Losing It

Okay. Here's the Willow/Kennedy chapter. I hope it doesn't suck too bad and don't worry, there is MUCH more Buffy and Faith to come. Enjoy...

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Willow’s POV

I need her.

I need her like I’ve never needed her before. I have this…burning inferno in my gut and if she isn’t inside me soon…I may just burn from the inside out.

She’s looking at me all confused as I lead her down the hall in Faith’s house. I can’t believe I’m about to do this…but, I know I couldn’t make it home. I’d have my hand down her pants before we even got of the driveway.

Last time, that didn’t end so well. I tend to learn from my mistakes.

Kennedy is a very…*passionate*…lover. It’s hard for her to stop once she’s started and it sure as *hell* doesn’t take much to get her engine running.

She says it’s just me. That I’m the only one that can turn her on like that…and THAT turns *me* on. It makes me want her *so* bad…but that’s a whole *other* story.

Okay. Looks like we’re here.

I come to a stop outside of Mr. Spencer’s room. For a split second, the logical, rational side of me tells me this is wrong…that I shouldn’t do it…but, then I turn and meet Kennedy’s dark eyes and I lose all grip on reality.

I lean forward and crush my body to hers. She lets out this loud grunt and places her hands on my hips. I close my eyes as she leans into me and traces the shell of my ear with her hot tongue. I can feel the cool steel of the metal ball as she dips her tongue into my ear before gently withdrawing.

I manage to slowly open my eyes to stare back into her smiling face. She raises and eyebrow as she starts to slip her thigh between mine.

“Is someone a little…”

She thrusts her leg up and connects with my crotch. I let out a loud groan and close my eyes again. She leans in and whispers huskily in my ear.

“…horny?”

I gripping her shoulders tightly as I feel her start to move her leg up and down, but just a little…and very, very slowly. She’s teasing me. She loves the power she has over me…but, I’m not exactly the victim here. I too have a few cards up my sle…well, pants…and I know how to play ‘em.

I take in a deep breath to regain control over my own body. I slowly open my eyes and moan as Kennedy licks me behind my ear.

Goddess.

I don’t know if I’m gonna be able to last. Then Kennedy slips her hand between our bodies and I feel her rub me through my jeans. That’s it. I throw my head back and moan really loud. I hear Kennedy chuckle and pull my head back down to look at her smirk.

“You…th-think…I’m…amusing?”

She doesn’t reply. Instead, she leans in and sucks my pulse point. She pulls away and moans low in her throat. She locks eyes with me and her expression turns serious.

“No. I think you’re fuckin hot. And, I want you.”

It’s my turn to smirk. I pull away from her embrace slightly and run my finger tips over her muscled arms in a slow, steady pattern.

“Is that so?”

She just nods. I lean in and lick her earlobe before whispering to her.

“So take me then.”

I guess that’s all the invitation she needs cause the next thing I know, she wraps her arms under my ass and pulls me into her arms. I let out a grunt and wrap my legs around her waist. She starts to turn to leave and I stop her with a light squeeze. She looks up at me with confusion. I lean down and kiss her lightly. I pull back and stare deep into her eyes.

“No, Kenn. I want you to take me…here.”

Her eyes get real big and I can sense her hesitation.

“Will? Are you…sure?”

I just nod and smile. She contemplates it for a second, and then she returns the smile.

“Okay then, but…you asked for it.”

I let out a giggle as she pulls me into her and buries her face in my chest with a growl. I put my hands in her hair and moan. She pulls her head back and smiles.

“I love you so much, baby.”

I think I might cry.“I l“I love you too, baby.”

She smiles softly for a second and then she gets an evil glint in her eye.

“Sex in someone else’s bed. What has gotten into you Rosenberg?”

I get my own evil glint. I lean forward and smirk.

“Well, hopefully…you.”

She lets out a loud moan and turns to open the door. She gives it a light kick with her boot and it swings open. She carries me inside and kicks the door shut behind us. We share a smile as she carries me over to the bed and drops me down onto it. I bounce up a little and in an instant, she is on top of me.

She’s kissing me with everything she is…with all her love. She’s such a good kisser. She runs her tongue through every inch of my mouth, massaging it with abandon. She moans into my mouth and I feel the warmth spread through every nerve cell in my body. I need her to touch me…now.

I break the kiss, panting. She looks down at me, taking in ragged breaths as she waits. She’s waiting for me to tell her what I want, what I want her to do to me. She’s really considerate that way. I smile as I run my fingers through her raven hair.

“Kennedy?”

She licks her lips as her eyes search mine.

“Yeah?”

I lean up and lick her earlobe before taking it between my teeth and giving it a light tug. She moans next to my ear and it drives me insane. I place a kiss on her ear before I whisper to her softly.

“Make love to me.”

I guess that’s all the encouragement she needs. I feel her press her body into mine. I can feel her muscles ripple beneath her skin as I grip onto her arms for support. She’s been training with Faith every night since she became a slayer. Kennedy is the only one that can train with Faith and still keep all her body parts intact. She’s not a slayer, but she’s no…*ordinary* woman either. She’s got a hard body, strong hands, a talented tongue, a mouth that can do wonders, and the sexual stamina of a bunny.

Goddess above…I love her.

I feel Kennedy’s hand working on the first button of my shirt as she licks my throat. I close my eyes and lean my head back on the pillows. I smell the Stetson cologne and for a second the wrongness of this situation registers in my brain. Then I feel Kennedy open the last button of my shirt and her hand is on my breast, kneading it gently, and I couldn’t care less.

