Whisper Part 1

November 18th 1770 Sara’s POV
As me and my Brother walked down to the market with our arms linked together I saw the new women that Will was infatuated with he has never told me what has happened with him and Charsi but im assuming that she was to hard core for him, this new women’s name was Cecily and aristocrat who he started writing poetry for, I don’t mean to sound jealous but I remember when he was writing this beautiful poetry for me to make me feel better and he would use a code nickname for me so if my father found them he wouldn’t know that Will wrote them for me the name was Selene Waddell I hated the last name but loved the first and I have kept ever single one he has written me and now this new women he decided to write was nothing but a no good wench and I couldn’t stand her, while I was thinking of how was a good way to make her trip I caught a view of my other best friend Maria, she has left for the Americas for awhile to try out witch-craft I never understood the fascination that women had especially for my brother ugh still thinking about it makes me sick but I guess it’s because he’s my older brother and now he’s 31 years old and still hasn’t found a girl yet, I wonder what he’s waiting for there are plenty of women who would love to be his lover or his wife and im sure he wants to have a child or two but I suppose he’s still young and can still find someone, and yet every time he sees Maria he automatically run’s and hides, I still think he has feelings for her but doesn’t know how to express them even though he’ll never admit that he has lusty wrong feelings for my best friend and then I soon realized that I was having a certain similar feeling for a young brownish blonde blue eyed boy as we and my nervous brother talked to Maria a bit me and Liam walked further down into the market to buy some food for home since mother was constantly gone and Kelly with her new fiancé and Father at work it was left up to me and Liam to do all the chores which didn’t bother me much since I have barely gotten to see my brother for quite some time since I spent most of my nights at Will’s home which was becoming more and more lately, he’s always was a gentlemen when I spent the night and allowed me to sleep in his room while he slept on the couch but lately me and him have been sharing his room because I have been having constant nightmares of my father torturing me or even trying to kill me I would shake and move around like crazy in my sleep from my night terrors until I suddenly feel these warm arms embrace me around my waist which suddenly calms me right now and my God when he would sing in my ears while I slept made me world spin into a thousand volts and then I realized that im sending myself deeper into this plane and then I knew it was love I Sara O’Riely fell in love with William Pratt Oh God What Am I Going To Do?!?!?. The plan was going well and father never noticed a thing about me ditching some of his appointments I went to some just to make sure no one rats me out but only when they want me to pleasure them and not force themselves on me, even though Will insisted that I shouldn’t do this I told him that I have to make sure that no one will send leaks on me not showing up while he would just roll his eyes at me I told him it’s the only way and just to see him in his protective mode made me want him even more how could I ever allow this man fall for Cecily I never knew why maybe im scared to tell him, maybe I always will be.