The Light Of Life
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BtVS AU/AR › Het - Male/Female › Buffy/Spike(William)
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
12
Views:
3,325
Reviews:
22
Recommended:
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Currently Reading:
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Category:
BtVS AU/AR › Het - Male/Female › Buffy/Spike(William)
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
12
Views:
3,325
Reviews:
22
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
Disclaimer:
I do not own Buffy the Vampire Slayer (BtVS), nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
Admitting
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I own nothing.
Well except for the thought process.
So credit me there.
Pairings currently: B/S taunting
Current rating: A for Admitting
Slowly Spike’s hand started slip down to her hip, his fingers lightly mass ageing their way in slow seductive circles. Instantly he felt Buffy melt into him. Their kissing turned light and comfortable for just a second, until Buffy’s eyes flew open. In a flash she was on her feet.
“Oh God.” Buffy’s eyes held a distantly torn look.
“Buffy?” Spike said, worry and confusion were heavy in his voice. “Is everything okay?”
Turning Buffy lightly padded out of Spikes room and slowly down the hall. Sighing Spike flopped backwards onto his bed, knowing better then to follow.
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At 3:12 in the morning, when Faith rolled over she was met with what appeared to be a ghost. Underneath the covers she went rigid. Now Faith had been declared sane and stable almost 2 years ago, but occasionally she still had night terrors. It took Faith a second to realize however that this wasn’t one of the man-ish figures that normally kept her awake, this one looked more like… “Buffy?” Faith mumbled sitting up, as the ghost sank into a chair by the bed.
“Parker was a guilty pleasure, I guess.” Buffy said staring at the carpet. “Or maybe just a huge hunk of denial. I think that was it. I used him to forget things. And he tried to use me for sex. He tried… a lot….” Buffy’s eyes started swimming with tears as Faith got up and sat on the floor beside her, putting a comforting hand on her knee.
“Did he….” Faith was a victim of rape herself, she felt she had a certain knack for reading people in that sense. But something about Buffy was unclear here.
“He didn’t.” The way Buffy clarified made Faith tense. “This time I could move…” And with that Buffy’s ghostly frame began to shake. Pulling her to the floor, Faith held her tight. And eventually, as the night went on Buffy explained at least a small portion of her life before her 17th birthday.
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Around 3:56 Spike got up and started towards the stairs near Faith’s room, planning to get some ice for the now very warm can of coke he never finished, when he heard a quiet sob from Faith’s room. Turning he slowly creped to his self-adopted sister’s door. Crouching on the floor he pushed the door lightly until there was just enough of a crack for him to hear properly. To his surprise, what he heard was Buffy’s voice.
Sitting down properly Spike leaned up against the outside doorframe. He apparently had come right into the beginning of a very sad story. Slowly for the next couple hours he listened to Buffy talk about Angel, the love of her life, their plans for the future, and how she had watch him be brutally murdered by her father. He listened to her talk about how all she wanted from Parker was a feeling of normalcy, how the British boy attempted rape, how Buffy had crushed his balls, and how later his rich family had threatened a law suit. He listened to her talk about how she felt about him, how she felt crazy and out of place, like she was waiting for the other shoe to drop, how she could be so much more comfortable with then she had ever been with Angel. How she felt guilty, falling so hard for another guy when her first love was just months in the grave.
Spike’s whole body was relaxed against the doorframe. He hurt a lot for the girl, and mentally kicked himself for not knowing all these things already. It wasn’t until he was planning to murder the man that took Buffy’s first love, that he realized how bad he had it for her. He was willing to give his life to see her happy.
By god. Spike’s eyes widened in the dim light of dawn. I’m falling in love with her.
Reviews are nice, like sugar and spice.
[A/N: Don't worry kids, the second chapter is already half way done, this just seemed like a good spot to leave you hanging for half a second.]
I own nothing.
Well except for the thought process.
So credit me there.
Pairings currently: B/S taunting
Current rating: A for Admitting
Slowly Spike’s hand started slip down to her hip, his fingers lightly mass ageing their way in slow seductive circles. Instantly he felt Buffy melt into him. Their kissing turned light and comfortable for just a second, until Buffy’s eyes flew open. In a flash she was on her feet.
“Oh God.” Buffy’s eyes held a distantly torn look.
“Buffy?” Spike said, worry and confusion were heavy in his voice. “Is everything okay?”
Turning Buffy lightly padded out of Spikes room and slowly down the hall. Sighing Spike flopped backwards onto his bed, knowing better then to follow.
******************************
At 3:12 in the morning, when Faith rolled over she was met with what appeared to be a ghost. Underneath the covers she went rigid. Now Faith had been declared sane and stable almost 2 years ago, but occasionally she still had night terrors. It took Faith a second to realize however that this wasn’t one of the man-ish figures that normally kept her awake, this one looked more like… “Buffy?” Faith mumbled sitting up, as the ghost sank into a chair by the bed.
“Parker was a guilty pleasure, I guess.” Buffy said staring at the carpet. “Or maybe just a huge hunk of denial. I think that was it. I used him to forget things. And he tried to use me for sex. He tried… a lot….” Buffy’s eyes started swimming with tears as Faith got up and sat on the floor beside her, putting a comforting hand on her knee.
“Did he….” Faith was a victim of rape herself, she felt she had a certain knack for reading people in that sense. But something about Buffy was unclear here.
“He didn’t.” The way Buffy clarified made Faith tense. “This time I could move…” And with that Buffy’s ghostly frame began to shake. Pulling her to the floor, Faith held her tight. And eventually, as the night went on Buffy explained at least a small portion of her life before her 17th birthday.
******************************
Around 3:56 Spike got up and started towards the stairs near Faith’s room, planning to get some ice for the now very warm can of coke he never finished, when he heard a quiet sob from Faith’s room. Turning he slowly creped to his self-adopted sister’s door. Crouching on the floor he pushed the door lightly until there was just enough of a crack for him to hear properly. To his surprise, what he heard was Buffy’s voice.
Sitting down properly Spike leaned up against the outside doorframe. He apparently had come right into the beginning of a very sad story. Slowly for the next couple hours he listened to Buffy talk about Angel, the love of her life, their plans for the future, and how she had watch him be brutally murdered by her father. He listened to her talk about how all she wanted from Parker was a feeling of normalcy, how the British boy attempted rape, how Buffy had crushed his balls, and how later his rich family had threatened a law suit. He listened to her talk about how she felt about him, how she felt crazy and out of place, like she was waiting for the other shoe to drop, how she could be so much more comfortable with then she had ever been with Angel. How she felt guilty, falling so hard for another guy when her first love was just months in the grave.
Spike’s whole body was relaxed against the doorframe. He hurt a lot for the girl, and mentally kicked himself for not knowing all these things already. It wasn’t until he was planning to murder the man that took Buffy’s first love, that he realized how bad he had it for her. He was willing to give his life to see her happy.
By god. Spike’s eyes widened in the dim light of dawn. I’m falling in love with her.
Reviews are nice, like sugar and spice.
[A/N: Don't worry kids, the second chapter is already half way done, this just seemed like a good spot to leave you hanging for half a second.]