Mourning My Loss:Completed!
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16
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Mourning My Loss: Chapter 10
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Mourning My Loss
By: Oracle Of Magic
Disclaimer: I don’t own any of the BTVS characters, they are the property of Joss Whedon, and Mutant Enemy productions. No copyright infringement is intended. I am writing this story purely for enjoyment.
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Part 10
Present Day
I look more closely at the page, wait a second. I turn to the next page and start to read, my eyes growing wide.
“A Blessing Of Love. Chant these words to each other, while in a loving embrace. If said correctly, this blessing will grant the couple happiness. If said under a full moon, and with a pure love consummates their relationship directly after. A child will be conceived from both their essence. A child created of both of them. A child born out of pure love.”
I take a deep breath and let out a scream. The pain evident in my voice. Oh Goddess, our last night together, and we, we. Tara should be here! I can’t do this alone. I start to cry, the pain is even worse. She wont be here for…
Buffy must have heard me because a moment later she raced in. “Willow are you ok?” she asks hurriedly. She sees me sitting in the middle of the floor, my books scattered all around me. She quickly picks her way through them, and kneels in front of me.
I just stare at her, I don’t know what to say. “Hi,” I finally say quietly.
“Are you ok? I heard you scream. Did the doctor call? Are you ok?” she says concerned. She takes another look around the room. “And why are all your magic books out?”
“Yeah, the doctor did call,” I answer.
“And?” she prods.
“I’m pregnant with Tara’s baby,” I state. Her look changes from concern to puzzlement. I know what she’s going through. Yep, I know just what she’s thinking, it’s what I’m thinking too. Well, mostly, but I know how this happened, at least I think I do.
“Uh, Will?” she asks quietly.
“Yeah?” I answer.
“But you and Tara are both girls,” she starts. “How could? I mean, I don’t want to pry. But how could you guys, you know.”
“Magic,” I answer. “It must have happened the night before she was shot.” My breath hitches on this sentence. Buffy gives me a hug, she doesn’t know what else to do. Neither do I really.
“Umm, do you want to talk about it?” she asks. I can tell she’s uncertain. I pick up the book and find the page again. Once I find the right page, I hand it to her. I watch as she scans the page.
“Wow,” Buffy finally says.
“I know what you mean,” I answer.
“So you and Tara, uh, made a baby,” she stutters a bit.
“Yes we did,” I say. “We made a baby. Oh god, our love created another human life. When we said the blessing, we didn’t know it was a full moon out. We didn’t know, Oh God. What do I do? How can I do this without her? She never got a chance to know…” My words are cut off by my tears.
Buffy hugs me, as she’s done so many times in the last few months. I hug her back, crying so hard I don’t know if my body can take it. Here I am with what should be a happy moment.
A happy time, Tara and I made a baby, we’re going to be moms. And she’s not here, she never even got to know. I can’t stop crying, the pain is getting worse. Why wouldn’t they let me bring her back?
Buffy just holds me and rocks me gently. “It’s gonna be ok, Will. I’m here for you, the whole gang is. We’ll help you in anyway we can. You just ask, and we’ll do it. We can get through this, I swear we can get through this,” she whispers softly.
“What am I gonna do?” I sob. “I’m having her baby, and she’s not here. She wont even know.”
“She knows, Will, trust me, she knows, she’s looking out for both of you. I know it,” she answers me. “You’re having a baby, Willow. That’s a good thing. It’s a part of you and Tara, it’s a part of her.”
“I want her back, I just want her back. I want my Tara back! She should be here for this, she should be here,” I cry. “I love her. I love her so much.”
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tbc...
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Blessed Be,
Sarah
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Mourning My Loss
By: Oracle Of Magic
Disclaimer: I don’t own any of the BTVS characters, they are the property of Joss Whedon, and Mutant Enemy productions. No copyright infringement is intended. I am writing this story purely for enjoyment.
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Part 10
Present Day
I look more closely at the page, wait a second. I turn to the next page and start to read, my eyes growing wide.
“A Blessing Of Love. Chant these words to each other, while in a loving embrace. If said correctly, this blessing will grant the couple happiness. If said under a full moon, and with a pure love consummates their relationship directly after. A child will be conceived from both their essence. A child created of both of them. A child born out of pure love.”
I take a deep breath and let out a scream. The pain evident in my voice. Oh Goddess, our last night together, and we, we. Tara should be here! I can’t do this alone. I start to cry, the pain is even worse. She wont be here for…
Buffy must have heard me because a moment later she raced in. “Willow are you ok?” she asks hurriedly. She sees me sitting in the middle of the floor, my books scattered all around me. She quickly picks her way through them, and kneels in front of me.
I just stare at her, I don’t know what to say. “Hi,” I finally say quietly.
“Are you ok? I heard you scream. Did the doctor call? Are you ok?” she says concerned. She takes another look around the room. “And why are all your magic books out?”
“Yeah, the doctor did call,” I answer.
“And?” she prods.
“I’m pregnant with Tara’s baby,” I state. Her look changes from concern to puzzlement. I know what she’s going through. Yep, I know just what she’s thinking, it’s what I’m thinking too. Well, mostly, but I know how this happened, at least I think I do.
“Uh, Will?” she asks quietly.
“Yeah?” I answer.
“But you and Tara are both girls,” she starts. “How could? I mean, I don’t want to pry. But how could you guys, you know.”
“Magic,” I answer. “It must have happened the night before she was shot.” My breath hitches on this sentence. Buffy gives me a hug, she doesn’t know what else to do. Neither do I really.
“Umm, do you want to talk about it?” she asks. I can tell she’s uncertain. I pick up the book and find the page again. Once I find the right page, I hand it to her. I watch as she scans the page.
“Wow,” Buffy finally says.
“I know what you mean,” I answer.
“So you and Tara, uh, made a baby,” she stutters a bit.
“Yes we did,” I say. “We made a baby. Oh god, our love created another human life. When we said the blessing, we didn’t know it was a full moon out. We didn’t know, Oh God. What do I do? How can I do this without her? She never got a chance to know…” My words are cut off by my tears.
Buffy hugs me, as she’s done so many times in the last few months. I hug her back, crying so hard I don’t know if my body can take it. Here I am with what should be a happy moment.
A happy time, Tara and I made a baby, we’re going to be moms. And she’s not here, she never even got to know. I can’t stop crying, the pain is getting worse. Why wouldn’t they let me bring her back?
Buffy just holds me and rocks me gently. “It’s gonna be ok, Will. I’m here for you, the whole gang is. We’ll help you in anyway we can. You just ask, and we’ll do it. We can get through this, I swear we can get through this,” she whispers softly.
“What am I gonna do?” I sob. “I’m having her baby, and she’s not here. She wont even know.”
“She knows, Will, trust me, she knows, she’s looking out for both of you. I know it,” she answers me. “You’re having a baby, Willow. That’s a good thing. It’s a part of you and Tara, it’s a part of her.”
“I want her back, I just want her back. I want my Tara back! She should be here for this, she should be here,” I cry. “I love her. I love her so much.”
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tbc...
So whatcha think? I really want to hear what you think. Good or bad, please comment.
Blessed Be,
Sarah