, guys. *hugs*)