Smashed Again

Chapter 1

Smashed Again


This story takes place during Smashed. Everything till then happened. This is my take on what should have happened next.

As usual I own nothing…I just like to play with them once in a while. I promise I’ll make them shower before I give them back.

As always B/S pairing. Cause really…that’s what I love.

Reviews as always appreciated.

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“Slayer.” Spike said angrily as he stalked up to her

“And so my night is now complete.” Buffy said exasperated

“You never showed.” Spike growled

“Sorry. Little busy actually doing stuff.” Buffy said snidely

“You shouldn't be so flip, Luv.” Spike smirked his sexy smirk at her

“What are you gonna do, walk behind me to death?” She mocked

“I'm just saying things might be a little different. You oughta be careful.” Spike said as he blocked her path

“Enough. Get out of my way.”

“Or what?” Spike asked nonchalantly.
Buffy shrugged and punched him in the face. Spike punched her back. Hard.
“Oh, the pain! The pain!” Spike said grimly. “Is gone. Guess what I just found out. Looks like I'm not as toothless as you thought, sweetheart.”

“How?” Buffy asked alarmed

“Don't you get it? Don't you see?” Spike sneered at her “You came back wrong.”

Buffy hauled off and punched him in the face and again he hit her back.

“It's a trick. You did something to the chip, it's a trick.” She said panicky

“It's no trick. It's not me, it's you. Just you, in fact, that's the funny part.” Spike punched her in the face. “'Cause you're the one that's changed.” He lunged at her and punched her again. “That's why this doesn't hurt me.” Spike stopped and grinned at her. “Came back a little less human than you were.”

“You're wrong.” Buffy kicked him and sent him flying. “Then how come you're so spooked, Luv? And why can I” Again he punched her in the face “do that?”

“You're wrong.”

Buffy attacked him, and they crashed into the building.
“Oh, poor little lost girl. She doesn't fit in anywhere. She's got no one to love.” Spike said smiling maliciously. “They ALL leave you don’t they Slayer?”

“Me? I'm lost? Look at you, you idiot! Poor Spikey. Can't be a human, can't be a vampire. Where the hell do you fit in? Your job is to kill the slayer. But all you can do is follow me around making moon eyes.” Buffy yelled throwing a series of punches and kicks.

Spike stopped dead in his tracks and grabbed her by the upper arms forcing her to look into his eyes. “I'm in love with you Buffy. I’ll stay. I’d never leave you.”

Buffy tried to push him away.
“I wasn't planning on hurting you.” Spike smirked “Much.” He said as he licked his lips seductively.
“You haven't even come close to hurting me.” Buffy fumed

“Afraid to give me the chance?” Spike asked softly. Buffy shoved him violently against the wall. “You afraid I'm gonna get to close? Leave you like the rest? What Buffy?”

Buffy shuts him up by turning her exposed neck to him. “You know you want it Spike…Take it.” She said maliciously.
“Buffy that’s not what I” Spike started to say but she cut him off by pushing him away. She picked up a piece of broken glass from the floor littered with the debris of an abandoned Building. Buffy turned away and made a small cut on her neck. She turned and slowly stalked towards Spike.

“What are you playing at girl?” Spike asked cautiously
“Come on Spike, you know you want this…you’ve wanted it since you saw me in my first fight outside the Bronze. When you told me you were gonna kill me. Remember?” Buffy taunted I can get him to do it. I can get him to drain me.
~~~~FLASHBACK~~~~`
She dusted the Vamp. Spike came out of the shadows slowly clapping his hands.

“Nice work, love.”

“Who are you?”

“You'll find out on Saturday.”

“What happens on Saturday?”

“I kill you.”
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She was slowly stalking towards him.
Oh god that blood. Spike watched it slowly trickle down her neck licking his lips unconsciously, it trickled down Angel’s bite. Spike let out a low growl at seeing his sire’s mark on Buffy. Spike kept trying to fight it his demon wanted out. The scent of her blood is gonna drive me round he bend.
She was right in front of him now. Spike let out another low growl, sending a rush of moisture to her core.
Buffy’s arousal and her blood. I’m fucked. Spike thought to himself as he fought to remain in control, as he fought to remain human.
Buffy leaned towards him and turned her head slightly her wound was less than an inch from his mouth. She reached out and grabbed him by his shirt and pulled his body against hers, feeling his obvious arousal straining against his jeans.
FUCK. Can’t take this me pressed up against her bleeding body. She’s so beautiful, so hot. She smells so fucking good. Spike slowly stuck his tongue out and licked up the trail the blood had taken. Slowly licking the wound closed. Still in his human visage. He put his arms around her pulling her in close and inhaled her scent. God I want this woman. I want her to be mine. He felt tears come to his eyes. I KNOW what she wants. But I can’t, won’t give that to her. Only bloody thing I’d ever deny her.
“Spike?” She asked softly, Spike now now panting heavily from trying to remain in control.
“Yes Luv?” He said softly
“Why aren’t you…you know biting me?”
“I’ve changed Slayer…don’t want what I once did. Don’t even think I really wanted it then.” He said softly.
“Spike I …what is it you do want?” She asked suggestively looking p at him innocently through her lashes. I know what you want and I’ll just bet it would be so fucking good…make me fo wha what…where I was.
~~~~FLASHBACK~~~~`
“How long was I gone?”

