To You
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-Buffy the Vampire Slayer › FemmeSlash - Female/Female › Buffy/Faith
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
2
Views:
2,437
Reviews:
5
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
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To You
To you,
Its almost been a year and nothings changed. I shouldn’t have left you, I knew it then just as I know it now. I so wanted to rewrite the past. To make you mine forever just as you were meant to be. You were the light to my dark. When I didn’t think I could go on all I had to do is look and there you were. He threatened your safety, made it so the only way at the time it seemed to protect you was to break us. To devastate you and break my own heart. I see you in my dreams, the way your hair moved in the wind, the way your beautiful mouth would smile. The way you always clung to me after we made love. The inexclipable way you made my heart soar. The way the first time I saw you, my world shifted. I knew you would change my world. That I loved you even then. That you drive me insane, the last year I have fought, bled and drank all to ignore the ever present truth that I was yours, that you are the only person I have ever and will ever love. That your happiness means more to me than my own. That you were more than worth the price, that I will always protect you. That you set the bar and no one else will ever come close. Your engaged now, and though part of me hates her for having you in a way I can never hope to again, I cannot muster even an ounce of jealousy, she makes you happy, she makes you smile for that reason alone she is important. That I still have our pictures, our letters. You haunt my dreams, memories of us. Even when I was lying flat across her hood bleeding with shards of glass scattered around me, I saw you. I died, I saw the light, that incredible kalidascope of colors and shades, but all it took was your face flashing in my mind and I came back. I love you, now and forever. We have finally reached a tenuous attempt at friendship, but I will not wait fifty years to folow my heart. I simply cannot anymore. So I will tell you the truth, regardless of whtehr or not you cut me out of your life again, which im sure will happen, you will know, know that though I don’t deserve anything from you I have and always will loved you. And all the pain and cruelty of this last year was simply because I loved you enough yo make you hate me, I loved you enough to let you go. And I know the next time I wander into that sunset I will not return. I love you desperately. You are my world and always will be.
Obviously,
Faith
Its almost been a year and nothings changed. I shouldn’t have left you, I knew it then just as I know it now. I so wanted to rewrite the past. To make you mine forever just as you were meant to be. You were the light to my dark. When I didn’t think I could go on all I had to do is look and there you were. He threatened your safety, made it so the only way at the time it seemed to protect you was to break us. To devastate you and break my own heart. I see you in my dreams, the way your hair moved in the wind, the way your beautiful mouth would smile. The way you always clung to me after we made love. The inexclipable way you made my heart soar. The way the first time I saw you, my world shifted. I knew you would change my world. That I loved you even then. That you drive me insane, the last year I have fought, bled and drank all to ignore the ever present truth that I was yours, that you are the only person I have ever and will ever love. That your happiness means more to me than my own. That you were more than worth the price, that I will always protect you. That you set the bar and no one else will ever come close. Your engaged now, and though part of me hates her for having you in a way I can never hope to again, I cannot muster even an ounce of jealousy, she makes you happy, she makes you smile for that reason alone she is important. That I still have our pictures, our letters. You haunt my dreams, memories of us. Even when I was lying flat across her hood bleeding with shards of glass scattered around me, I saw you. I died, I saw the light, that incredible kalidascope of colors and shades, but all it took was your face flashing in my mind and I came back. I love you, now and forever. We have finally reached a tenuous attempt at friendship, but I will not wait fifty years to folow my heart. I simply cannot anymore. So I will tell you the truth, regardless of whtehr or not you cut me out of your life again, which im sure will happen, you will know, know that though I don’t deserve anything from you I have and always will loved you. And all the pain and cruelty of this last year was simply because I loved you enough yo make you hate me, I loved you enough to let you go. And I know the next time I wander into that sunset I will not return. I love you desperately. You are my world and always will be.
Obviously,
Faith