Damage

Spike just kept driving. Before he knew it they were in the warehouse district. He pulled into an abandoned warehouse parking lot and drove around to the back and parked the car. Buffy had dozed off on his shoulder and was snoring lightly. He smiled as he looked down at her and caressed her face.

Her eyes fluttered open to meet his.
“Hey” she said.
“Hey yourself” he replied.
“Where are we?” she asked sitting up.
“Behind some warehouse. No one should come back here. It’s abandoned and run down.” Spike informed her.
“What are we doing here?” Buffy looked up at him impishly.
“What do you think?” Spike answered before dragging her up against him to kiss her.

“Mmmm, oh...for ‘that’” Buffy smiled. “Good, thought for a minute you were going to kill me and get rid of the evidence”
“That’s not funny, Buffy!” Spike pushed her away and grabbed for his cigarettes. He rolled down the window and lit one.
“I’m sorry, Spike. I was just teasing” Buffy said softly.
Spike turned his head back towards her, “I would never hurt you and I don’t appreciate you implying I would. Is that what you think of me?” Spike said angrily.
“NO! Of course not. I said I was sorry. I was joking. I didn’t know you’d get so upset. I’ll never joke with you again.” Buffy bit her lip and turned to look out her window, tears beginning to form in her eyes.

Spike noticed and sighed. He flicked his cigarette out the window.
“Buffy, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to make you cry. Come here baby” Spike pulled her back over to him.
“I’m sorry” Buffy hugged him.
“I’m sorry too…I shouldn’t take things so seriously…let myself get worked up like that” Spike told her.
“I can think of better ways to work you up” Buffy pulled back and grinned at him.
“Can you now?” Spike smirked.

Buffy moved back to her side of the front seat and then slid her hands up under her skirt and pulled her panties off. She grinned and flung them at Spike’s head. He caught them and sniffed them.
“Ewww” Buffy made a face.
“Not ewww. I put my whole face on your pussy but you think sniffing your panties is gross?” Spike shook his head.
Buffy blushed then moved back over to him and started undoing hints.nts. He was already rock hard and sprung out at her as she got his pants undone all the way.
She slid her hand up and down his length, “So big and beautiful”.

Spike groaned, “Please baby…oh yeah…I want you to suck it…please”
Buffy leaned over and engulfed his cock in her mouth, trying to do it just as he had shown her the other day.
“Oh yeah…fuck…that’s good. So wet and warm. Love watching your lips around my cock” Spike told her as he pulled back her hair and lookewn awn at her so he could see his cock thrusting in and out of her shiny pink lips.

Buffy was kneeling on the seat, her head in his lap. Spike reached under her with the hand closest to her and stuck it under her skirt, insinuating it into her pink swollen folds.
She jerked as he fingered her pussy and attacked his cock with her mouth with renewed vigor. She tongued and sucked him like a starving woman. His hips were lifting up off the seat, jerking him into her mouth.
“You love sucking cock, don’t you baby? Fuck…yes…harder…suck it Buffy…suck it” Spike moaned.

Her jaw was starting to ache but she kept it up, wanting to please him so much. She was cradling his balls in one hand and rubbing them as she sucked his cock. Her fingers slid down a bit on one of his hip lifts and one finger inadvertently poked into his behind. Before Buffy knew what was happening Spike was shouting out his release.
“OHHHH…Fuck….Cumming…Christ….swallow it Buffy…every single drop…” Spike had removed his hand from her pussy and now held her head with both hands as he jerked his semen into her waiting mouth.

He finally finished and she released him out of her mouth. Spike ran his hand through his hair.
“Christ, Buffy…how’d you learn to do that?” Spike asked.
“What? You showed me the other day, remember?” Buffy looked confused.
“No, not the sucking…the finger…up my ass…” Spike said.
Buffy blushed again, “Oh...sorry about that. I didn’t mean to. My finger slipped.”
Spike grinned, “Don’t be sorry. I liked it”
“Really? Guys like that stuff? I mean straight guys...because I bet gay guys…” Buffy began.
Spike snorted, “Well, I think we’ve sufficiently proven I’m not gay, Buffy and yes, some guys like that. It’s an erogenous zone. It has nothing to do with orientation. Besides, you know little about heterosexual guys. What the heck would you know about gay ones?” Spike laughed.

“Thanks Spike. Go ahead and make fun of the inexperienced virgin” Buffy pouted.
“Not a virgin anymore, Buffy” Spike reached out and caressed the side of her face.
“Yeah, you took care of that” Buffy smiled but it made Spike tense a bit as the ever present guilt crept up again to the forefront of his mind if only for a brief moment.

“Do I get to cum too or just you tonight?” Buffy asked.
“Aren’t you the greedy little thing?” Spike smiled even as he pulled her to straddle his lap.
“Well, you did just have an amazing orgasm in my mouth. I think I deserve to cum for that” Buffy smiled demurely as he rubbed his hardening shaft against her wet pussy.
“You don’t sound like an inexperienced virgin now, Buffy” Spike said.
“Well, I’m learning. I have a great teacher” Buffy reached down and grasped his cock to keep it still and then sunk down on it until he was seated to the hilt.
“Ohhhhh yesssssss” she moaned.
“Ohhhh God…Buffy…so fucking tight” Spike moaned along with her.
“Hang on Mr. Finn. You might need your seat belt for this” Buffy grinned as she started to ride him in earnest.

