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That?s such a great story.
Please continue with it soon.
Xander is so lovely!!!

oh, wow, you have updated already!!! yay!!! and i looove this chapter because our three gorgeous boys have tentatively established a relationship!!! yay!!! me love the boys so much!!! oh, i can't wait for another chapter of this, it will be one of my favorite chrissy pressies this year!!! thanks so much darling!!!

Woo Hoo! I like this idea:

?One day I am going to kiss you for hours until your lips are swollen and your body is so aroused that one touch and you will explode.? Angel whispers in my ear sending a shiver down my body.

Hell Yeah! That was HOT!

*Snoopy Dance*

They are finally getting together now!!! You have certainly made my Christmas...hehe.

Thank you so much for the awesome update and I am really looking forward to the upcoming additions to this story. Lots more please!

guh... ,me likey this story so much, just read from start and then it just stops!!! me neeeeeeed update. i really like this. i love the whole sire reconciles with childe and they have hot vampire sire/childe sex. but i especially love a gorgeous xander thrown in the middle. this is an intruiging story as well, spread out between the nummy smut. i also like the touch of angst, spike is so adorable when he cares about his sire!!! oh, almost delirious with happiness at finding this story, but sinking into despair at the fact that it is not finished!!!!!!lovely story, please update soon!!!!

I have been reading this little on and off for a while now (more now that Xander is in it since I'm not a fan of only Spike and Angel together). But I keep coming back and I though it was over due that I let you know that I really like your storie.
Keep up the good work,
~Alterian

I love the story, keep it going.

looking forward to the next chaper and angel finding out about xander and spike. hope to see more action and diolog between xander spike and angel.
looking forward to more

Hey, very nice updates...especially the last one. Woo Hoo! Now we are getting somewhere.

I'm so glad that Spike understands what Xander needs, now he might be able to help Xander out. (I don't just mean sexually, although that will be nice to see;)

Now Angel needs to find out about these two...hehe. Oh, I can just see it now, Mr. Broody will be all torn up that the two people that he wants are with each other. I can't wait until that comes along.

Anyways, awesome updates, I'm really glad that Xander is getting some attention now from Spike and I hope that their relationship becomes deeper than just lust.

Please update again very soon with lots more!

I'm glad Xander is finally in the story. This has been an interesting read so far, I can't wait to see how you start resolving or tying together all the various sub-stories. You've introduced so many avenues to follow that it could get a little confusing. You've managed to portray their hectic day-to-day lives, while also showing just about everyone have their own individual personal dramas happening.

Drusilla - I can't help but love her character. She's tragic, insane, insightful, and does everything with such style. I'd be sad to see her cease to exist, but it would also release her to join her "stars".

Thyme - does she have any purpose to the story other than adding to the overall daily mayhem?

Buffy's attitude - everyone should leave her and let her try to handle everything on her own since she has no respect or care for anyone's opinion but her own. If she's sick of "looking after" people, let her look after herself and only herself. Everyone else should refuse to deal with her until she remembers part fighting for the light is to be humane, not just human. Like alchoholics, she needs a rude intervention and it needs to be a daily fight to restrain the ingrained view that she's somehow "entitled". Expecting payback for her sacrifices makes her more dark than light. It's more of that "want, take, have" attitude Faith tried to get her to follow in high school.

Xander, Angel & Spike - all those years of being the rock have finally broken Xander and he needs to learn from scratch how to let others be there for him and not hide when he needs support. Spike needs to be looking after someone else so he doesn't have so much time to get everything wrong in his head. I'm sure he's still got issues with now having a soul even though he's not hidden in a cellar. He and Angel seem to find other ways to punish themselves by sabotaging their own happiness. (I'm not sure if I missed it, but I'm assuming Angel is in no danger from losing his soul to the "clause".) Aside from monks and the whole hairshirt thing, I've never understood why atoning is equated with being miserable. How well can you atone over time if you have no incentive to live and continue on in the world? How are you going to perform any reparations if you don't interact with other beings? The more isolated you are, the more selfish. By being solitary, your atonement and acts of reparation are solely performed for yourself and not to make any other beings life better in some way. Angel also needs to stop trying to be the overseer. Like Buffy he has a problem with the "I'm in charge" attitude at times. That's fine for little children, but he's dealing with people who lost any semblance of childhood long ago. If he has rational reasons for his directions, he needs to share them and take others opinions, skills, and knowledge into account. Otherwise he's demonstrating a decided lack of respect. In order to be a team or family, they all need to feel as if they have something of value to contribute.

It's interesting how you've pulled the most human of the characters together. They all have their own experiences with both the light and dark and now are just struggling to survive in the light gray.

This is very good. I just found this story, and have read it straight through. Hope to read more soon!