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Just love me...

By: Valeria
folder -Buffy the Vampire Slayer › Het - Male/Female › Buffy/Spike(William)
Rating: Adult ++
Chapters: 15
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Disclaimer: I do not own Buffy the Vampire Slayer (BtVS), nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
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Just love me... ch9/?

Title: “Just love me… ch 9/? A New World”

Author: Valeria (valepuiguy@yahoo.com)

Rating: R and NC-17

Disclaimer: All characters of ‘Buffy the Vampire Slayer’ belong to Joss
Whedon, Mutant Enemy and Fox. I just borrow them, blah blah blah...

Category: Romance/Fluff/ a bit angst.

Time: Middle of season 6.

Pairing: B/S (Spuffy, of course)

Feedback: Yes, please!

Summary: Spike lost his memory and doesn’t remember anything that he and Buffy went through.l Bul Buffy be able to help him remember the love they had for each other?

~

“Buffy…” Spike said, standing up.

“We have to go, c’mon,” Buffy said as she walked towards the street, avoiding him. “We have to find the others.”

“Bloody hell…” he whispered, staring down at his feet.

~
I thought it was a dream,
But you’re still here
I just want you to love me,
But first, would you remember me?
~

“Giles!” Buffy yelled, knocking at her Watcher’s door. “Are you in there?”

“Ok, move luv,” Spike said, pushing her out of the way a bit. He promptly kicked the door in the door. “Giles!!” he yelled, entering the house. “Are you here??”
“Damn… Spike, look at this” Buffy said, kicking a bottle of whisky lying on the floor.

“I didn’t know Giles drank.”

“He doesn’t,…” she said, looking around for a sign of recent life. “But something’s wrong…”

“Oh really” Spike replied, glancing around at the mess. There were at least six bottles of whisky on the floor. “I hadn’t realized that. I thought this was just Giles idea of interior design.”

Buffy tried not to look at Spike. She didn’t want to break down in front of him. It was too hard for her that he had forgotten everything.Trying to regain control over her feelings, she changed the subject. “We have to look for the others…”


“Yeah…” Spike replied, staring at Buffy while she walked over to doo door. “Right,” he added, throwing part of the bottle he’d picked up that had broken into pieces.


~“I want you to tell me what I forgot
Please remind me… about our love.
Tell me the times we were together
Make me remember what you saw in me…” ~

“Okay, that’s it,” Spike said, grabbing her arm.

“Spike! What…?”

“Tell me… what happened after I left you on the porch that night?” he asked, staring at her.

“Leave me alone!” she said. “Let go of me!”

“Buffy!”

“Just… leave me alone,” she said, walking towards Willy’s bar to see if they could get more information. Buffy entered first, followed by Spike, who didn’t want a “no” for an answer.

“Buffy… I…” but he stopped when he noticed someone seated at the bar.

“No way…” Buffy said, approaching the man sitting at the bar. “Giles?”

Buffy and Spike could see that he was talking to Willy about something.

“… can you believe it?? She jumped!! From that platform because she thought she could save the world!!!” he laughed, “…and I lost my slayer…” he said, crying now.

“Giles?” Buffy said, touching his shoulder.

“Leave me alone…” he said, not raising his head.

“Giles!” She pushed him.

Giles lifted his head to see who was calling him. “What…” He stared at her in amazement. “Buffy?” He tried to touch her face. “BUFFY!!!” He jumped into her arms and cried on her shoulder. “Oh for Gods Sake, Buffy!!!”

And then he fainted.

“Hummm Spike, would you mind?” she asked, weighed down by the unconscious body of her Watcher.

“Oh sure.”Spike responded, lending his strength to help her right away.

They carried out outside.

“Wanna try your home?” Spike asked.

“Well, let’s see if my house exists in this alternate universe…”

~
I cannot believe this
Stop avoiding me
I want to know the truth
About what happened before
~

“Wow, it still exists…” Buffy said, looking at her home. They walked towards the entrance and knocked at the door.

“Just a minute…” Xander’s voice answered. He opened the door, fainting when he saw them.

“Oh Bloody Hell, not another one!” Spike grumbled.

“Xander!! Are you…” Willow appeared at the door. “Oh My God…” she exclaimed when she saw them. “Buffy!!!” She hugged her friend and started crying… “God, Buffy, we missed you so much…en sen she hugged Spike. “Both of you.”

“Hummm okay…” Spike said, returning her hug. “What do you mean by ‘both of you’, Red?”

Willow stepped away.

“Well, you both died… remember?”

“Yeah… I do,” Buffy answered.

“Hummm… no, I don’t think I remember,” Spike said.

“What do you mean? Spike, you…”

“Buffy!!” Anya appeared and hugged her friend. “Are you okay?”

“Hey Anya.” Buffy smiled.

“Spike!” Anya hugged him too.

“O…k… Red, could you help me with Giles?”

“Oh, yeah sure. We’re used to this.”

“What happened to Giles?” Buffy asked, lifting up Xander’s unconscious, forgotten body and carrying him to the couch.

“Well, Giles couldn’t handle it… you know,” Willow said, looking at Buffy. “Losing his “daughter”, the reason he lived for…”

Buffy stared down at her feet.

“Yeah, it was pretty hard to…”

“Buffy!” Xander yelled, suddenly waking up and hugging her. “Oh God, are you okay??”

“Yeah, I’m fine.” She smiled hugged him back.

“Spike!” Xander exclaimed.

“’Lo there” Xander said. He shook his hand.

“Okay… what blo bloody hell’s going on??”

“Follow me,” Xander told him. They walked towards the kitchen.

“Ok… what’s going on Xander?” Spike asked him. “And why did Red say that I died?”

“You don’t remember?”

“No! what?”

“Well, after Buffy jumped from that platform and she… well you know… died… you couldn’t handle it.”

“What??” he said, looking at Xander in confusion. “What do you mean I couldn’t handle it?”

“Spike, I know you always said you loved her and…”

“Of course I do…”

“Yeah, but I never… really believed you, you know? Until, well…”

“Until what? Xander, what happened after she died?? What did I do??”

“You went to her grave, laid down there and waited to the sun to come up.”

~
Could this be true?
Have I died for you?
Is this a fantasy, is this the reality?
I just want to love you…
~

In the living room:

“Willow, I don’t get it. We both died? He really did that?” Buffy asked, a little astonished.

“Yeah, that was the moment we realized how much he loved you.”

“God…”

“Yeah, I know, and you were really brave Buffy. Jumping into the portal that Glory had made you open…”

“Me? What are you talking about?”

“Well, yeah Buffy,” Willow said. “You were the key. Don’t you remember?”

“What?! Willow, where’s Dawn??”

“Who?”

TBC…

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