She starts to kiss down my throat and I take in a shallow gasp. She zeros in on my right nipple and begins to suck it through the fabric of my bra. It feels so good.

I can feel it hardened to a painful peak underneath my bra. I moan and rake my fingers across her scalp. She moans into my breast and I nearly lose my grip on reality.

“Kenn?…Kenn?”

She stops sucking and lifts her head to look down at me. Her eyes are almost black and they are focused on me intently, waiting for her next command.

“Off.”

It’s all I can manage to say, but she knows what I want.

She lifts me up gently and with one hand unclasps my bra and pulls the straps down my shoulders. She flings it away without a care and gives me a smile. She takes my bare nipple into her mouth as she slowly lowers me back onto the bed. I moan again and my fingers dig into her shoulders.

I want to feel her skin against mine.

I run my hands down her arms and desperately search for the hem of her shirt. The feel of her mouth around my nipple is distracting and I whimper like a lost puppy. I hear her chuckle deep in her throat as she sits up and pulls her shirt over her head. She smiles down at me as she lets me admire her beauty.

I trail my eyes over her nearly naked torso. Her black lace bra attracts my attention for a second as the images of what lies beneath it flicker through my mind. She takes in a deep breath and something else catches my eyetraitrail my eyes lower and stare at her abdomen as the muscles flex with her every breath. She’s just so damn sexy.

I slowly lift my hands up and trail my fingers over the rippling muscles of her stomach. They feel so good beneath her soft skin. I hear her let out a low moan and my eyes flicker up to hers. She’s still smiling down at me as she soaks up my affection. I know I’m the only one she lets see this side of her, the only one she lets touch her like this, and that’s a good thing too. I may be ‘Cute, sweet Willow’…but what’s mine…is mine.

She lifts her hands and places them over mine. I look up at her and she leans down to kiss me once again. I feel her slowly slide my hands down to the waistband of her jeans and I instantly know what she wants. Her hands leave mine as I start to undo the buckle of her belt. She moans into my mouth and reaches behind her to unclasp her bra. The garment falls from her body and I feel the bare skin of her chest against mine. It makes the breath in my throat catch for a moment, but I continue to work on getting her jeans off.

I pull open the button and reach to pull down her zipper, but her hand comes up to cover mine. I pull out of the kiss and look up at her with a questioning stare. She just smiles as she leans down and kisses me gently. She pulls away and whispers against my lips.

“Turn over.”

I look up at her with a raised eyebrow.

“What?”

Her eyes flash a predatory glare.

“I said…turn over.”

The tone of her voice makes me swallow hard. She’s never talked to me like that before. It’s not really scary…it’s more…arousing. I stare back into her eyes for a moment before quickly turning onto my stomach. I feel her hook her arm around my waist and pull me onto all fours. I let out a gasp when I feel her pull my butt hard against her crotch. She leans over my back and I feel her hard nipples pressing into my skin. She bites my ear gently as she trails her hands over my sides. She gives my ear a long lick and whispers to me as she brings her hands to a rest on my hips.

“I’m gonna make you cum so hard…is that what you want?”

I don’t trust my voice, so I just nod. I struggle to breathe as I feel her slide her hands over my hips to the front of my jeans. She leans into me as she unbuttons them and pulls down the zipper slowly. I take in a sharp breath when I feel her shove her hand into them roughly. She drags her fingernails over my sex through the thin material of my lace panties. I can’t take it. I push my ass back into her and wiggle my hips.

“Kennedy…please…”

She lets out a moan and pulls my jeans ove hip hips and from my body in one swift pull. I feel the bed sink in as she climbs back up behind me and places her hands on the hem of my panties. I nod my head silently and she slips her hand down the front. My eyes fly open as I feel her fingers come into contact with my clit.

“Mmm…Kennedy…yes, baby…”

I push myself back into her and start to rock my hips with the rhythm of her stroking. She’s so good, I feel like I’m gonna pass out from the sensations she’s causing deep in my belly, but…it’s not enough. I want her inside me. I *need* her inside me.

“Please baby…I need you…inside.”

I feel her instantly ease two fingers into my throbbing opening. She knows one is never enough for me, so she gives me two. She’s always taking care of me like that. She starts pumping her fingers inside me; slowly at first and when I start to push back, her pace speeds up. I moan out as she touches me deep inside.

“Goddess…baby…feels so…good.”

Just a few more…and I’m gonna…

“Kennedy!”

I cry out into the room as I feel my orgasm rip through me. It takes over my whole body, pulsing through my veins and turning my organs inside out. It’s a really big one.

I collapse onto the bed in a disheveled heap of pleasure. Kennedy falls onto my back panting just as hard as me. I feel her sweaty skin against mine and it makes me smile. I love that we can share something so…intimate without me even touching her. I love my baby. So I tell her.

“I love you,” I whisper.

She nuzzles my neck and kisses me behind my ear.

“I love you too.”

I feel sleep overwhelming my senses and I roll over onto my back. Kennedy opens her arms to me and I snuggle into her warm embrace. I drape my leg over hers and I love the feel of her jeans against my bare skin. I smile at the moment and snuggle deeper into her side. She brushes her fingers through my hair and kisses my temple as she wraps her arms around me tightly. I’ve never felt safer in my entire life.

She pulls me against her body and I hear her breathing become slow and steady as she drifts off into a peaceful slumber. I pull her arm tighter around my waist and entwine my fingers with hers. I place our hands against my abdomen and smile in bliss as I close my eyes and drift off to dream with my love.