“Hundred forty-seven days yesterday. Uh ... hundred forty-eight today. 'Cept today doesn't count, does it? How long was it for you ... where you were?” Spike asked softly still holding on to her hands

Buffy didn’t say anything for a minute “Longer.”
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“You want me to spell it out for you?” Spike asked groaning as she increased the pressure between their bodies.
“Yes Spike I want you to spell it out for me.” She said seductively.
“I. Want. You.” Spike said punctuating each word with a deep breath. “Buffy I want to love you and fight by your side and I want to make love to you.” Spike shook his head and took a step back. “But you know what I want most of all? I want you to want all of those things too. You make me feel Buffy…I’ve never felt anything like this before. I have never felt this…this…when I am with you I feel alive, and when you need me I …I almost burst with it. I am jealous and I am obsessive and I won’t ever leave your side. Until you dust me.” Spike ripped open his shirt. “Just …do it …I know… I KNOW I can never have you, I know I’m beneath you. I am a monster, please Buffy put me out of my misery.” Spike finished letting his tears fall. “You deserve a normal life.”
Buffy pulled the steak out of the back of her pants. She dropped it on the floor. Spike jumped at the sound it made.
“I deserve normal Spike?” Buffy asked tears already forming “Normal like Riley? Who out out every night after he fucked me and got some vamp ho to suck him off? Or normal like Parker, one time ONE FUCKING TIME, and he never talked to me again? What about all the other Slayers that ended up in an affair with their watchers? Is that normal enough for me? Or what about Ford? Pretending he was interested…so he could give me to you…” Buffy was sobbing now. “They all…they all hurt me Spike.”
“Shh now Slayer I know I know…and it all started with Angel.” Spike soothed taking her into his arms.
“No that’s the thing Spike it didn’t start with Angel…it started with my dad. He left first. I just keep getting hurt. Being pulled out of heaven by my friends, yeah I know that’s not fair I know they were trying to help, they thought I was hurting and they didn’t want me to…”
“You don’t know what it was like for them Buffy when you were gone.., every day was a struggle, so much so that they turned to me! Me of all disgusting lowlife beings, to protect them and Dawn.”
“And you stayed. You stayed even after…I died. Spike why did you stay?” Buffy asked calming slightly.
“I stayed because…your ties to this world became mine Buffy, I love Dawn like she was my own little sister, and the Scoobies and I we became friends after, tried to help each other through it, they needed me. I couldn’t abandon them.” Spike said hanging his head.
“I was wrong Spike…I’m sorry.” Buffy said tilting his head up and kissing him gently. “When I was brought back I was so bitter and I didn’t let myself see… didn’t want to see you. Someone who loves me…Who will be there for me…Spike maybe you are exactly what I need.” Buffy said softly
“Buffy I know I’ll never be a man, I know I don’t deserve you, don’t go looking for things that aren’t there.”
“Spike you have proven to me that you are a man. Any other vampire I made myself bleed infront of …like that.... Taunting you….would have drained me dry.”
“Don’t be so sure pet.”
“Spike, listen you’re demon has been released as far as I go, I mean you can hit me so you could certainly bite me, but you didn’t. You closed the wound so the blood would stop flowing. NO ONE ELSE could have done that.”
“I’m not so sure soul boy would agree with you there Luv.” Spike said dejectedly.
“Spike when Angelus was released the first fucking thing he did was come after me, he went after people I care about, he killed Giles’ girlfriend. He would have killed me if I didn’t kill him first. I know now…I truly see” Buffy pulled his face up again to look into his eyes. “I see how much you love me.” Buffy said leaning in for another kiss.
Spike this time kissed her back passionately. “Buffy” He moaned as she rubbed herself on his jean clad shaft. Buffy jumped up and wrapped her legs around him, Spike staggered back into the wall.
Buffy reached down and pulled her skirt up. She pulled her panties to the side and started to undo Spike’s zipper. “Wait …Luv…Buffy stop please just wait.” Spike pleaded.
Buffy pulled back slightly and looked into his eyes. “I…I thought this is what you wanted?” Buffy asked panicking
“God Buffy.” Spike groaned So fucking wet for me…so hot I WANT. “I do want you Luv, more than anything I’ve ever wanted before….Just…not like this not in an old abandoned building when you are hurt and upset…”
“But Spike I …” Buffy looked into his eyes. Fuck he is so fucking hard, I want him…but he is serious,
“I want to make love to you Buffy, and I want it to be…special…with the morning after and breakfast and snoggin, I want it all. It would hurt to much…to not have everything.” Spike said passionately.
“Let’s …go to my house Spike I want this to happen, and I want those other things too…I’ll call Tara on the way and ask her to take Dawn to her place for the night…she can go to school from there…is that…would that be ok?” She asked gently
Spike nodded and kissed her again. Buffy untangled herself from him and they started off. Spike didn’t let go of her hand once.
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