Spike grasped her buttocks in his hands as she lowered and raised herself on his cock. Her speed increased with each passing minute as she rode his cock for all it was worth. The car rocked and they both grunted every time their bodies slapped together.
“Yeah…Christ…that’s it Buffy…ride it…fuck yourself on my cock…do it…you’re so good….such a good girl” Spike babbled in ecstasy.
“I love your cock. Oh God…I love it…love it love it…” Buffy screamed as Spike felt her vaginal walls clench tight around him.
“That’s it…Buffy….cum for me…cum for me baby” Spike spurred her on.
“I am…oh God…I am…cumming…” Buffy writhed and jerked on top of him.
“Me too…Buffy…uunnnghhhhh….take it…take it Buffy” Spike panted.
“I love you, Spike” Buffy sighed as her head collapsed onto his shoulder.
“I love you too, Buffy. So fucking much. God help me but I do” Spike breathed into her hair.

They rested together for a few moments that were theirs and theirs alone. Free from the constraints of the outside world. Here at this very moment it was just Spike and Buffy. Just a man and a woman. Just two lovers alone in the world. If only it could stay this way they both thought.

Reality reared its ugly head again though and they pulled away from each other and refastened their clothes.
“I better get you home, luv” Spike drove out of the warehouse lot.
“Spike?” Buffy said about halfway through the drive.
“Yes, pet?” he replied.
“Is Spike really your name?” Buffy had been thinking that here she was screwing him over and over and she wasn’t even sure what his real name was.
“No, it’s William. Spike is a nickname I picked up in college.” He answered her.
“William. I like it.” Buffy smiled. “W” Bu” Buffy giggled.
“I’m going to regret ever telling you, aren’t I?” Spike grinned back at her.

They got a block up from Buffy’s house and Spike pulled over to the curb.
“I’ll let you walk the rest of the way. I’ll watch though to make sure you’re safe” Spike informed her.
“O.K. Umm…when will I see you again?” Buffy chewed on her lip.
“Give me your cell number....I don’t have one but…I’ll go out tomorrow and buy one and then I’ll call you on yours and give you my new number. We’ll talk more then. Sound O.K.?” Spike said.
“Yes…alright” Buffy scribbled her number on a scrap piece of paper she found in her purse and handed it to him.
“I’ll talk to you tomorrow then” Spike gave her a kiss.
“You sure you’re not mad at me….about the baby?” Buffy looked down.
“I’m not mad at you, Buffy. We’ll work it out…someway…somehow…” Spike replied.
“I love you” she kissed him once more and then got out of his car.

He watched her sprint down the sidewalk. He drove slowly along the street to watch her get to her house and go inside, then sped up once she was safely in. He got back home and checked on Riley who was still asleep and then he remembered he had told Dru he would bring tea up and he had been gone a couple hours now. He cursed himself.

He hurriedly made some tea and then forced himself to take it up to her. She was sitting at her table, all set up with Miss Edith in the chair across from her. She was staring blankly at the wall.
“I’ve got your tea, Dru” Spike said, setting it down on the table.
“I waited a long time. I didn’t think you were coming but Miss Edith said you would” Dru turned to face him.
“You smell like her. You love her more than me my sweet William” Dru said.
“Dru…let’s not…” Spike began.
“Yes, let’s not. No Matter. I never loved you anyway. Sweet fragile little William. Such a fool. Oh, I felt so sorry for you though. You were easy to teach and served a purpose though. Now you taste like ashes. You’ll never be HIM, William…such a sad weak little boy…” Dru trailed off and turned back towards the wall.

Spike stood there with a tear threatening to spill out of one eye. He silently left her room and went to his study. He lay down on the couch and tried to make heads or tails of what Dru had just said to him. He couldn’t tell much anymore these days when she was lucid or crazy. What had she meant? Had she been lucid then? Did shelly lly never love him? He exhausted himself with endless questions that would probably never be answered. He finally fell asleep, tears staining his cheeks. It would be the last time he cried for Drusilla.

Buffy waited for Riley to show up on Saturday as planned. For the first time she was actually looking forward to seeing him because she knew he would be breaking up with her. He arrived right on time and she let him in the door.
“Hey Riley” she said.
“Hey Buffy” he replied.
“You ready to go?” Buffy said with a smile.
“Umm…Buffy… we need to talk” Riley motioned her into the living room and they sat down.
“What’s up?” Buffy said trying to pretend she didn’t know this was coming.
“Buffy…I really like you a lot and you’re a nice girl and all…but…ummm…I’m going to be going away to college next fall and maybe we shouldn’t get too involved before I leave…and..umm...” Riley stumbled all over himself.
“Are you breaking up with me, Riley?” Buffy asked him, trying to look hurt.
“Yes, Buffy. I am. I’m sorry. We can still be friends.” Riley said.
“Can you please leave now, Riley?” Buffy said standing up.
“Yes…umm...sorry...I’m so sorry…” he practically ran out the door.

Buffy breathed a sigh of relief once he was gone. Well, that wasn’t too hard now was it? She thought. She felt partly sorry for Riley at her and Spike’s deception of him but on the other hand she felt angered that Riley wasn’t man enough to stand up to his father saying all those things about her. If he had really loved her and wanted to be with her, he would’ve told Spike where to stick it and stayed with her, she thought. Good thing for her and Spike he didn’t though. Buffy went up to her room and made her phone calls to Willow and Xander to break the news of her and Riley’s breakup.

Continued in Chapter 12- Confrontations